Chapter 83 - A World Without You (1)
Obviously, Su Xiaofei had no idea about what's going on in Lu Qingfeng's mind, as she wasn't aware that she wasn't the only one who was reborn after their pitiful end in their previous lives. As much as Lu Qingfeng wanted to tell her about it, he feared that it might only drive her away from him.
There's no need for Su Xiaofei to find out about the dirty things he did to avenge her and his ruthless tyranny in their previous life.
It seemed as if Su Xiaofei had this notion that he wasn't the same tyrant he was in their previous life. Although he wasn't sure how much Su Xiaofei could remember from their past lives, Lu Qingfeng wouldn't dare to jeopardize his chance to be with her in this lifetime.
In his first life, because she was so madly in love with Mo Yuchen, Su Xiaofei had come to hate him, refusing to see him or hear whatever he wanted to say when he abducted her on the eve of her wedding with Mo Yuchen.
Su Xiaofei cursed him, blamed him for ruining the happy life she was supposed to spend with Mo Yuchen. No matter how much he tried to convince her that Mo Yuchen was only after her mother's wealth, she disregarded him.
"You love me? Ha! Don't speak such nonsense to me, Lu Qingfeng! I would rather die than to be loved by someone like you!" She spat venomously in his face.
Lu Qingfeng was livid. Just what kind of lies did Mo Yuchen tell Su Xiaofei for her to hate him like this?
"Feifei, you are wrong. You shouldn't have trusted the wrong person." He told her, but she insisted on going back to Mo Yuchen and becoming his wife.
Mo Yuchen only cared about himself and loved no one but himself. Lu Qingfeng was sure of this. Loving another person was something Mo Yuchen wasn't capable of.
In the end, after Mo Yuchen was certain that his wife hated Lu Qingfeng, he arranged someone to assassinate him, causing him to lose his life before Su Xiaofei lost hers to an unknown illness.
Before entering his second life, Lu Qingfeng had to witness Mo Yuchen mistreat the woman he loved the most by disregarding her, before Su Xiaofei fell ill and died due a mysterious illness after five years of marriage.
In his second life, he possessed the body of the twenty-one-year-old Lu Qingfeng, who passed away when he was assassinated on his way back to Qiying City. The appearance of Ye Mingyu was something Lu Qingfeng hadn't anticipated because Su Haoran didn't have an illegitimate daughter in his previous life.
Noticing the differences between his original life and this new life, Lu Qingfeng considered it as a parallel universe. A world where Su Xiaofei was still alive.
Still, even in his second life, Mo Yuchen had once again beaten him, and Su Xiaofei once again lost her life in the process. She died, and once again, Lu Qingfeng fell into a deep depression, but he didn't want to give up and had tried to find another way to cross another world or timeline where he could be with her again.
Lu Qingfeng didn't get to observe the events past his second death and thought that it would be the end of his pathetic life, only to be woken up once again inside this fifteen-year-old body.
He was very confused at first. Why was he sent back in time instead of bringing him to another world where he could be with Su Xiaofei again?
It was just that he had never thought she would also be reborned, retaining the memories of her previous life. If he hadn't heard what Su Xiaofei said in her sleep, he would have never guessed that she had also returned in time with him.
There were a few differences between his original life and his second and third life, but some things remained the same.
For example, in his original life, Su Xiaofei wasn't born and raised as an heiress, but a country bumpkin he met during his stay in the countryside as his health was deteriorating when he was young.
When Su Xiaofei reached fifteen years of age, they discovered that she was the missing daughter of the young miss of the Yun family, Yun Qingrong, while Su Haoran was the person who took her in and raised her until she was taken back by the Yun family.
However, regardless of Su Xiaofei's family background in his different lifetimes, her attitude and personality remained the same. She was hated by everyone because of her arrogance and selfishness in both lives, but her warmth, soft heart and kindness were only reserved to those who were dear to her, especially her mother, Yun Qingrong and her best friend, Xi Qian.
Lu Qingfeng hoped that this would be the last time he would be reborned like this. He wanted to live his life and spend the rest of it with Su Xiaofei by his side. With the knowledge of the past, he was able to find his trusted assistants and set traps along the way, which would serve as his nets to beat Mo Yuchen in the process.
'Xiao Feng, I want to crush Mo Yuchen with my own hands. There's no way in hell I would be able to forgive him. Not ever.' Su Xiaofei told him the other day, which made him wonder what she would do, now that she was able to see what kind of person Mo Yuchen was.
As he lived his third life, Lu Qingfeng was starting to doubt which world he truly belonged to. Because if he was to organize his memories from both lives, there would be a huge discrepancy in his first life.
Was it possible that it was just a dream he had succumbed into when he fell under a coma in his second life?
This… Lu Qingfeng had no answer, but he would still love Su Xiaofei wholeheartedly, regardless of his origin.
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