He tried to forget, but when he recalled that day, the pain was still in his heart, which made him feel intense pain.
"Until I met you five years later, your safety made me ecstatic, and you have such lovely children around you. I also know that you have had a good time in the past five years. I'm really happy. I also told myself not to disturb you. But muzixi, you have never tasted the pain of losing you. It's so penetrating that I'll meet you again and again in various ways, pester you, even if you hate me, I'm still by your side... " Telling his thoughts in this period of time, his heart is hurting, he has changed so much for her.
She told him it wasn't love
"I know that I have made many mistakes. Only you can save me. Before that, I have no right to ask you. But I want to tell you that my feelings for you are absolutely love." Yes, that's what he wants to tell her. His feelings for her are absolutely love.
He loves her. So I would rather change for her.
Absolutely love.
These four words, like a hammer, were chiseled in the heart of muzixi, leaving deep marks. She was shocked to see chenghaotian's side face.
But she couldn't say a word.
He used to look for her. When Shen yunqi came back, did he realize that he had fallen in love with himself?
She never thought she would hear this from Cheng Haotian.
The man in front of me, and the cold man in my memory, are totally different.
To her surprise, I can't believe how tender he looks.
The car stopped suddenly.
He looked back at the surprised muzixi, but there was no other expression. He just untied the safety belt for muzixi, got off the bus, went around to the side of muzixi, and opened the door for muzixi.
Muzixi just looked at him foolishly, got off the car along the door he opened, and then walked to the gate of Jin's house with her.
At this moment, chenghaotian looks at the back of muzixi, and his heart is extremely sad. Inexplicably, he suddenly feels that if she enters the gate, she will never meet him again.
A pain in my heart. He can't help losing to his heart that loves her, putting down all the pride and dignity and saying to her, "if you can In the last few days, can you not hide from me... "
Chenghaotian's words sounded behind muzixi, which made her a confused heart and once again set off a wild rainstorm
"I can leave, I can quit your life, these, as long as you are happy, I can do. I can also live alone. But at least, give me a few days, the memories of you and Zhili with me OK? "
He never begged anyone or anything like that.
But he cared about her and the time he spent with her.
Even if there is only one day, he believes that the long lonely life in the future can be the courage for him to live.
He, too long alone. I don't want to be alone.
"I love you, also love Zhi Li, I know you will be very painful to see me, and Zhi Li, if there is no me, there will be no accident. So, for your happiness. I'm willing to leave. I just hope that in the last few days, I can have more beautiful memories with you... " Chenghaotian's voice, gently shaking, each word makes his heart ache.
Muzixi isn't it.
It turns out that he left for himself.
It's because she resists him, hates him, and deeply loves Mu Zhili, and doesn't want her to be hurt and leave
It turns out that
Heart, in this moment, the pain can not breathe, all of their own reason, are telling her.
Muzixi, be brave and accept him.
However, she could not turn to face him.
Chenghaotian can't see her face when facing muzixi's back.
A hopeful heart cools.
In the end, she would not even give him this memory.
Yes, what qualifications does he have to let a woman who sees him every day give him happy memories?
That's all. He gave up.
Finally, he didn't say anything, sneered and turned around painfully.
Behind him, the sound of the door opening makes muzixi turn around in an instant.
Seeing chenghaotian's lonely and cold back, at that moment, she saw a very lonely and heartbroken man.
Watching him bend down to get into the car.
She couldn't help but turn around and run into him!
Hold him from behind "don't go..."
At this moment, she can only say one word.
Don't go. She really wants him to stay. Don't leave her and her children like this.
Although everything in the past made her very painful, but the moment he was going to leave made her more painful.
Chenghaotian is shocked by the sudden action of muzixi. When his body is stiff, he can't help but turn around happily next second.Looking at muzixi, she was bewildered by her beautiful and moving face.
"If you like, I will never leave you again..." Chenghaotian's eyes are full of desire and expectation, asking about muzixi's will.
In his burning eyes, at last, she gave in.
Muzixi nods, and chenghaotian is ecstatic. He bends down suddenly, picks her up and enters the gate of Jin family.
