Chapter 1143: Chapter 1140: It’s All a Wonderful Feeling
But when all was said and done, all those thoughts boiled down to a single very beautiful feeling. Yet how on earth could this beautiful feeling be kept going longer? That, in fact, had everything to do with the turmoil of the true emotions deep inside their hearts.
After that, Hua Xiaomo and Zi Yunsui didn’t stay in the office much longer. They got off work together and went to the kindergarten to pick up Candy. Just at the moment school let out, he suddenly saw Candy walking toward them, and inside he actually felt extremely awkward and upset.
Because he really did want Candy to accept him. As long as she would accept him, then Hua Xiaomo would definitely marry him.
But now that Candy didn’t accept him, Hua Xiaomo wouldn’t marry him either. All of a sudden it made his heart feel so uncomfortable, so pained, so out of sorts. But what could he do? What could he possibly do to make Candy accept him? It left him feeling so confused!
But no matter what, he would still treat Candy very well. He couldn’t, just because Candy didn’t accept him, turn around and treat her badly. If he did that, Candy would be very hurt too.
Hua Xiaomo would also blame him. If that happened, he really would be letting Hua Xiaomo down. So he didn’t want to let Hua Xiaomo and Candy down. Hua Xiaomo was a very good boss, and she truly was a very good chairwoman. Under her leadership, the company had actually been developing very well.
Even though he was the one doing the specific tasks, he didn’t feel that anything he did was very hard to do. He had discovered that Hua Xiaomo was a very good woman, and he really loved her. For her, he really was willing to do many, many things. That was why he didn’t want to leave her company!
He didn’t want to leave Hua Xiaomo, and even more, he didn’t want to leave Candy. He wanted to give them a happy home. Only if they had a happy home could they truly fulfill this wish for happiness, and arrive at a very good outcome.
This feeling was exactly what he wanted, exactly what he longed for. He really didn’t want anything too complicated to change. But if he had to not be with Hua Xiaomo, he would definitely be very miserable, definitely be very sad.
He really didn’t want to face that kind of change. At the same time, he really, really liked Candy, really liked Hua Xiaomo, really liked the people by his side. And yet, he truly did not want to see those painful changes happen.
Candy walked toward them. Seeing her mom together with Brother Zi Yunsui, for a moment a smile appeared on her face. Although Mom had previously agreed to marry Brother Zi Yunsui, in the end the whole thing had just fizzled out. She knew a big part of the reason was herself.
So there was a faint guilt in her heart. When she saw Zi Yunsui, she also felt a bit uncomfortable inside. She didn’t know whether this Brother Zi Yunsui would blame her.
But no matter what, deep down, that was how she truly felt. She felt she ought to speak out the real feelings hidden in her heart. She couldn’t keep muddling along like this anymore, because she felt that in Mom’s heart there must be a thought of her own. The person Mom loved should be Qi Longbing, not Brother Zi Yunsui.
If Mom forced herself to be with Brother Zi Yunsui, then Mom would definitely cry her eyes out. Mom would definitely be very sad, very miserable. She really didn’t want Mom to bear that kind of emotion. She only wanted Mom to truly be cheerful and happy, to live a happy life—that would be enough.
She didn’t want Mom to have such complicated feelings. Those complicated feelings would definitely make Mom suffer. She really didn’t want that.
If Mom could truly be happy, truly be relaxed and joyful, that would be enough. Because many times, what you really need is a kind of strong positive feeling so they could hold onto this hope. Such a shared understanding was really something worth having.
She hoped Mom could have this happiness and joy. She also hoped Zi Yunsui could have this kind of happiness and joy. All right, no matter what, she just hoped the two of them could each be happy and content.
"Little Candy, you really are amazing, I also really like you. You’re such a smart child. At school today, did you listen to your teachers and classmates? And since you’re the class monitor, lots of kids must listen to you. You really are a very impressive little class leader, aren’t you? Little Candy, keep it up, Little Candy. You really are the best Little Candy. Brother Zi Yunsui loves you the most too!"
"You know, no matter what happens in the future, Brother Zi Yunsui will always support you! Brother Zi Yunsui will definitely make many, many efforts for you. You’re awesome, you’re Brother Zi Yunsui’s most awesome, most amazing little baby!"
"A child has to be good and obedient. Brother Zi Yunsui will definitely love you very, very much! Brother Zi Yunsui will definitely cherish you very, very much. You are a very well‑behaved child!"
"Brother Zi Yunsui really, really likes you. No matter what kind of situation happens in the future, Zi Yunsui will always stand on your side, will always give and work hard for you, okay? And Mom will love you too! Mom will dote on you too!"
"And in our next big movie, you’ll definitely have the chance to do more voice acting, my Little Candy. Come on, my Little Candy, you’re really amazing. Brother Zi Yunsui really, really loves you." Zi Yunsui said, a light shining in his eyes.
Right then there wasn’t the slightest trace of unhappiness or displeasure. On the contrary, in his eyes, the Little Candy in front of him was really a little clever one, a little darling that everyone loved. And this feeling really made him feel especially, especially happy, blessed, and lucky. He really, truly loved her.
He would make many, many efforts for her. He would do many, many things for her. No matter what the future brought, he realized that his love for Little Candy would never change, because this love was a kind of family affection, and also a kind of deep emotion that moved him. He really, really loved her, really, really liked her.
He truly couldn’t be without her. No matter this matter, or no matter what might happen in the future, he would always love her, would always think about her happiness. He would always dote on her. No matter what came, he would always fight and strive for the sake of his Candy.
Listening to what Zi Yunsui was saying, Little Candy’s heart was also filled with a sense of guilt.
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