Chapter 805: Chapter 806– Top Hat – Part 21.
<<I’ve should had ripped him.>>
<<I’ve should had gutted him.>>
<<I’ve should had drowned him.>>
<<I’ve should had burned him.>>
<<I’VE SHOULD HAD MADE HIM SUFFER!>>
<<AND YET!>>
<<AND YET! AND YET! AND YET!>>
<<I’VE FUCKING JUST KILLED HIM ON THE SPOT! JUST CRUSHED HIS STUPID FUCKING HEAD!>>
<<...>>
<<And yet... I’ve felt nothing.>>
<<Like, straight up nothing.>>
<<No satisfaction.>>
<<No joy.>>
<<No anger.>>
<<No sense of revenge.... Just straight up nothing.>>
<<He was truly gone.>>
<<He truly destroyed and killed himself already.... And I’ve just stomped on his corpse.>>
<<That was it.>>
<<That wasn’t even a murder.>>
<<He was truly a "thing" at the end.>>
<<...>>
<<And I’m fucking pissed!>>
<<I’M THE ONE WHO SUPPOSE TO KILL HIM!>>
<<MY REVENGE ON HIM! GONE!>>
<<HE DIDN’T FUCKING LET ME HAVE IT!>>
<<BASTARD!>>
<<WHORE!>>
<<MOTHERFUCKING SON OF A BITCH!>>
<<...>>
<<...>>
<<If I knew earlier... How many victims.... How many people would avoid getting turned into the Red monsters?>>
<<Again... I’m at fault... I’m the one that killed them.... Hell... I’ve straight up let them kidnap the entire village in order to find them.... Murder... That is what I’m and always will be.>>
<<...>>
<<Still... The Left Hand Of The Red Man.>>
<<The thing that was the cause of it all.>>
<<The thing that made the Red monsters to be possible even be born....>>
<<And the thing that let those bastards be even stay alive and continue their fucked-up experiments.>>
<<It was also the very reason why the Red monsters suddenly became way more obedient... It seems he was torturing them with it, dominating their mind and corrupting them... No wonder they were in agony when these Red monsters were fighting me.>>
<<This bastard first stripped them of their humanity, and then he used the power of the hand to destroy their minds...>>
<<...>>
<<I’ve ripped it out from the remains of that thing.... Which straight up caused what remained of him to straight up turn into ashes in the instance.>>
<<As for the hand?>>
<<I’ve tried destroy it.>>
<<This THING is the only reason why the Red monsters exists and could be even possible be made.>>
<<But with it gone, there won’t be ever anymore Red monsters getting created.... And no another Red Dragon will be ever born.>>
<<...>>
<<But I couldn’t do it.>>
<<No matter what I did.>>
<<No matter what tools or methods I’ve had used, this hand wouldn’t get destroyed.>>
<<Fuck.>>
<<It was a divine flesh of a newborn god for a fucking reason.>>
<<...>>
<<And then the problem came.>>
<<What do I do with this thing?>>
<<I couldn’t destroy it, even when I was trying for weeks.>>
<<So, what do I do with it?>>
<<I can’t hide it.>>
<<If somebody gets or even obtain a bit of BLOOD from it.... The new Red monsters could be born.>>
<<I couldn’t allow this to happened.>>
<<...>>
<<Then... That left only one choice.>>
<<Take it.>>
<<But.... If I were to do that.... If I were to even have this thing around.... Wouldn’t I just be turned into IT?! The same way he ended up in?>>
<<...>>
<<...>>
<<I despised this hand.>>
<<I wanted it gone.>>
<<But at the same time....>>
<<New London.>>
<<These animals who acted more savage then these bastards.... Than even the Red monsters themselves....>>
<<This shitty animals...>>
<<I will hunt them down.>>
<<And to burn that fucking corrupted city.... No.... Not just them.>>
<<That Red Dragon.... I need to kill it.>>
<<...>>
<<And to do it all, there was only way.>>
<<I’ve used the hand of the Red Man on myself.... And I could feel myself instantly loosing my mind to it.>>
<<The pure and overwhelming volume of the bloodlust.>>
<<It was nothing like mine!>>
<<THIS WAS THE TRUE DIVINE BLOODLUST!>>
<<...>>
<<Still.... My bloodlust was able to endure it.>>
<<MY BLOODLUST WASN’T SOMETHING A BLOODLUST FROM THE FUCKING DEAD GOD COULD MAKE EXTINGUISH!>>
<<For hours, for days, I’ve endeared this madness.>>
<<Sometimes I’ve lost my mind, sometimes I lost conscious, sometimes I’ve screamed in agony.... But I never let that thing dominate me.>>
<<I’ve refused to become IT until I get my revenge!>>
<<No matter how much it screamed at me, I never let its voices take me over!>>
<<THAT DIVINE BLOODLUST WILL NOT ENSLAVE ME!>>
<<I WILL ENSLAVE IT!>>
<<...>>
<<But.... Something wasn’t right.>>
<<As I’ve endured this mad bloodlust.... Something started appearing.... Visions.... No...>>
<<Memories.>>
<<Whose memories, were they? A baker?>>
<<...>>
<<As I’ve endured more and more... I saw more and more.... These memories were corrupted, missing and incomplete.... They were just images... But I could feel them... I could understand them.>>
<<And I could read them.>>
<<The Red Man.>>
<<He was.... Nobody.>>
<<He was originally a normal person.>>
<<I don’t know if they were humans, vampires, demi-humans and what not.... I couldn’t read that corrupted memory.... But I could understand the fact that the Red Man was just a "man".>>
<<But then.... Why?>>
<<Why did he became the Red Man?>>
<<As the mad divine bloodlust started becoming harder and harder to bare.... I saw more memories.... They were beyond ridable and they were just fragments.... But I saw.... Blood.>>
<<Death.>>
<<And.... It.>>
<<The dragon.>>
<<The last true dragon.>>
<<I couldn’t read it or properly see it.... BUT I UNDERSTOOD IT!>>
<<The Red Man!>>
<<The New God who fought the Last True Dragon, resulting in the death of the two grand beings.>>
<<It wasn’t....>>
<<...>>
<<The True Dragon created the Red Man.>>
"!?"
