Lin Chengwen saw her serious expression and asked more seriously, "Do you want to say it now?"
Zhou Er shook her head. "I'll tell you about it after I take a shower."
She wanted to tell Lin Chengwen about her past.
If Lin Chengwen felt that she, who had once remained in his heart, was worthy of his love, then she would follow this man without any regrets in the future.
Conversely... The choice was still in Lin Chengwen's hands, so she chose to respect him.
Zhou Er finished her shower and came out wearing Lin Chengwen's bathrobe.
She stood at the door of the bathroom and looked at Lin Chengwen, who had finished his shower earlier than her.
He was sitting on the edge of the bed because he wasn't wearing a shirt. He has a good figure.
"Come here," Lin Chengwen crooked his finger at her.
Zhou Er walked over. Lin Chengwen pulled her hand with an evil smile and threw her onto the bed.
He bullied her and held her down. He said in an ambiguous ma
er: "Tell me. I'm listening to what you have to say."
"With such a posture, it's hard to say. Let's sit up first."
"I like it."
Zhou Er bit her lips. "In a while ??" "If it's up to you, you can get up first."
Lin Chengwen heard this. He got up readily and sat cross-legged across from her. "Speak."
Zhou Er sat up, a troubled expression on her face.
"What I want to talk about is my old love story."
Lin Chengwen raised his eyebrows. According to his investigation, she had never had a boyfriend before.
So the love story she wants to tell right now is ??
"Go ahead."
"When I was in university, I had a classmate called Han Ruikai."
Lin Chengwen nodded with a calm expression.
Zhou Er said, "When we were in our first year of university, we were in the same group. We often rehearsed our homework together, so we had a lot of contact with each other. I slowly developed a good impression of this boy."
"You have a crush on him?"
Zhou Er nodded. "Yes."
"And then?"
"During college, I only made one advertisement, but he started to take part outside from his third year onwards. Although he wasn't a male lead, in the eyes of our teachers and teachers at that time, his future was limitless.
At that time, a lot of girls liked him, and I thought about confessing to him, but I was afraid of refusing. After saying some things, we couldn't even be friends anymore, so I had been hiding my feelings. "
Zhou Er said as she folded her hands.
"At that time, he was really good to me. When he came back from the movies, he would bring me presents and mail me local specialties. Every time he came back to school, the first thing he did was take me out for delicious food. At that time, everyone knew that I was good friends with him. And I, cowardly, humble, can only dare to stop that relationship from passing through friendship. "
Zhou Er looked at him. He was also looking at her.
"That year, when we were about to graduate from college, he took on a new movie, the second male lead. Before he left, he told me that he wanted to tell me something when he came back and that he wanted me to wait for him. I agreed, but I never thought that... That was the last time I ever gave him a lift. "
"Last time, why?" Lin Chengwen raised the center of his brows: "Did you guys break up, or did something happen to him?"
Zhou Er's mind was in a mess.
Lin Chengwen raised his hand and held her hand: "Just say it, it's fine."
"The second week after he went to the set, there was a magnitude 7 earthquake. He was pressed under the rubble, and when he was rescued, there were no longer any signs of life.
After the relic was found and the signal was restored, I received a message: Xiao Er, I've liked you for a long time. I really hope that you can be my girlfriend, but unfortunately, I won't have to wait until the day you express your love, so take good care of yourself. "
Zhou Er looked at him with misty eyes.
Lin Chengwen frowned. "So, I'm in the epicenter this time, so you rushed there?" Is it because you thought of him? "
Zhou Er shook her head. "I was too scared. I was afraid that if you left like him, you would never come back." I've been blaming myself for five years. I obviously like him, so why didn't I say it out loud first? Even if I am disappointed, I will not leave any regret behind.
That day, Sister Mai Sis told me that when you were in the epicenter, my mind was filled with thoughts about how I would survive if you were gone too. I don't know why God tried me twice in the same way. I'm afraid that my heart is full of love and I can't let you hear me. I don't want to lose anyone else. "
Zhou Er said as she pinched his arm. "I want you to live in a world where I can see and touch you anytime."
Lin Chengwen approached her: "So, you're confessing to me now?"
Zhou Er stared at him for a moment before nodding her head.
Lin Chengwen nodded, "Then, do you want to make up for the regret you had towards Han Rui Kai to me?"
"No, regret is regret, and it is irreparable. After all, Kay and I can't be together. It's been five years, and I've already thought about some things. Actually, I didn't want to accept others because I was upset.
If, at the last moment of his life, he were to receive my reply and see the words' I like you too ', would he be able to, and not have to leave with regret? "
Lin Chengwen pulled her into his embrace and caressed her head.
Zhou Er looked up at him. "You ??" Aren't you angry? "
Lin Chengwen couldn't help but laugh: "Why should I be angry?"
Zhou Er said guiltily, "There's someone else in my heart ??"
Lin Chengwen's lips moved closer to her ear. "But I feel that you love me more. Back then, when something happened to Han Ruiki, you didn't immediately go to the disaster area. Instead, when something happened to me, you showed up without a care for anything else, didn't you? "
Zhou Er looked at him. "Is there any comparison?"
"Of course, a person's subconscious will not lie to others. For me, you even forsake your life. Do I still fear that in your heart, you will leave behind some thoughts for your first love? I won't be stupid enough to fight a dead person for jealousy. I'll allow you to miss him occasionally, but I won't allow you to keep him in your mind because I don't want to make you feel bad, and I don't want me to feel jealous because of a dead person, do you understand? "
Zhou Er looked at him. How can Lin Chengwen live so generously?
She asked herself if she would be jealous if this were the other way around, and the answer was yes.
Thus, she was especially impressed by this man.
She was full of admiration.
"Answer me, do you understand?"
Zhou Er came back to her senses and nodded. "Yes."
Lin Chengwen smiled evilly and pushed her down. "You should have finished what you wanted to say."
Zhou Er looked at him. To be honest, she had thought of countless possibilities before she spoke.
Men are possessive. Knowing that his girlfriend had someone else in her heart, he might not even be willing to touch her.
But as it turned out, she had underestimated him.
Lin Chengwen's lips moved closer to her: "So now, I can do whatever I want?"
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