Chapter 80: Bonus Chapter 1
As promised, this is it
Bonus Chapter — Bad Timing
Jude
A few months after Snow’s birth.
I gently cradled Snow in his cot, carefully patting his back when I noticed him stir, and I smiled as happiness settled warm in my stomach and mind because Snow was here. Half of me and my mate, I looked at the sleeping baby, and my heart pulled fiercely because I’d protect this being with everything I had in my life.
My son.
After rocking him to sleep while reading the bedtime book twice because Snow had looked at me with those white eyes that I’d caved immediately as the completely spineless father I was. I pressed a kiss to his silver hair and left the nursery quietly before walking down the short hallway and pushing open the door to our room.
I paused at the door as my eyes nearly bugged out of my socket. My throat immediately bobbed and my nose flared as it caught the whiff of her arousal; blood went roaring through my veins because Rosie was on the bed in a see-through crimson silk lingerie that left absolutely nothing to the imagination and clung to every curve of her body.
Damn. It had been so long since we had anything between us, and I’d been cautioning myself for months, willing myself not to put my unrestricted desire first because my mate’s health and well-being were the first priority and desire could be damned. I wouldn’t mind being a monk for the rest of my life rather than making her go through anything strenuous after everything her body had been through.
I swallowed hard, trying to get air into my starved lungs as I took a step forward and wobbled slightly. “Sweetheart,” I called softly, my voice coming out rough and strained.
Rosie grinned at me and crawled seductively toward the edge of the bed, slow and sensually, while I gripped the sides of my thighs and clutched my hands at my sides as my control wanted to slip right out from under me, but I dragged it back because I needed to be careful, I needed to think about this properly, and I needed to—
Fuck. My eyes made a quick sweep over her fuller breasts that were leveling over the crimson silk, and I groaned, closing my eyes, trying to remove the image from my head, but it was already hatched there permanently.
“Jude!” I jolted as I fluttered my eyes open, blinking.
“Yeah, sweetheart,” I rasped absentmindedly, my voice trailing because I honestly hadn’t heard a word she’d said before that.
Rosie smiled knowingly, then put her arms beside her deliberately to make her breasts protrude more against the sheer fabric, and she asked, “I said, is Snow asleep?” she asked casually, tilting her head.
“Yeah, he is,” I stammered, and I could feel my cock tenting in my boxers already.
“Good,” Rosie grinned and paused at the edge of the bed before stretching her hands out to pull me closer, kneeling straight on the mattress and dropping slow, wet kisses from my navel down to my v-line while I groaned.
“Sweetheart,” I called softly, my throat parched.
“No, don’t deny me,” she said, her voice muffled against my navel, and the vibration of it went straight through my stomach as it made my blood roar even louder in my veins.
And my stupid wolf was making very unhelpful suggestions in the back of my mind... Grab mate, touch mate, mount mate, she’s ours... I shook my head because I couldn’t do that.
My eyes trailed down to the scar low on her abdomen, and my hard-on immediately faltered because how could I be so inconsiderate of everything she’d been through? How could I be aroused? I was indeed an animal, and the guilt settled heavy in my chest.
As if sensing the shift in my mood, Rosie shook her head and muttered, “no,” firmly. She reached forward, grabbing my cock through my boxers and my eyes bugged out from the pressure of it as she whispered, “don’t think like that,” looking up at me with her trusting blue eyes, “I’m here now, I’m alive and I’m free from the pain.”
The words were supposed to be reassuring but then she palmed me harshly and I groaned loud. “Sweetheart—” the words croaked out of me because Rosie palmed me again as she used her other hand to roll her brown hair over one shoulder, dipped her head and swallowed me whole.
A loud groan escaped my lips, and I wanted to yank her hair, but I held myself back, letting her have control because this was hers. Her mouth was warm and tight around me, her teeth scraping my skin softly in a way that sent pleasure shooting straight up my spine.
Fuck! My cock was throbbing so hard; my eyes were flashing as I bit my lower lip and my body shook tremendously from the pleasure coursing through me.
Bobbing her head, sucking and swallowing me, sending a jolt of pleasure through me. She pulled back and breathed in through her nose before taking me deeper, licking the crown teasingly and tucking her tongue at the very tip, which made me shudder and grab the headboard to stay upright.
“Fuck,” my voice trembled out, my body shaking as I could feel my orgasm building fast as Rosie pulled out a little and breathed through her nose, tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, and licked the crown one more time before I lost it completely and splattered my cum unceremoniously.
Rosie darted her tongue out, licking it while trailing some of it down her body and to the edge of her lingerie with her fingers, looking up at me with darkened hooded eyes as she did it.
