Chapter 376: Chapter 376: Bai Haoxue—His Salvation and New Beginning
Bai Haoxue always said she was sorry towards him.
Many people also believed that Bai Haoxue had wronged him.
But Ji Hanyu never had such a thought.
In Ji Hanyu’s heart, the one who should apologize had always been him!
If it weren’t for his overbearing nature, forcibly entering her life, she could have continued living a simple and peaceful life.
She wouldn’t have had to experience or endure that pain.
However, at the beginning, such thoughts never crossed Ji Hanyu’s mind.
Back then, when Ji Hanyu had just left the base, his mindset was simple, stubborn, aggressive, domineering, and even perverse.
Ji Hanyu liked Bai Haoxue, he took a fancy to Bai Haoxue, so he followed his life approach and took her.
This was how Ji Hanyu operated after just leaving the base.
It was not normal.
Ji Hanyu, fresh from the base, was as innocent as a blank slate, like a primitive era tyrant.
But Ji Hanyu was also very simple; for the girl he liked, he would obediently follow her every word.
He only listened to the girl he liked.
As long as Bai Haoxue liked something, he would do anything; he gave her all his love and affection.
He thought this was right and the best for Bai Haoxue.
But slowly, during their time together, Ji Hanyu discovered.
Life outside the base was very complex; it was not singular; everyone was complex.
Take Bai Haoxue for example, she had a dad, a mom, friends, concerns about her studies, and responsibilities towards her family business.
She would worry and feel unhappy about many things, but also find happiness and joy in others.
Whereas he, seemingly had no emotions.
At first, Ji Hanyu didn’t understand.
He only knew that whenever he saw Bai Haoxue’s radiant smile, he felt calm and happy.
This was an emotion he never had before.
In the base, he only needed to rely on his own intelligence, his own abilities to complete tasks, to survive.
That life was simple and crude!
For Ji Hanyu, everything started to become normal only because of Bai Haoxue.
It was Bai Haoxue who made him realize he too had joys, anger, sorrow, and happiness, that he too could live like a normal person.
His life had two phases, one before meeting Bai Haoxue, and one after.
Bai Haoxue, to him, was redemption, was rebirth.
But he, to Bai Haoxue, was disaster, or rather, pain.
She never wronged him; the one who should apologize had always been him.
Bai Haoxue sobbed in Ji Hanyu’s arms for quite a while before looking up at him, her tear-filled eyes glistening, "Ji Hanyu..."
"Hmm?" Ji Hanyu wiped her tears away, this time, he didn’t stop her from crying.
Because he knew, she was crying for that child.
Back then, in such a conflicted situation, she insisted on saving that child.
But in the end, the child still...
"You never said you love me!" Bai Haoxue pouted, her tone aggrieved, her gaze filled with resentment.
She had said it so many times herself! Yet, he hadn’t said it even once.
Clearly, he fell for her first, yet he hadn’t spoken a word of confession.
Although she was well aware he loved her, she still wanted to hear him say it to her personally!
Ji Hanyu was stunned for a moment, a blush crept onto his ears, his expression slightly awkward before he finally said after some hesitation, "Such corny words, I can’t say them."
Bai Haoxue: "..."
