Chapter 50: But sex with a literal beast in heat hits differently
After deciding to pity Noah and let him do away with me, he went for several more rounds, and I started feeling thirsty.
My throat felt parched.
"Thirsty," I mumbled, and for the first time since we began that sex marathon, Noah kissed me.
He planted his lips on mine and used his tongue to part mine, sliding it in and swirling with my tongue.
I didn’t know if he did that because he felt bad for me, whose mouth had been dry the whole time, but he was putting in a lot of effort and mixing our saliva together.
He was so silly. As if that was going to make me feel less thirsty.
But still... I wrapped my arms around him, diving deeper into the kiss... It didn’t feel bad.
I passed out once again, and by the time I woke up, I was somewhat glad I did not see Noah’s figure above me, expression filled with loss and groans escaping his rough lips.
But instead, I was met with Noah’s lips. His wet lips that transfered water into my mouth and while still wondering what was going on, I gulped.
I was that thirsty.
Noah moved his head back and filled his mouth with water from the can one more time, and repeated the action.
He was so considerate for someone who had mercilessly squashed my insides with his water bottle of a dick.
I couldn’t feel my back and my hips were sore. I could feel my legs slightly trembling, as well as the rest of my body, so I could tell it hadn’t been long since he stopped.
Was his heat finally over? I wondered and coughed as I gulped down the water he had transferred over his mouth a third time.
I was hungry.
"Noah," I called, "Are you back to normal?"
But he did not give me a response, making me wonder if his wolf was still in charge. But then he turned away, dropping his head in guilt and I realized Noah had regained his senses and seeing the mess he had made, he was beating himself up for it.
Wait, if that was Noah then why did he feed me the water by mouth? I thought he wasn’t into that kind of shit.
"Are you going to ignore me?" I asked, trying to raise my body, but my back was practically destroyed, and I had to lay back again.
Oh boy, I never thought the day would come when I’d be rendered bedridden from sex. I mean, we did go one too many rounds and I fell unconscious quite a lot, but still... Sex was still sex.
’But sex with a literal beast in heat hits differently. I can testify to that now.’ I thought and glanced at him.
All reason aside, the sex was great. If only it wasn’t done so much that I could no longer feel my lower half.
’I should put that into consideration for the next time I try to jump him. Maybe let’s do it with a clear mind next time.’
I didn’t notice it before but I didn’t feel uncomfortable in my own skin, sweaty or messy, and that was because my entire body had been wiped clean while I was unconscious.
Noah had done a pretty good job. I could tell he even cleaned up the place nicely.
The awful stench of semen that loitered around the floor was gone.
So, how long was I out for? I doubt he carried all that out in a flash.
"I’m sorry," Noah finally spoke up and I looked at him. "I made a mess."
"Yeah, you did." I said, laughing lightly. "But what about it?" I asked and he glanced at me before glancing away.
"Micheal, if I had gone even a little more out of control, I might’ve ripped you apart." He said to me which made me wonder if the fact that I couldn’t feel my lower half wasn’t already enough to be considered him ripping me apart.
I laughed at my thoughts but he held that serious look on his face, telling me he wasn’t joking.
"I liked it wild," I suddenly said, stunning him and forcing him to finally look at me. "Maybe we went a little too wild but I’m not complaining, am I? Sex with you took me to a whole different dimension... Literally. And I doubt I’ll be able to settle for any size below yours from now on, so instead of sulking about what has already been done, why don’t you just make it up to me?"
"How?" He did not hesitate to ask and my lips curled up in a grin.
"Noah, become my sex partner." I said and then his expression went blank, looking away as he declined without a second thought.
"No way,"
I was crushed by his instant rejection.
"What do you mean no way?" I asked.
"Having sex with you is too dangerous so I can’t keep taking such a risk." He said but my eyebrows tilted up. Shouldn’t ’I’, who was currently bedridden, be the one saying that?
He was the dangerous beast here, not me. Not that I’m complaining.
"You give off the same presence as a female," he said, causing me to lose him there.
Wait, what female? We were just talking about being sex buddies, weren’t we?
"Your scent, your taste... They make me react in ways that I would towards a female. I don’t need memories to understand that as I can feel and know it through instincts." He said and I rolled my eyes away.
I was still lost but let’s pretend like I understand for now.
"So, what about it?" I asked, rolling my eyes back to him. "If I come off as a ’female’ to you, is that a bad thing? Shouldn’t you be glad there’s a female next to you?"
He furrowed his eyebrows as he stared at me and said,
"How can I be glad when I’m attracted to a marked female?" He asked. "I don’t know why, but I feel it’s wrong that you are a female, to begin with, and you’re marked. And yet... You don’t repel against me despite already being marked which causes me to wonder..." He clenched his fists and gritted his teeth. "If I was the one who marked you."
