Night, cold as water.
Lantian community in the center of city a is a community that is about to be demolished. Most of its residents have moved away. Few people live here. Muzixi's home is here, but even the most shabby house in city a is not hers. The landlord has got the demolition money, so he no longer manages the house, so muzixi has not moved out yet.
The whole community, a total of seven buildings, but from Lin nuofan driving into the community until she lived downstairs, he did not see a person.
"Zixi, this is where you live?" Looking at a total of only six floors of dilapidated buildings, some floors, even windows have been weathered. On the first floor of the building, it is also printed with the word "demolition". So striking, so down and out.
No one can live here at all, but muzixi has to live here, because she has no money. Even though she works hard, goes to school during the day and works at night, she hardly eats or sleeps in order to make money. The whole person is as thin as a piece of paper, but still can't move out of here.
At this moment, rinovan's heart hurt. This is the first time he sent muzixi home. I didn't expect that she would live in such a place.
Seeing Lin nuofan's depressed expression, muzixi's heart felt inexplicably hurt for a while, which was called the feeling of inferiority, and pricked up for a while. She shouldn't have let rinovan send her back. Otherwise, I would not see her more destitute.
"Well, my family has lived here for many years, and I have feelings for it. It's a bit hard to tear it down. When it's going to be torn down in a while, I'll go out and live. " Her voice, light as the breeze, tried to find a reason for herself. But her hands, clenched to death, her fingernails almost fell into her own hands.
Muzixi, can you cheat others to cheat yourself? You want to leave this place more than anyone else. It's a nightmare. It's a dark place.
When she was a child, her only memory was that her father would beat her when he came back from drinking. She called her a drag bottle. Except for crying, she begged for mercy, but it didn't help. That was her only memory of the house. It was fear. Even when she was growing up, her father was not at home. Every day when she came back to the house, she was afraid. When she was young, her memory seemed to be indelible in her soul. When it was dark, she could not help but cover the quilt on her head and curl up to find a sense of security and barely sleep. She used to work part-time outside until dawn, and never came back. When she went to school, she also tried to live in dormitories instead of going home.
But in the face of such a nightmare like place, it is still her so-called home, because in addition to here, between heaven and earth, there is no place for her. If there is no place, she will really be homeless. All the money she earns, she has to pay for her father's medicine. She can't afford to pay for her meals except for her tuition. She can't afford to eat three meals a day, except for the fifty cent steamed bun, which she doesn't eat. Some biscuits and bread saved by her classmates will be given to her, but she is still hungry.
In such a luxurious 21st century, she even lived such a life. Maybe it would be easier if she didn't study, but that's the only thing she insisted on for herself from small to large. If she doesn't study, what will happen in the future? How does she want to live if she doesn't rely on her education to find a good job? Is there any hope for her future? So, she must insist, because she wants to change her present life more than anyone else. She doesn't want much, she just wants a peaceful life.
But it's too hard. Because she will soon be homeless, the so-called "move out" day is the day when she is homeless. God, how can I be so cruel to her? Muzixi picked up the pain in his heart, still smiling, untied his seat belt, got off the car and said to Lin nuofan, "brother Lin, thank you for helping me today."
"Thank you. It's all I should do." While talking, rinovan got out of the car. "Let's go, I'll take you up." His voice, gentle as the warm June sun, but let her heart more pain. She can't let him send her up again. Seeing where she lives, she will only be more shameless.
"No more. Brother Lin, I'll go up myself. " Muzixi still smiles, but subconsciously takes a step back. Please, God don't be so cruel. She's pitiful enough when he sees her. She just wants to leave some self-respect in front of the people she likes.
"But I just want to take you upstairs I want to see if there are any neighbors around you. I can be a companion. If not, I'll call my friend and help you find a place to live... " Lin nuofan's heart is very painful, and it really hurts. At this moment, he can almost determine his feelings for muzixi. He doesn't give up her suffering and doesn't want to make her suffer any more. The day had seen her desperate situation, and at night she found that she was more miserable than he knew. How could he let her go.
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