Chapter 287: Jisung’s POV 12: Knotting (18+)
Jisung’s POV
This beta, Sehwa, I don’t understand him and why he has a chokehold on me.
His voice, his long hair, his strength and his beautiful smile.
He always shows up when I’m falling apart the most, and when I need something or something to pull me out of the mess I’m swimming in, he suddenly appears.
I put my cigar out and keep it far away from us, I already hurt him today, I would hate to hurt him again.
"Hmm" I moan at the way he keeps rubbing himself against my cock.
I am already rock hard, throbbing with the need to fuck him against the floor. My rough hands stray lower and the beta whimpers.
"The door..." he gasps like he wants me to stop, but his cock is saying otherwise, twitching between us like this is its only salvation.
"Does it bother you?" I ask and he doesn’t answer, he just drops his head, and I smile to myself.
He’s acting like a virgin when he is a vixen.
"I can help you" I say and turn him away from the door, having him on his hands and knees.
The beta gasps as he comes face to face with his own reflection, and just before he drops his gaze, I grab him by the chin and force him to look at himself.
"Ah..." he moans, pupils dilated, hair wet with sweat and falling over his perfect face, how dare he try to look away from himself?
"Since the door bothers you so much, keep your eyes on us" I say and he nods, making beads of sweat drop to the floor with his movements.
His ass is presented for me and as I spread his cheeks apart, I groan with hunger.
His pretty hole looks like it missed me, I press my thumb into it, and he gasps, rolling his hips to take more and I slap his ass, watching the way he moans in the mirror.
Goddess...don’t tempt me with him, I won’t survive it...
"Does it hurt?" I ask and he shakes his head, making eye contact with me through the mirror.
Greedy to feel him and careful not to push our luck, I spit on his hole, but don’t push my finger in yet, I just massage the tight ring of muscle.
The beta bites his lip as I continue to touch him like this, his eyes are half shut, and as much as I like to see him like this...we have limited time.
I let more of my saliva drop to his hole, making a mess, and feeling him twitch, trying to clench around nothing.
"You’re greedy" I mutter subconsciously as I finally give him the first finger.
"Only for you..." he moans and his upper body falls to the floor.
"Hurts?" I ask and he whines in response, it must hurt...
I take my hands of him to pull my hard cock out, the beta watches me through the mirror as I stroke myself, gathering my precum on my fingers.
"Goddess" he whispers as he realizes what I am about to do with him, my precum is going to be our lube.
I pull him up, press him to my chest, and angle his head to kiss him deep and dirty as I stretch him with what we have.
Spit and lube.
"Please" he moans as I add the third finger, I know he’s hurting, but I can see that he likes it...maybe one day I’ll knot him.
Carefully positioning him, I kiss his rim with my tip, and he locks eyes with me through the mirror again, mouth falling open as I give him myself.
"Yes..." he screams and I slap one hand over his mouth, muffling his noises as I pound into him.
His eyes fill with hot tears, and they start to spill over my fingers.
"Mmmfgh" he moans in pleasure and pain as I kiss his neck while fucking him relentlessly.
His noises make me feel alive and younger.
"Knot me, knot me...please" he starts to beg, moving back to take it, and clenching his walls around me.
My eyes roll back in my head as I lose my rhythm, thrusting into him faster than I want to.
The beta greedily moves his ass back, taking my knot into himself like he was fucking made for it, then he cums against the mirror helplessly.
The moment my knot pushes past his rim, we both grunt like animals and I spill my seed into him, flooding him with hot cum.
"Don’t you ever do that again" I pant before falling on his back.
"I like it" he says and I sigh against his skin before maneuvering our position to a less uncomfortable one, praying that we don’t get caught.
The beta’s skin is soft against mine, and without thinking, I press a kiss on his nape.
"I’m sorry I hurt you earlier" I apologize to him.
"It’s okay...you seemed really bothered about something" he mutters and I kiss his shoulder this time around.
"You should be mad" I say and the beta turns his head slightly, "I can’t be mad at you...I want to understand you" he says and I stiffen behind him.
There have been attempts to...understand me, but I’ve always thrown them away.
"Understand me?" I ask carefully, heart pounding in my chest.
"Yes, you sacrifice so much for the clan and never take care of yourself" he says, leaning against my chest as he talks.
No. no. no. no.
"Your eyes...its heartbreaking every time I see them like that...sad and lonely"
I won’t let another man take care of me...no.
Yeon hyung did this and now he belongs to someone else...and Sehwa, as much as I love his body, I will be doomed to get closer to him...I already feel strange with him.
"What are you talking about?" I ask with a growl and my alpha rises up protectively.
"I’m saying...I think I’m falli-"
"Don’t finish that statement" I command and he stops talking, going still in my arms.
My scant is starting to go sour, overshadowing the smell of sex, sweat and sin.
"I’m sorry" Sehwa says quietly, but it’s too late, it feels like the band aid has been ripped off.
Falling? Falling in what? Love?
No it shouldn’t be.
I wait for my knot to go down, then I pull out without looking at him, then I put my clothes on properly before leaving him there on the floor.