It was early in the morning, and the servants fell asleep one after another.
Muzixi takes out the key to open the door. Chenghaotian takes her directly to the second floor and enters her room.
As soon as he entered the door, chenghaotian walked to the bedside with muzixi in his arms.
Chenghaotian slowly puts down muzixi. Next second, his fiery body covers muzixi.
His lips hit the lips of muzixi severely. Unlike before, his kisses were full of ecstasy and satisfaction.
Her teeth were pried by chenghaotian rudely. Muzixi had no chance to resist, so he was allowed to attack the city and plunder the land in his mouth.
And her reason was sold out.
He can't help but indulge in the figure of muzixi. She is really a beautiful hanger. There is a magic force that can't be moved by chenghaotian when she wears any clothes.
Fascinated, he can't help but slow down. He kisses affectionately and gently, which is different from the rough and violent man before.
At this moment, muzixi could not help shivering all over.
It's different from their half hearted relationship in the first two times. This time, she is willing to open her heart.
So, there will be more shivering and longing.
Chenghaotian looks at muzixi, but muzixi is tired and weak.
At this time, both of them are sweating.
His kiss fell again, but she resisted his enchantment of her way, "just haven't bathed..."
She had not bathed just now, but now after vigorous exercise, her body is full of sweat.
Chenghaotian looks at her, can't help but smile, and finally nods, ending the love.
He picked up muzixi and went to the bathroom, put the water in place, and the two were soaking in the bathtub together.
Feeling the exhaustion of muzixi, he didn't touch her again, just holding muzixi all the time. He put his head on her shoulder, and he liked the taste of him on her. With her company, he is really at ease.
Muzixi is too tired to say a word. He leans on chenghaotian's arms and listens to his sonorous and powerful heartbeat.
I almost don't believe that she will really accept him today
"You always have me in your heart, right?" Chenghaotian gently stroked muzixi's body, then turned her body around and faced herself. The way of serious eyes.
Muzixi is a little stunned, but immediately embarrassed don't open your eyes.
Because, what he said is the truth.
Chenghaotian is so smart that she knows what she thinks with one look. But he just smiled and continued to ask, "since there is me, why do you still resist me so much? In the past, is it really so important?"
He never understood why muzixi refused his proposal yesterday
Muzixi was asked so seriously, and finally sighed.
Now that he has been accepted. There is nothing to hide.
"I'm afraid. If I take you too seriously again, what can I do if you still run away? This time, I'm different from five years ago I am no longer alone, and Zhi Li, Zhi Li so like you, I'm really afraid, I can't keep you. "
In fact, she is not confident enough.
Even without Shen yunqi, she didn't have the confidence to stand beside him.
Muzixi's words made chenghaotian slightly shocked.
He didn't expect that there was one thing in common between the muzixi and the muzixi five years later
That is, not confident.
All this comes from her inferiority.
"God knows, how good you are, I won't be willing to leave." Chenghaotian looks at her and smiles gently. She has no idea how fascinated she is. "Zixi, I promise you. This time, I will never leave you. Unless I die, I will never leave you again. I am waiting for you, looking for you, for five years. Every five years in your life, I will be there, always with you and Zhili. " For the first time, Cheng Haotian made a vow like this.
Just because no one in the world deserves his oath.
But for her, he did.
Because he needs her to stay with him.
Muzixi looks at chenghaotian and feels a sense of peace in her heart.
For the first time, he actively approached chenghaotian's arms, pasted his face on his chest again, and whispered, "if you leave me and Zhili again, I will never forgive you."
Muzixi's words delighted chenghaotian, who could not help hugging her "don't worry, I will never leave!"Muzixi is in his arms, smiling contentedly.
Before, she couldn't tell her feelings for Cheng Haotian. But now, she is sure she loves him.
Otherwise, this moment will not be so satisfied.
She hoped that fate would not turn, and prayed that chenghaotian would stay with her forever this time. She didn't think about anything as much as she could, just let it go.
She now leans in his arms and prays in such a weak and aggrieved voice that God can let him stay and not let her hurt again
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