Nan Ruo was at a loss for words.
Say no, that's a lie.
But if she said yes, didn't she just indirectly admit that she wasn't that close to Su Jing'an anymore?
She lay back down. "Forget it, I can't beat you. I won't say anything else. I can at least rest now."
Xiao Jingnian didn't object, he just pulled over a chair and sat on the edge of the bed.
She closed her eyes and refused to talk to him.
When Xiao Jingnian put his hand on her lower abdomen, he really scared her.
She opened her eyes in panic and looked at him, pressing his hand down: "What are you doing?"
Xiao Jingnian said coldly, "Relax, I'm not going to eat you."
He pulled Nan Ruo's hand away as he spoke.
The hand that was placed on Nan Ruo's abdomen gently massaged her belly.
Nan Ruo was slightly surprised. She never expected Xiao Jingnian to do such a thing.
She said somewhat frantically, "You ?? I'll do it myself. "
"Would you be better than me? Lie down and relax your stomach. "
Her face was somewhat panicked. "I didn't think that you would still do this."
"Hmph," Xiao Jingnian sneered: "Don't forget, I'm a father, a father without a wife. Like a mother, I'm omnipotent."
Nan Ruo looked at him, "You only learned this for Yinzhe?"
"A child, it's common for one to be unable to digest things properly. This massage method was taught to me by the doctor with child massage."
Hearing his words, Nan Ruo felt even more guilty.
As a mother, she had not only abandoned her child, but had also never done anything before.
Compared to Xiao Jingnian, she really didn't have the right to say that she was the child's mother.
Sensing her gaze, Xiao Jingnian said faintly: "What? "You're moved just like that?"
Nan Ruo quickly looked away and whispered, "I'm sorry."
"What are you sorry for?"
Nan Ruo bit her lip. "I'm too selfish. I gave birth to a child, but I wasn't responsible ??"
Xiao Jingnian stopped what he was doing and looked at her: "Are you finally willing to admit that Yinzhe was born by you?"
Nan Ruo looked away, not daring to look at him.
Xiao Jingnian started his hands again.
He reminded himself that if he wanted to know anything, he had to speak to her calmly. He couldn't get angry, he couldn't get angry.
"Why did you decide to give birth to Yinzhe? Is it because after giving birth to a baby, you will never be able to have another child? "
This was the excuse Xiao Jingnian found for Nan Kui all those years ago.
Nan Ruo shook her head.
Xiao Jingnian frowned. "Then why?"
Nan Ruo's hand lightly clenched into a fist.
"Because I don't want to."
Indeed, she was unwilling to part with him.
That was the first time in her life that she fell in love with someone at first sight.
It was also the first time that she was so brave. She had done something crazy that she would never dare to do again in her entire life.
Although this child's arrival was unexpected, even causing her to feel a bit scared, she had never thought about beating him up.
Because that was proof that she liked Xiao Jingnian.
"Unwilling?"
Xiao Jingnian repeated Nan Ruo's words.
Nan Ruo explained, "When we were young, my parents were not very close to each other. They always quarreled and even got divorced, which forced us two to separate. Perhaps the shadow at that time was too big, so when I grew up, I was always very conflicted about marriage.
Although I don't long for marriage, I always wanted to have a child to accompany me. When I found out that I was pregnant, although I was young, I was very determined that I wanted to give birth to him. "
Xiao Jingnian said in a deep voice, "Since you want to find a child to accompany you, why did you abandon him in the end?"
"I ??" Nan Ruo looked ashamed.
But in the end, she still couldn't say it.
Xiao Jingnian asked, "Was it because of the fake 'Nan Kui' who died in the car accident?"
Nan Ruo said, "Xiao Jingnian, don't ask anymore. I once swore that I would never tell anyone about this. I can't break my promise."
Xiao Jingnian stopped what he was doing and looked at her.
At this moment, Nan Ruo also turned her gaze back.
"I know I'm sorry. You also know how your decision at that time changed your life. A mistake is a mistake. There is no way to reverse the flow of time. There are some mistakes that I am unable to make up for. So, I'm willing to accept your disgust, but I really can't do what you want me to do. "
Xiao Jingnian's expression turned cold.
That is to say, she would never marry him.
Xiao Jingnian smiled sarcastically: "Your so-called difficulties make me feel disgusted."
Nan Ruo didn't say anything.
Xiao Jingnian then said, "Tell me now, do you love Su Jing'an?"
Their eyes met. Nan Ruo wanted to escape his sight, but he had already stood up and cupped her face with his hands.
"I need an answer. Is that difficult?"
Nan Ruo looked straight at him, missing a beat of her heart.
Since she didn't want to talk, Xiao Jingnian couldn't pry out a single word.
When his patience was about to run out, he let go of her and smirked, "You don't love him. You don't even have him in your eyes. Nan Ruo, you're so stupid. Because of a bullshit problem, you actually want to bet your life on a marriage that you're destined to never be happy about."
He sat down again and once more naturally rubbed her belly.
Nan Ruo pressed his hand down. "I don't feel that bad anymore."
Xiao Jingnian let go of his hands and sat there contentedly.
"If I were you, I would choose to find a way to solve the problem instead of using a stupid way of sacrificing my life's happiness to solve the problem."
There was a trace of desolation in Nan Ruo's voice. "Some equations are destined to be unsolvable when they are written."
"There is no solution in you. but not necessarily here with me. "
"But that's my problem."
Xiao Jingnian sneered, "Then have you forgotten that you are not only facing the problem, but also me and Yinzhe. The questions on our side are also unsolvable. "
Nan Ruo did not like him always saying these things that made her feel helpless.
Xiao Jingnian couldn't help but calm down when he saw her miserable look. "But like I said before, there are no unsolvable problems here. I will let him appear in front of you as the unsolvable one."
Hearing this, Nan Ruo couldn't help but be worried. "You ??" "What do you mean?"
"It means ??" Xiao Jingnian stood up and smiled, "Didn't you say you want to rest? "Have a good night's sleep, I'll go back to the company first, then I'll come see you when I'm free."
He patted her on the shoulder and turned away.
Xiao Jingnian thought: "You think you're the only one who can keep us in suspense? The more you want to know what I want to do, the more I won't tell you. I'll let you know what it means to be anxious. "
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