Varen kissed my forehead as if he meant to erase my tangled thoughts.
As he did, he slowly laid down the upper body I’d half-raised. My exhausted body went down easily, but I couldn’t lie comfortably because of the plump tail wedged under my waist.
I looked up at Varen with frightened eyes. He soothed me in a gentle but firm tone.
"You're drunk enough, and you're completely opened up."
"Uh... what’s... open...?"
At my slurred speech, Varen let out a small laugh. He gave me a light kiss and slid his hand down, toying with the lower part of my body.
The place he’d spent a long time sucking on and meticulously coating with dragon saliva opened without resistance and easily swallowed his fingers.
A firm sensation, unlike a tongue, burrowed into the secret part of me.
"Ah...!"
A moan I’d never heard from my own throat burst out.
Varen looked down at my face with an expression I’d never seen on him, either.
"Here. The place I’m going to go in. I already made the way, so don’t worry too much."
My overly sensitized insides sent every single sensation straight into my brain.
Even a dragon’s fingers were long and thick. Two of them—no, was it three? Each one moved separately, as if he were playing the piano inside me.
"Ah, ah! Vare—en...!"
"I couldn’t be sure when I only swept with my tongue. But touching you with my hand... now I know for certain."
"Ah... ah, ahhk!!"
And then, at some point, my eyes felt like they were going to roll back as they widened.
My waist, already lifted because of the tail bracing me, arched up once more and slapped wetly against Varen’s abdomen.
The stimulation was like lightning piercing straight through my whole body, and fear hit me with a jolt.
Trembling, I looked up at Varen. He only observed me with eyes soaked in excitement and pleasure.
"There’s a spot that sticks out inside. If I press here...."
"Hah—! Hk, ahhk!!"
"You make sounds like this."
At the voice that even carried a teasing edge, I squeezed my eyes shut. Tears streamed down without a second to dry.
"Th-thk, st—op, ahh! Vare—en...!"
"Why should I stop. Your smell is getting stronger and stronger."
Now Varen buried his nose in the back of my neck. And he stuck out his tongue wildly, drawing in deep breaths.
Even then, the fingers inside me didn’t stop. Sometimes he circled the same point with a single finger, and sometimes he gathered all three and stabbed in with short, repeated pushes.
It felt like my whole body was breaking down from nothing more than his fingers. It felt like the inside of my sex had been burned by fire.
I grabbed his hair and pulled, begging him to stop. I tried kicking and thrashing, shoving the bed away with my toes.
But with his hand refusing to stop, all I could do was plead. I stretched my arms out, ⊛ Nоvеlιght ⊛ (Read the full story) clung to Varen’s neck, and sobbed.
"Stop... please, stop... I don’t— I don’t want to come...."
"...Okay. Don’t cry, Ceryl."
Varen could act unbearably forceful, but if I cried and begged, he would listen.
Kiss, kiss—he pressed kisses to my wet cheeks and pulled out three fingers.
"Hahhk!"
The moment the thing that had been stuffing me tight slid out all at once, something I couldn’t understand happened.
When he was thrusting into me, I’d somehow endured it, but when he scraped roughly at my entrance as he withdrew, I couldn’t endure it.
Now my sex wasn’t even functioning properly. Instead of spurting out semen, all it could do was leak in little dribbles.
And Varen clicked his tongue, as if in trouble.
"Tch. I made you come again."
Despite the words, he still seemed pleased.
Those thick dragon fingers left me, but there was no time to feel empty. Something thicker and harder took its place. The heat was on an entirely different level, and my body stiffened on instinct.
With wet eyes, I looked down. My naked body already felt unfamiliar, but the sight of my white thighs spread wide was even more awkward.
More than anything, the club-like thing lodged between them was unbelievable even as I stared right at it.
"H-hk... Varen, are you really... going to put that... in...?"
I didn’t even know whether what was making me cry now was fear or shock.
Or stimulation I couldn’t possibly bear.
I asked while making humiliating hiccuping sobs, and Varen looked at me with a grin wide enough to reach his ears.
"Ah... Ceryl, you’re truly adorable."
Along with the sweet words, something heavy spread me open below.
Gently, and slowly. Varen’s sex pushed into my body.
Watching it happen in real time, I could only shake my head.
"No, ahh... that won’t— it won’t go in...."
"Ceryl, don’t look down. If you see it with your eyes, you’ll only get more scared."
He hooked a fingertip under my chin and lifted it.
The moment my gaze met his cloudy, disheveled blue eyes, the intoxication surged up again.
"Look at my eyes. I won’t hurt you."
"Ah... ahh, ah...."
I couldn’t finish my words, only moving my open mouth soundlessly.
Then Varen lowered his head and shoved his tongue in.
Above, a dragon’s long, hot tongue—below, a sex even hotter and harder than that—dug into my body.
"Hhng... hk, u-uhk...."
With weak hands, I tried to push Varen’s shoulders away. But neither the top nor the bottom retreated.
