Chapter 83: Sleep
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And THAT scared me more than anything.
"This is Lycanthropy," I said slowly, testing the words. "This is what it means to beā"
"Part of this world?" Dmitri finished. His dark eyes studied me. "Yes."
He leaned forward, and suddenly his grip was on my forearm. Not painful. But grounding. Intense.
"Everything here has real, tangible power, Lilith. To heal. Or to utterly destroy."
His voice dropped lower.
"If you WIELD itāif you make it YOURSāit will be an asset. A strength beyond measure."
His grip tightened.
"But if you let it consume you, if you surrender to it without understanding it firstā"
Something flickered in his eyes. Something haunted. Ancient.
"āyou will lose yourself to it completely."
The way he said itā
It wasnāt just about the bond.
There was something MORE in his voice. A warning born from experience. From something heād witnessed. Or survived.
Or LOST.
"Dmitriā"
His eyes changed.
Literally CHANGED.
The dark blue bled away, replaced by pale whiteālike the color had been drained entirely.
My breath caught.
His grip tightened further, fingers pressing into my skin.
"She is wild," he whispered, voice distant and haunted, "in the way sacred but broken things are. She is chaos and anarchy given form. The end clad within a soul."
My heart slammed against my ribs.
"Whoā"
And just like thatā
It was GONE.
His eyes snapped back to brown. Dark and familiar.
His grip loosened.
He blinked, like heād just woken from a dream.
"Dmitri?" My voice shook. "What was that? What did you justā"
"The Moonstone Masquerade is in three days," he said, voice perfectly neutral. Like nothing had happened. Like his eyes hadnāt just turned WHITE. Like he hadnāt just spoken in riddles.
I stared at him. "What?"
"The High Alpha will come to teach you the steps this evening. After youāve rested."
"Vladimir isāwait, what?" My brain struggled to catch up. "Heās going to teach me to DANCE?"
"Yes." Dmitri stood, already moving toward the door. "I suggest you nap. Youāll need your energy."
"Dmitri, waitā"
He paused at the threshold. Looked back at me with those dark eyesānormal now, as if theyād never changed.
A ghost of a smile played at his lips.
"Break a leg, Lilith."
Then he was gone.
I sat there.
Hand throbbing.
Lunar Crest still glowing faintly.
Mind reeling from everything that had just happened.
The incomplete bond. Vladimirās red eyes. The punch. The broken finger.
And Dmitriās warning.
She is chaos and anarchy given form.
Who was he talking about?
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Despite being exhausted from the training, I couldnāt sleep.
Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Vladimirās face. Felt his hands on my hips. Heard his voiceārough and desperateātelling me to RUN.
Felt the way Iād wanted to do anything BUT. The bond wanted completion and part of meā
A growing, undeniable partā
Wanted it too.
*Thatās the bond talking,* I told myself. *Not you.*
But was there even a difference anymore?
A knock at my door made me jump.
"Miss Brooks." A servantās voice. "The High Alpha requests your presence in the ballroom."
My stomach flipped. There was a ballroom here? Of course, there was...
"Now?"
"Yes, miss."
I looked down at myself. Dressed in causal jeans and a shirt. Perfect. "Tell him Iāll be there in ten minutes," I said.
The servant hesitated. "The High Alpha was quite clear thatā"
"Ten. Minutes." I flashed him a shaky smile.
Silence.
Then: "Yes, miss."
My hand ached as I tried to tie my hair back.
I gave up. Left it down.
Stared at myself in the mirror.
My Lunar Crest was still faintly visible. Pulsing softly against my wrist, like I has gotten used to.
You will want the High Alpha.
Dmitriās words echoed.
*The bond will make you want him.*
I took a breath.
Then headed for the ballroom. Time to face the Ice King. And pretend my heart wasnāt racing at the thought of his hands on me again.
Even if it was just to teach me how to dance.
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The servant led me through corridors Iād never seen before.
Deeper into the mansion. Away from the familiar training wing. Away from my quarters.
The walls changedādarker wood, older tapestries, portraits of wolves and winter landscapes that seemed to WATCH as I passed.
"How much farther?" I asked.
The servant didnāt answer. Just kept walking, like I didnāt exist.
Something prickled at the back of my neck.
Then I smelled it.
Vladimir.
But STRONGER. Richer. Like standing in the center of a storm instead of watching it from a distance.
Pine and frost and something darker. Wilder.
My body responded instantly.
Heat pooling low in my stomach. My Lunar Crest pulsing. The bond PULLINGā
Come.
Come to me.
Youāre mine.
I stopped walking.
Blinked.
The servant was gone.
The corridor was empty.
"Hello?" My voice echoed off stone walls.
Nothing.
Panic fluttered in my chest.
I was LOST. In a mansion I barely knew. In corridors that all looked the same.
Get it together, Lilith.
I turned back the way Iād comeā
But the hallway looked different now. Darker. Unfamiliar.
Had I turned left or right at that last portrait?
Shit.
I started walking. Trying doors. Most were locked.
Thenā
I passed a door at the end of a hallway and STOPPED.
Dead.
Something in my chest PULLED. It was not painful no, it was magnetic.
Like a hook lodged beneath my ribs, tugging me TOWARD that door.
I couldnāt breathe, couldnāt move, couldnāt think.
Thenā
I felt him.
Vladimir.
Not physically present. But THERE. In my mind. In my chest. In the bond that thrummed between us.
Stay
His voice. Low. Rough. Intimate.
Youāre beautiful.
My breath hitched.
You drive me mad.
Heat flooded through me. My skin prickled. My heart RACED.
I couldnāt see him. Couldnāt even HEAR himānot with my ears.
But I FELT every word like a caress.
Moya, he whispered. Mine. My mate.
The bond SANG.
Golden light blazed from my Lunar Crest, so bright it hurt.
Come to me.
My hand reached for the door handleā
"LILITH!"
Hands grabbed my shoulders. Shook me. Hard.
I gaspedā
My eyes snapped open.
Vladimir stood in front of me. Real. Physical. PRESENT.
But wrong.
He had stubble nowādark shadow along his jaw that hadnāt been there this morning. His hair was rumpled, falling into his eyes. His shirt was half-unbuttoned, wrinkled.
And he smelledā
Wrong.
Not pine and frost.
Something floral. Feminine. SOMEONE ELSE.
My stomach twisted into a painful knot and Kaia howled like she had been stepped on.
"What are you doing here?" His voice was sharp. Urgent. His hands still gripping my shoulders.
I blinked at him. Disoriented. Confused.
"Iāthe servant. You sent a servant to bring me to the ballroom."
His expression darkened. "I sent no one."
"Butā" I looked around. Tried to orient myself.
We were standing in a hallway I didnāt recognize. Outside a door Iād never seen before.
"What time is it?" I asked, voice shaking.
Vladimirās jaw clenched. "Two in the morning."
No.
"Thatās notāI was justāit was evening. The servant came to my room andā"
"Lilith." His voice was careful now. Controlled. "Whatās the last thing you remember?"
I tried to think.
Going to my room. Lying down. Closing my eyes.
"I was resting," I said slowly. "Before the dance lesson. You were supposed to come teach meā"
"That was eight hours ago."
The world tilted.
"What?"
He stopped. Exhaled slowly.
"You were SLEEPWALKING, Lilith."