As he took in more things and felt closer and closer to recovering his memories, he felt this collective psyche being pushed to the back of his mind and losing its power over his body.
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"Han and Max"—the two figures that permeated both of Kayden’s childhoods—appeared in his mind randomly. Thousands of memories appeared in his mind from one second to the next. Kayden’s round form could not recognize the body in his memories, nor relate the actions and movements in an organized way. It took him practically the same time as the memories to relearn everything. These memories entered his life and changed his way of thinking. This time, his unconscious was no longer something animalistic and instinctive.
Your conscious was shaping your unconscious. Some traumas and things were hidden and placed in your unconscious, but the latter was reactive and, at the slightest trigger, appeared in your conscious. It was crazy to see all this happening within his being. Kayden, in soul form, something he didn’t know he was in, was able to see two divides in his existence: things that were visible and things that were hidden.
It was not difficult for him to recognize the unconscious and the conscious. They were two very similar and, at the same time, different things. Kayden had several traumas rooted in both sides, but as he recovered more memories, they became smaller. The moment he was betrayed and lost his father represented one of the decisive days for the loss of his unconscious. He practically assimilated the two into just one entity; everything he should hide was placed in front of him by the unconscious.
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There was no longer a clear division between the two. It was just a jumble of disorganized thoughts and feelings. In fact, that last one was kind of non-existent. Kayden saw his feelings fade as the years passed. Slowly, he stopped expressing basic things about his race, such as simple and complex emotions. In his mind, there was only an endless quest for power. There were no reasons, no motivation, or anything that led him to cultivate one day after the next.
Everything was broken and without any meaning. It was just power for power’s sake. His emotions about other human beings have ceased to appear, in fact, for any other living being. He simply didn’t care whether they lived or died. Even back then, Kayden would probably trade Han’s life for a little more power. This was a realization that he had never clearly thought about, but at this moment, it was easily seen by him.
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"From today onwards, all beings with eight rays and above must come to the central council to make their breakthrough." All the gods were before a huge crowd of people. There were even more watching this broadcast. The environment was a huge coliseum with thousands of statues of gods. Everyone who proved themselves worthy and contributed to the new universe got a statue.
The time for everything to be populated was not very long. Father was still consuming the universe, but there was practically no life left in it that would be spared. Every one who would be saved was already at the new limits. At this moment, they were seeing one of the goblins advance to the seventh realm with nine lightning. The creature fought using elements of nature. It was incredible to see his ability to generate a high-level world tree.
The goblin simply created a golden world tree with strength equivalent to the ninth realm, being only in the sixth realm. This elf was a being from the new universe, he came from a branch of one of the worlds. His genius was absurdly superior to much of what everyone had seen before, as he reached this level of strength after just 1 million years. It was a long time, but for a being with nine rays, it was ridiculously short.
Even the Licht Nyc, who was one of the strongest beings, was a few million years old. This elf broke all previous publicly known time records.
The lightning began to fall without stopping, and the tree just swallowed them without any difficulty. They hit his huge stem and disappeared all over his body without leaving any trace of damage. Just the eighth beam was able to destroy half of the entire tree and make the entire surroundings shake. It was such a great force that it shook the minds of the surrounding people.
An operatic sound began to resonate in the background, and the heavens opened up splendidly, revealing an entire world with about nine chairs. It was strange to be able to see an entire world in the skies. This world gave off a completely frightening feeling. It was a world full of divine mana and at the same time desolate, with nothing around it. An expanse of millions of kilometers stretched out in everyone’s vision, but only nine chairs existed in this environment.
Each of them was richly decorated with characteristics that were completely different from anything else in the universe. Every seat in this place seemed to be some sort of living, ancient entity. These chairs were older than most of the gods present there.
"You dare stand up against the nine?" That wasn’t a voice; It was a message that echoed in the minds of every person in that place. Even the gods couldn’t help but tremble at this.
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"Pathetic" the goblin received this response and his honor fell to the lowest level possible, receiving an insult directly from the heavens was something that few managed to do, but considering his arrogance... it was something expected.
In just a few seconds, lightning emerged from the nine chairs and concentrated into a ball in the center, this was the strangest challenge of all lightning. This ball was extremely dense and made purely of superior mana.
It wasn’t divine mana or even normal mana, it was something far beyond those things, not even the gods could understand exactly what that thing was, the most accepted theory was that it was a much more detailed and well-made divine mana .