Chapter 264: Heretic / 1.25 : Insecurity
Lucian woke up and looked at the cute bunny in his arms. He smiled tenderly. Even if he didn’t show it, he’s been nervous about taking their relationship to the next level.
Kian had never been with anyone before, and it was clear that he never expected to have feelings for a man. Even if they were engaged before, he knows that he only went along for his mother, just like he did.
He was worried that he would hate sex with him, and realize that he should be with a woman. He was more than worried, actually, but he acted as if he had everything under control.
Apart from feeling uncomfortable in the beginning, he could tell Kian enjoyed it. And now the two of them are bonded, and Kian is his. As soon as people smell Kian, they’ll know that he is his mate.
It pleases him greatly. He never thought he was the jealous and possessive type until he met Kian. But people see Kian as a deity, he has millions of fans. It certainly wouldn’t be hard for him to find a partner, with everybody worshiping him.
He’s grateful he chose him, as he chose Kian. It wasn’t a choice. It was clear as soon as he saw him pouting. He can’t understand how he stayed as pure, with everything his family put him through.
Lucian is glad that today they’ll be done with everyone. Lucian caressed Kian’s cheek and felt him move. Half asleep, Kian gave his back to him and he pulled him closer. He leaned and kissed his neck.
When he heard Kian moan softly, he became hard. He kept kissing his neck and his hand traveled south. It passed under his pajamas and stroked Kian’s cock. Kian woke up completely at that.
Kian felt ashamed to be this aroused in the morning. Still, he felt unable to ask Lucian to stop. When he thinks about what they did last midnight, he wants to hide. But what embarrasses him most is the fact that he loved it so much.
Lucian sucked his penis and was inside of him. Just the thought excites him. Lucian asked in his ear:
"Did you enjoy last night?"
Kian murmured:
"I did."
He felt grateful that he had his back to Lucian.
Lucian pulled down his pant and teased his entry. Kian bit his lip when a moan escaped his lips. He felt like it wasn’t enough, but said nothing.
"Do you want more bunny?"
Kian nodded. Lucian said:
"No, I want you to say it. I need to know you want this. I need to know that you burn for me, as I do for you."
Kian turned and looked into Lucian’s eyes. From the tone of his voice, he felt that they were more to it, and looking into his eyes confirmed it. How can he doubt how much he wants him?
He’s never been with anyone but him. Kian felt his heart clench, knowing that he’s been feeling insecure. Indeed, he never thought he would fall for him, a man, but he did, and he’ll never leave his side.
Sex is a big part of the relationship, so Lucian is worried that he might’ve not enjoyed it, because he is a man. Now that they are bonded, he can sense his feelings. He doesn’t like it when his green eyes dim.
He has to prove to him how much he wants him. Kian sat down and undressed. Lucian sat up, looking at him. When Kian was done, he pulled Lucian’s pants off and took off his shirt. He straddled him and pushed his cock inside of him.
Once it was in, he moved his hips and held on to his neck. Lucian circled his waist and looked at his flushed face. Kian looked into his eyes despite wanting to hide.
"I want this, I..."
Kian swallowed and kissed him. Lucian held on to him tighter and felt Kian riding him faster. Kian pulled back and looked into his eyes. Lucian’s eyes turned forest green, and Kian felt mesmerized.
Kian said:
"I’ve never wanted anyone, but you this way. From the moment we met, I wanted to be close to you."
Lucian’s heartbeat quickened and he held him tighter.
"Since I had never felt this way before, I thought it was normal to feel this way about your friend until you kissed me. But even then, I didn’t want you to stop being close to me. I’m not just in love with your soul, I’m in love with all of you Gege. I didn’t even think it was possible to want someone this much."
Lucian kissed him passionately. After listening to him and looking into his eyes, he couldn’t believe he ever had any worry. Lucian pulled back, his eyes sparkling.
Kian murmured, his cheeks flushed:
"Last night I didn’t want you to stop."
Kian doesn’t get how Lucian can be insecure when he is the most gorgeous man he ever laid eyes on. But he doesn’t mind reassuring him. He never wants him to feel that he doesn’t want him as much as he does.
Lucian said:
"I didn’t want to stop either, but I didn’t want to overwhelm you."
"I never feel overwhelmed with you."
Lucian smiled and kissed his bunny. He switched position, never breaking the kiss, and laid Kian down. He thrusted faster and looked at Kian.
"Are you okay?"
Kian nodded and said, his cheeks flushed:
"You can do whatever you want to me."
Lucian’s eyes darkened.
Lucian went faster and buried his head in his neck. Kian held him tighter, and his mind became a complete blur. He kept moaning as Lucian pumped harder and harder. The two of them groaned when they came together.
They stayed in place, panting, and Lucian pulled back. He looked at his bunny and then at the mess between them. When he looked at Kian again, even his ears were red. Lucian smiled and stood up.
He turned him and put him on all fours. He entered him and thrusted. Kian moaned in ecstasy. He can’t believe he’s been missing this all those years. He wouldn’t mind doing it every day, that’s for sure.
