Chapter 1142: Chapter 1139: Accepting Him as Her Father
Thinking of this reason, he also felt a kind of hatred, because he really liked Candy, so why couldn’t Candy accept him as her father?
This kind of feeling made him feel uncomfortable, made him unhappy, really made him feel tormented, yet he still really wanted to be with them, wanted to build a family for the three of them, but how on earth could they actually be together?
How on earth could he properly handle everything and do things well? She didn’t know how she could go on, but for him, he truly hoped they could all live happily, that they could all live cheerfully.
He hoped they could all live a life with flavor, because only that kind of happiness was real happiness, only that kind of joy was true joy, and he hoped they could all do everything well!
He wanted everything to be completed perfectly; only then, for them, would it be a kind of love that was truly worth treasuring. No matter what might happen in the future, for them, this love would always exist, and it would always be a goal they would never give up on.
Zi Yunsui didn’t even know what to say, but from her point of view, he really did want Hua Xiaomo to gain that happiness and joy!
Because Hua Xiaomo was such a good girl, and Candy was also such an obedient child, he truly wanted the two of them to be happy. If the two of them could get that happiness, then he would be even more pleased and joyful.
But if the two of them didn’t want to be with him, then he felt that he might not be that happy. However, no matter what, he still hoped the two of them could properly do what they should do. This kind of happiness was something the two of them deserved to have!
He also very much hoped to give the two of them this kind of joy, but if the two of them didn’t want to be with him, then he would feel very troubled. Yet no matter what, he still hoped the two of them could gain this happiness.
Because only when this happiness was given to the two of them could they truly have it. But he didn’t want this feeling to undergo any change; if there were changes, it would bring them a kind of painful emotion, and this kind of feeling would make them all unhappy, and that would make the two of them very unhappy.
"Alright, Hua Xiaomo, I know what you mean by all this you’re saying, but I actually want to tell you that I really love you and the child. I also really hope that you and the child can both be happy. This feeling is sincere, this feeling is real, and I hope you won’t overthink it, okay?"
"Because I really hope you can be cheerful and happy, and it’s the same for Candy. I hope you can both have this kind of mindset. That way, because of this feeling, I really will be extremely, extremely happy and joyful. But I don’t want you to have any excessive emotions; that’s something I really don’t want to see!"
"And it’s something I don’t want, because from beginning to end I’ve hoped the two of you could be very happy and very blessed. You know that I love you. I truly like you; I’ve been with you for five or six years, and this feeling, for me, is really the most important experience in my life. I hope we can all hold on to this experience and never change it!"
"Because I really love you so much, really like this place so much, really hope Candy can gain happiness, and that you can gain happiness too. Only this kind of feeling is truly something all of us deserve to have." Zi Yunsui looked at Hua Xiaomo, and a light shone in his eyes.
In his eyes, he really, really liked Candy, really liked Hua Xiaomo, and truly loved the two of them. From his point of view, he really loved them, really liked them; only with this kind of feeling did he truly want to give them this hope of love.
But now Hua Xiaomo always didn’t want to be with him. This feeling really gave him a headache, really made him feel so sad today, yet there was nothing he could do, because he really wanted Hua Xiaomo to be happy!
Only this sense of happiness was what he truly meant by having something.
"Thank you for loving me so much, for loving Candy so much. I am really very moved deep down inside, but at this moment I’m also very conflicted. I’m also asking you to understand me. As for what exactly we should do, I’m actually very conflicted right now too, but about what to do, I’ve always wanted in my heart to handle this matter well. I know that if I handle it well, you won’t have so many worries!"
"Then we also won’t have so many worries. But how exactly should these things be handled for the good of all of us? For someone like me, I really do have quite a few worries. I also hope you won’t feel so much pressure, because once there’s pressure, it’s not good for any of us!" Hua Xiaomo looked at Zi Yunsui and said.
"Because Candy is still very little after all, and she also hopes to have a normal and beautiful environment to help her grow, so I also hope Candy can truly be happy, blessed, and joyful, that from now on she won’t have to worry about anything. I also hope you can understand me and can stay by my side properly!"
"And that you can also properly take care of the company, so that’s what I’m thinking, that’s how I see it. I hope everyone can maintain this rationality, alright?" Hua Xiaomo looked at Zi Yunsui and said, and a light shone in her eyes.
At that moment, he knew that saying too much was useless, because he knew Zi Yunsui really was a good man, really a very, very good man, but she truly didn’t want to betray his feelings. It was just that Candy couldn’t accept him.
He also had no way around that. But if Candy were to be sad, then he would feel very sad inside too, so why put them through that? He really didn’t want Candy to be unhappy. Actually, just him and Candy being together was already very happy. If anything changed, if this feeling underwent some unspeakable upheaval—
that was really something he didn’t want to see, because he truly wanted Candy to be happy, wanted himself to be happy, and also wanted Qi Longbing to be happy.
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