His claim that he’d made the way was clearly a lie. Varen forced his way in, prying open the tightly blocked inner walls with stubborn, grinding pressure.
"Pha... ah, ahhk... n-no, n-no...."
"Shh. It’s only halfway in."
"St—stop... hngh, Vareen...."
Now I was practically bawling as I clung to him.
Varen frowned faintly and pressed my lower abdomen down with one hand.
"Ceryl, relax here. It won’t go in."
"Ahhk! Ah, ahh! Don’t press— don’t press!"
"...You like this, too."
I shook my head hard, refusing, but Varen interpreted my reactions however he pleased.
I couldn’t correct the misunderstanding. Inside, something like a weapon kept pushing in, and outside, his palm pressed down again and again until I couldn’t hold on to my mind.
When Varen wouldn’t budge, I tried to pull my body backward, but I couldn’t even do that because the dragon tail bracing my waist was holding me in place.
Trapped in Varen’s arms with nowhere to go, the only option left was to accept him.
"Hk, u-uhk... ahh, n-no... it hurts, it hurts...."
I shook my head like I’d gone mad, repeating only that it hurt.
With the hand that had been pressing my lower abdomen, Varen now kneaded the front of me instead.
"It doesn’t hurt, Ceryl."
What Varen grabbed in his hand swelled again as if it could never tire.
I couldn’t tell whether it was just an erection, or whether it was swollen from making me come so many times.
"N-no... no, hk... d-don’t touch...!"
I clenched my teeth as the feeling of my insides being shoved upward overtook me, and I could only cry. Varen’s wet, sticky tongue licked at the corners of my eyes.
When I started choking for air, CPR-like kisses followed. He forced breath into my throat, and now and then he even made me swallow metallic drops of blood.
That was how Varen coaxed me and soothed me. But the sex inside my body didn’t yield a single inch. It didn’t retreat—only advanced.
"U-uhk, hk... hngh, Vareen...."
"Haah... call my name. More... call it more."
"Ah, Varen... Va— hngh...."
My words mashed together as lips and tongues tangled.
Even so, Varen’s voice pierced clearly into my ear.
"That’s it. It’s yours. You found me, so, Ceryl... it’s all yours."
What is “mine,” exactly? My brain, whose power had cut out long ago, couldn’t process what Varen was saying.
But a sentence that was short and simple didn’t reach my head—it lodged straight into my heart.
"I love you. I’m loving you. Ceryl, I love you...."
Varen spoke those three words as if he meant to rub them all over me.
He licked my earlobe, put my whole ear into his mouth and sucked and mouthed it, sharpened the tip of his tongue, and dug it into my ear.
It was a sticky confession of love that made it impossible not to listen.
While my mind was pulled up to my upper body, Varen’s sex slid most of the way in. His boiling-hot head reached the end and tapped, tapping, knocking at the blocked place.
I didn’t know the exact structure of a male body, but this, I could tell instinctively.
"Ahh... ah, no, there... no, Varen...."
"Haah, what do you mean, no."
With a face gone pale, I looked at Varen.
"Th-there... that’s not... where you put it...."
At that, Varen glanced down at the place where our bodies were joined. Then he looked at me with dissatisfied eyes.
"It’s not all the way in yet."
"If you put it all the way— no, you can’t, really, you can’t...."
I pleaded at someone whose fuse had already blown in lust, a plea that would never work.
Varen put his weight into it and pressed in from below. He forced his head into the tightly closed place, prying it open.
The pain was on a different level from anything before—I felt like I might pass out. My eyes widened beyond limit, and my mouth hung open, uselessly working.
Taking advantage of my parted lips, Varen licked my palate. He sucked greedily at my tongue as it trembled without any response.
"Ah... Ceryl, take me...."
The subtly coaxing tone made my head throb.
I grabbed the back of Varen’s head and yanked, but he didn’t move an inch.
"I want to go inside you.... Open for me."
"Hk, ngh— hk...."
"Cery-yl... hmm?"
Only then did I realize.
All this time, I’d thought I was holding Varen’s leash.
It was all a misunderstanding.
I had never beaten Varen even once.
"Haahk, ahk...."
With a pain that felt like it was splitting my body in half, Varen finally settled inside me.
As if satisfied, he closed his eyes slowly. His long eyelashes trembled.
"Ah... it’s all the way in...."
I glared at him with resentful eyes.
Today, his handsome face—smooth, without a sharp edge anywhere—felt especially infuriating. Even as tears streamed down, I reached up and pinched his cheek.
There was no way something like this could hurt a dragon, and there was no strength left in my hand.
And yet Varen furrowed one eyebrow.
"Ah. That hurts, Ceryl."
But what could I do. Even knowing it was obviously an exaggeration, I still couldn’t build a tolerance to Varen saying he was in pain.
I loosened my pinching fingers and cupped Varen’s cheek.
"S-sorry...."
I didn’t like my voice, made nasal from crying so much.