But won’t Lucian think he is a pervert? He felt Lucian pull him back, so the two were firmly stuck against each other. Kian leaned his head back on his shoulder when he held him tighter.
Lucian kissed his neck and asked:
"Would you be okay If I woke you this way every morning?"
Kian turned his head and their eyes met. He felt Lucian growing inside of him, and he moaned.
Lucian kissed him passionately. When he saw the amount of heat and lust in Kian’s eyes, he almost came. When Lucian pulled back, Kian said between moans:
"I would."
Lucian smiled and kissed him again. When he was close, he stroked Kian’s cock and the two came together anew. He held his bunny when he almost fell on the bed and pulled out. He carried him to the bathroom and helped him wash up.
When they were done, they walked out of the shower and Kian left for his room. He dressed and walked out of his chamber. When he opened the door, he saw Lucian waiting for him. He couldn’t stop himself from smiling.
Lucian looked up from his cell phone, and Kian peered at him and then down. Even if they’ve done imaginable things, he can’t help but want to hide from him. Lucian’s eyes softened. He knows it took a lot for Kian to open up like that, and he appreciates it.
He held his hand and walked to the elevator. Once the doors closed, and he pushed the button, he leaned against the wall and held his baby in his embrace. Kian looked up when he felt him kiss his forehead.
Kian felt his heartbeat quicken when he saw the amount of love in his eyes. He couldn’t stop himself from saying:
"I love your eyes so much."
Every time Lucian looks at him, it’s like he can’t hide how much he loves him. No one’s ever loved him so much that he could see it every time he looked into their eyes.
Lucian grinned. He took Kian’s hand and kissed his palm.
"I love your eyes too, baby."
Kian smiled, he felt oddly emotional at that gesture. He stood on his tiptoe and kissed him. Lucian deepened the kiss.
When the elevator doors opened, the two were still kissing. Serena and Cayus who were just stepping out of the other elevator felt confused when no one was exiting the other elevator.
Serena went to check, and she almost coughed up blood when she saw the two kissing. Cayus coughed and Kian broke the kiss. He walked out, holding Lucian’s hand, and looked at his uncle with a smile.
He asked:
"Are you feeling better today, uncle?"
Cayus beamed when he thought about Kian’s death in a couple of hours.
"I am. Thank you for asking, Kian."
"Of course, we’re family."
Cayus returned Kian’s smile and looked at his daughter. She was looking at Lucian, but he only had eyes for Kian. Despite going along with the plan, he knows that she’s in love with Lucian.
Especially after spending her entire time with him for a week. Serena swallowed hard when she saw the affection in Lucian’s eyes when he looked at Kian. Why can’t he love her?
She wishes she didn’t have to kill him, but she knows that he’ll never love her as he does Kian. Everyone always loves Kian. She can’t wait for him to die, then the whole world will worship her.
Kian and Lucian walked to the dining room, followed by Serena and Cayus. The guards opened the doors and Lucian pulled the chair for Kian, before taking a seat next to his father. Kian felt everyone looking at him.
Whether the servants, the king, the queen, or Elian. They all had a smile, except Elian. He looked furious. Kian quickly glanced at the king and queen, and saw that they were smiling.
He immediately looked down, his face flushed. He’s never been this humiliated in his life. The king couldn’t help but be amused, he’s seen how fierce Kian was yesterday, so to see him feeling ashamed after he bonded with his son is funny.
Kian bit his lip, wanting to run. He might as well have a sign that said I had sex last night, it would’ve been the same. Now that he and Lucian bonded, you can tell they are mates because of their smell.
Serena and Cayus couldn’t tell since they are witches, but everyone is a vampire in the palace. The worst is that it was his first time, it should be private. When he tried to run away, he felt Lucian hold his wrist.
He pulled his chair closer to him, in case he tries to run away again. Lucian moved his fingers and Kian’s red face was lifted. He caressed his cheek.
"There’s nothing to be ashamed of. Don’t you want the whole world to know that I belong to you only?"
Kian looked into his eyes and calmed down. He’s just not used to having everyone’s eyes on him. He murmured:
"I do."
Of course, he does, Lucian is perfect in every way. He saw the way people looked at him. But he is his only. Lucian smiled and said:
"You’re my mate, and I want everyone to know."
Kian smiled. If he can’t deal with that many people knowing, he won’t be able to handle it when they’ll be at BW. He gave him a quick peck and looked away. Lucian smiled, he filled his plate and Kian started to eat.
Serena’s hands tightened into fists, but she forced herself to focus on her food. Lucian wouldn’t even kiss her, but he bonded with Kian. She can’t wait for both of them to die!
Elian looked at Lucian. He was leisurely filling his plate. Once he dies, he won’t be Kian’s mate. Kian will need his support and he’ll be there. He’ll then realize that they should be together.
This afternoon he’ll get rid of Kian’s family and Lucian, then he and Kian will finally be happy. When Kian looked at him with a smile, he smiled back. I won’t rest until you’re mine.
