Nan Kui suddenly said after the car had driven far away, "Xiaobei, stop the car by the side."
Xiaobei stopped the car.
Nan Kui looked at him. "Jing An probably doesn't want to see me right now. Can you help me find him? I was afraid something might happen to him. "
Xiaobei nodded.
Nan Kui opened the door to get out.
Before she left, Xiaobei asked worriedly, "Captain Nan, what about you? Are you alright? "
Nan Kui looked at him calmly and shook her head.
All these years, Captain Nan's face never showed any sadness or joy.
Xiaobei had gotten used to it.
However, for some reason, he felt that Captain Nan's eyes today seemed to contain a sea of sadness. Just looking at him made people feel sorrow from the bottom of their hearts.
Nan Kui got out of the car.
"Captain Nan, find a place to rest first. I'll give you a call when I find Brother Jing'an."
Nan Kui nodded. "Thank you."
She closed the car door, took a step back and let Xiaobei's car leave.
Nan Kui retreated to the side of the road and sat down on the curb.
She was like a child who had made a mistake. She lowered her head and tugged at her hair.
It was as if this was the only way to make her own heart feel less stuffy.
"Sorry, Sis, I broke my promise. I was the one who implicated Su Jing'an, I'm really sorry."
Xiaobei called Su Jing'an while he was driving.
However, Su Jing'an didn't answer the call.
Xiaobei drove around the neighborhood for a while, but Su Jing'an's voice was nowhere to be heard.
Because he didn't know where Su Jing'an was, he didn't have any clue when he looked for him.
After nearly half an hour, he dialed Nan Kui's number.
After Nan Kui answered the call, she asked anxiously, "Did you find it? How is he? "
"Captain Nan, I'm sorry, I couldn't find it. I've searched every nook and cra
y of the sector. I can't think of where Brother Jing'an would go either. "
"I know, thank you."
After hanging up, she held her phone and was conflicted for a long time before calling Su Jing'an.
As expected, Su Jing'an didn't answer the call.
She looked down again and slapped her head.
After an unknown amount of time, someone suddenly appeared and grabbed her wrist.
She raised her head and saw that it was Xiao Jingnian.
Xiao Jingnian just came out of the neighborhood. When the car passed the road, he saw her sitting by the side of the road by herself, as if she was admitting her mistake.
She hit herself for a moment, then slammed her forehead against her knees.
Xiao Jingnian guessed that the woman was in a bad mood, so he didn't disturb her and wanted to let her vent.
He stared at Nan Kui for nearly half an hour.
However, after seeing her answer a phone call and become even more serious, he could not bear to continue watching.
When Nan Kui saw him, it was as if her fighting spirit had been roused, and she wanted to pull her hand away.
However, Xiao Jingnian was already involved with this, how could he just let go?
Xiao Jingnian squatted down, grabbed her wrist with one hand and pressed down on her shoulder with the other.
"Nan Kui, calm down. I'm not here to fight with you."
Nan Kui looked at Xiao Jingnian with hatred in her eyes.
No one dared to look at Xiao Jingnian like that.
At first, Xiao Jingnian was also angry, but after pausing for a while, he sighed and let go of her shoulder. He pulled her wrist and sat down beside her.
Nan Kui said coldly, "I really don't want to see you right now. Can you stay away from me?"
"When you went to look for me that year, what exactly happened?"
"It's already the past, what's the point in bringing it up again?" Nan Kui looked at him, "Furthermore, when I think about it myself, it seems very u
ecessary. In those days on the island, we were just a passerby in each other's lives. That night, it was because I didn't reject you that I allowed my child to live in my womb. My mistake was even greater, how could I have the face to look for you? "
Hearing her words, Xiao Jingnian couldn't help but be angry: "The one who left without saying goodbye is you, and the one who said he came to find me after getting pregnant is also you. As a result, I didn't know anything about it. I don't care how many grievances you suffered back then. In any case, I only know of the part where I participated after the birth of the child.
I don't know about the grievances you've suffered, but I do know that I'm feeling wronged. Don't you think it's unfair to resent me for those things? "
Nan Kui laughed mockingly, "Yes, it's my fault, it was my fault from the begi
ing. I shouldn't have gone to the island, I shouldn't have met you, I shouldn't have followed you into the room, I shouldn't have acted on my own to give birth to a child. "Furthermore, I shouldn't have let Nan Ruo take care of me ??"
Nan Kui looked at Xiao Jingnian, "But Xiao Jingnian, I don't have any super powers, so I can't predict the future. I didn't know that I would make Nan Ruo lose her life and Su Jing'an lose his lifelong love. After Nan Ruo died, I spent every day in confession. "
Nan Kui said as she silently shed tears.
Xiao Jingnian raised his eyebrows and wiped her tears.
But Nan Kui turned away and wiped away her tears with her own free hand.
"Why do you want to harm Su Jing'an? Do you know that I'd rather you destroyed me? "
Nan Kui choked up: "I've heard Nan Ruo's love story before. Whenever she mentions Su Jing'an, Nan Ruo's eyes light up. Even I, an outsider, can feel how much she loves Su Jing'an.
That's why, every time I see Su Jing'an, my heart hurts for a long time. Other than acting well and making Su Jing'an happy, I really don't know what else I can do to make up for my guilt. You shouldn't have hurt Su Jing'an, but you shouldn't have hurt him either. "
Xiao Jingnian finally understood why she was so angry.
After a moment of silence, he said, "I know you're angry at me for dealing with Su Jing'an, but I've always been open and honest. I've already told you what I want. "You are the one who is stubborn. You clearly can't give Su Jing'an happiness, yet you still try to be brave. Do you really think that Su Jing'an, who knows everything but pretends to be ignorant with you, is very happy?"
Nan Kui was silent. Before this, she had never thought that Su Jing'an already knew something, so she naturally thought Su Jing'an was very happy.
Seeing that she was lost in thought, Xiao Jingnian continued, "Maybe I did touch your bottom line, but you and Su Jing'an should wake up now. You two shouldn't be married together, because the purpose of you two existing together is to open up wounds. I really don't understand. It's clearly a sick union, why are you still so stubborn? "
Nan Kui lowered her eyes and started to ponder Xiao Jingnian's words.
Xiao Jingnian tightened his grip on her wrist: "I will help him stand in the middle of the stage in his world again and let him continue to be the best Dr. Su. But you also have to give him up and let him lick the regret left by that relationship, and then walk out of the shadows to meet your new life. That's the right future for both of you. Can you do it? "
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