<<And then I’ve woken up.>>
<<I.... I couldn’t understand it.>>
<<I didn’t knew when I fell asleep.... But the moment I saw that last memory, I woke up.>>
<<And I saw my left hand.... No longer being mine.>>
<<The Left Hand Of The Red Man.... It has merged with mine own.>>
<<The crimson bloody parts, completely merged with my entire left hand, even straight up covering parts of my forearm as well.>>
<<I could feel it.>>
<<The bloodlust.>>
<<The madness.>>
<<And the divinity.>>
<<...>>
<<And.... Those memories.>>
<<What were those memories anyway?!>>
<<The truth?!>>
<<Does that fucking mean that the Red Man was truly created?!>>
<<Did that man.... No, he didn’t knew.>>
<<The divinity had swallowed him. He couldn’t truly merge with the arm and see those memories.>>
<<That means, I was the only one that knew the truth.>>
<<That the story about the last true dragon trying to stop the Red Man.... May had been nothing more than a lie?!>>
<<FUCK!>>
<<This is...>>
<<...>>
<<No...>>
<<I don’t care about his story.>>
<<All I care about is my story!>>
<<The story of the victims!>>
<<I will get my revenge!>>
<<And this fucking divinity of the dead god is nothing more than my slave! The tool that I will use for my own revenge.>>
<<....>>
<<And as I’ve promised.>>
<<I’ve destroyed the whole lab, destroying everything.>>
<<With this, the Red monsters would not be ever be born again.>>
<<However... I did one more thing before I destroyed the whole thing.>>
<<I’ve collected the faces.>>
<<Every single face of that shitty researcher.>>
<<Every person that worked for them.>>
<<I’ve preserved them.>>
<<And after my merge was completed, I’ve used these faces, to saw them together.... Creating my new skin.... My new face.>>
<<I’m the monster.>>
<<And I can’t never forget that.>>
<<And I’m the idiot that let these bastards run rampant for too long.>>
<<I’ve could had stopped it all... Even the Red Dragon.>>
<<If I never believed in any of their lies.>>
<<Their sins are mine.>>
<<I’ve committed them.>>
<<And these faces will be my reminder.>>
<<That I was the one that had destroyed the Old London.>>
<<It was my fault.>>
<<I’m them.>>
<<And they are me.>>
<<A monster.>>
<<A murder.>>
<<Jack.>>
<<...>>
<<After I’ve had destroyed completely everything.... It was time to head out.>>
<<But.... What next?>>
<<Many of the Red monsters are still on the loose, I saw them.>>
<<The new ones created by them, and the old ones that had ran away from the city.>>
<<...>>
<<There was no point anymore....>>
<<I really didn’t.>>
<<I saw the villages and towns.... They were already empty.>>
<<I’ve walked and walked.... Even stealing some of the cars.... But no matter where I’ve looked... All settlement were.... Just empty.>>
<<While I was dealing with the hand of the Red Man.... It seems that the New London had hunted down every single remaining settlement....>>
<<I’ve fucked up.>>
<<I’VE FUCKED UP!>>
<<I’VE LET THE FUCKING.... FUCK!>>
<<I’VE FOCUSED TOO MUCH ON DEALING WITH THIS HAND THAT I!>>
<<...>>
<<But... If I didn’t....>>
<<...>>
<<It was no win situation.... No matter how I look at it.>>
<<If I didn’t dealt with the Red Man’s hand, the disaster of the Red monsters would continue... So, there was truly no-win situation.... But still.>>
<<Why I didn’t even thought of something as simple as THAT?!>>
<<...>>
<<...>>
<<Still....>>
<<Those fools screwed up.>>
<<Yeah. I’m pissed.>>
<<Pissed at myself that I couldn’t save anybody.>>
<<But at the same time, I don’t have to try and save anybody anymore, do I?!>>
<<THERE WAS NOTHING STOPPING ME NOW!? WAS IT?!>>
<<YOU FUCKING FOOLS!>>
<<THE ONLY REASON WHY YOU WERE ALIVE FOR SO LONG WAS BECOUSE OF THE FACT THAT I WAS TRYING TO SAVE INNOCENT PEOPLE!>>
<<BUT NOW?!>>
<<WHEN YOU KILLED EVERYBODY?!>>
<<NOW I HAD NO FUCKING REASON TO STOP HOLDING BACK!>>
<<And now, you signed your own fucking death certificate, New London.>>
<<It is time, to let that city of corruption burn to the ground.>>
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