“I want you,” she groaned, and I gulped, wanting to immediately jump on her but paused again when my eyes caught the CS scar peeking above the silk.
Fuck!
I inhaled slowly and gently hovered over her instead, putting my weight on one hand as I trailed kisses around the scar, licking and peppering soft kisses all over it while she released breathless moans and her fingers found my hair.
“Stop teasing me, Jude,” she mumbled, her voice breathy. “I want you.”
I kissed the scar one more time before working my way back up her body to her mouth, and her lips molded together, tongue twirling together.
I reached for the condom from the bedside drawer, and Rosie looked at me with a small confused frown, asking, “What are you doing?”
I swallowed, “Condom, sweetheart,” while tearing the packet open with my teeth, and she pushed herself up on her elbows.
“Jude, we’re literally mates; your body and mine are bonded. Why would you need to—”
I caressed her cheeks and quickly pecked her. “Human body, can’t risk it,” keeping my voice firm even though she was looking at me with those blue eyes that could make me do absolutely anything but not endanger her life again.
“We literally just had a baby,” she input flatly, grumbling.
“Exactly, sweetheart; we literally just had a baby, which is why I’m not taking the risk.”
Rosie made a sound of pure exasperation, flopping back against the pillow, muttering something under her breath about me being impossible, and I chuckled, saying, “Not negotiating on this.”
I settled over her carefully, keeping my weight supported, as I moved inside her. I buried my face in her neck, feeling the sensation with her warmth and her hands on my back. When I started to move, she pulled me closer and arched into me, and I groaned against her throat because finally, after months of restraint, finally.
My mouth trailed to her breast, and I licked and sucked at the fullness there, and Rosie giggled suddenly and muttered, “Are you a baby?” which made me huff a laugh against her skin, and when the milk rolled from the side of my cheek, I licked it and said “we couldn’t waste any.” before latching back on with complete shamelessness while she dissolved into laughter that turned into a breathless moan.
Pleasure coursed hot and insistent through me as I felt her walls tighten around me, and I groaned against her throat and hugged her tighter, my mouth finding her ear as I murmured.
“You’re so amazing, sweetheart, taking me so well.” Rosie made a sound against my shoulder that went straight through me as I kept moving and said against her ear, “You feel so perfect around me, like you were made for me, only me.”
she gasped and her nails dragged down my back, “your walls are going to make me lose my mind, I swear,” my voice rough and broken against her skin.
Rosie chanted back at me between gasps, “Harder, more, Jude, please,” her legs locking around my waist as sweat trickled down our bodies and the slap of skin against skin filled the room alongside her voice calling my name on repeat that made me go feral.
I gripped her tighter and gave her what she was asking for and felt her back arch sharply beneath me, her wall tightening, making me grunt from pleasure coursing through my body.
I breathed against her ear, my voice rough, “I love you; you’re everything. God, I love you so much.” I thrust as her toes curled, her body trembling, her eyes rolled back, and her orgasm shook her body.
But I kept moving and dragged it out of her until she was trembling and gripping my shoulders, moaning my name like a broken prayer.
I pulled her straight through another one before she’d even finished the first, smiling against her neck as her body shook underneath me, feeling my own release building fast now, my stomach tightening and every muscle in my body coiling as I gave one last deep thrust, right there, almost—
WAAAAAAHHHH.
Fuck.
I curse, my throat bobbing, my body shaking from the denied pleasure as I blinked and stared at the baby monitor on the bedside table while I removed myself from Rosie with difficulty while cursing again under my breath.
I scrambled to pull my boxers on with hands that were trembling and fumbling with the waistband, my boner standing, protruding, while my body still shook with everything I hadn’t gotten to finish.
Rosie lay there in the sheets, flushed and breathless, and had the audacity to chuckle as she wet her lower lip sensually and told me to go and that she would wait, making a very specific gesture with her hands.
I cursed one more time before pulling the door open and walking back down the hallway to my son.
By the time I’d settled Snow back down and rocked him to sleep again and crept back to the room, my mate was asleep.
I stood in the doorway for a moment just looking at her, her hair spread across the pillow and her face soft and peaceful, and a smile found its way to my lips. I walked over quietly and grabbed a warm bowl and towel from the bathroom and cleaned her down gently before changing the sheets carefully so I didn’t wake her, then covered her and stood there looking at her for another moment before leaning down and pressing a kiss to her forehead.
My raging boner was entirely forgotten as I kissed her forehead again adoringly, and she snuggled closer in her sleep, mumbling incomprehensible words under her breath, and happiness moved through my chest as I slid in beside her and pulled her close.
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