Chapter 74: His Name On Her Lips
š¹ THORNE
Horror churned in my gut as the delta worked on her, hands deft but just as confused as I was. Her skin had greyed to a terrifying pallor.
I watched them crowd herāthree deltas, including Ivanna, all moving around but none of that did nothing to ease the knot of dread tightening in my chest.
Blood still seeped between her legs, soaking through the furs theyād laid beneath her. Too much blood. Far too much.
"Whatās happening to her?" My voice came out rougher than intended, edged with something I refused to name.
The head deltaāan older woman with silver streaking her dark hairādidnāt look up. "We donāt know yet, Alpha."
"Then figure it out."
"Weāre tryingā"
"Try harder."
Ivanna moved closer, her expression carefully neutral. Professional. But I caught the flash of something else beneath it. Something that looked almost like satisfaction.
"Alpha," she said, her voice as neutral as she could manage, "we need space to work. You shouldā"
"Iām not leaving."
"Thorne." She touched my arm, and I jerked away instinctively. Her jaw tightened. "We need to examine her properly. That meansā"
"I said Iām not leaving."
A flicker of irritation crossed her face, quickly masked. "This is a delicate situation. Weāll need to check her thoroughly, and your presenceā"
"Iām not leaving." The words came out as a growl, Umbra rising beneath my skin.
He was agitated. Pacing. Snarling at the very thought of being separated from her.
Our mate. She lost blood, so much fucking blood.
I would never be able to rip out the memory of blood oozing down her quivering legs out of my feverish mind.
Sheās not dying, I told him, though I wasnāt sure I believed it.
We canāt leave. We wonāt leave.
She had been carrying that boy, numbing out the pain. Had I hurt in some way? Raised my hand without meaning to? Did someone hurt her when I was not around? Had the guards at the door allowed it?
The questions spiraled in my mind, fear curdling to sharp suspicion. The burn in my temple intensified with ear whirling thought.
Maybe I was projecting? I had slammed her into the wall at the sanctum, in front of the pack too. I had let them spit foul words at her.
Had she been bleeding by then? Slowly?
Ivannaās expression hardened. "Alpha, I understand this is difficult, butā"
"No." The word was final, absolute as the guilt that ripped through me.
A hand settled on my shoulder. Itās weight, gentle but firm. I did not need to turn around to know exactly who it was. Her scent of incense, herbs and earth hit me.
My grandmother.
Sheād arrived moments after weād gotten Althea inside, moving quietly behind Me. I had seen the terror in her face.
"Thorne," she said softly. "Let them work."
"I canātā" The words stuck in my throat.
"I know." Her eyes, dark and knowing as they held mine. "But you need to trust them. Theyāll take care of her."
"Umbra wonātā"
"Iāll stay with her," she interrupted, her voice brooking no argument. "I wonāt leave her side. Not for a moment."
My jaw clenched. Every instinct screamed at me to refuse. To stay. To guard what was mine.
But my grandmotherās hand squeezed my shoulder, pulling me back to earth before I spiralled out of control of my feelings.
"I promise," she murmured. "Iāll watch over her."
I opened my mouth to argueā
"Thorne."
The word was barely a whisper.
Breathless and utterly broken.
But her. The room froze.
Every head turned toward the bed where Althea lay, pale and bleeding and unconsciousā
Except her lips had moved. "Thorne," she breathed again, her voice cracking on my name.
My hand moved before thought caught up, reaching for her face. My fingers brushed her cheekācold, far too coldāand something in my chest cracked.
"Iām here," I said, my voice low and rough. "Iām right here."
Her brow furrowed slightly, like she was trying to surface from deep water. But her eyes didnāt open.
Still, sheād called for me.
Even unconscious and bleeding. Evenā
My wolf settled, slightly. Enough that the snarling in my head quieted to a low, constant growl.
I stroked her cheek once more, my thumb tracing the sharp line of her cheekbone.
"Youāre safe," I murmured, though I wasnāt sure who I was trying to convince. "Youāre safe."
Ivannaās voice cut through the moment like a blade. "Sheās delirious."
I looked up.
Her expression was carefully blank, but something flickered in her eyes. Something sharp and bitter.
"Blood loss causes confusion," she continued, her tone clinical. Professional. "She doesnāt know what sheās saying."
The words shouldnāt have stung.
They did anyway.
Because some part of meāsome pathetic, desperate partāhad wanted it to mean something. I wanted her to call my name to mean she knew I was there. That she felt safer because of it.
But Ivanna was right.
She was delirious.
Dying, maybe. That filled me with a horrible chill.
And I was standing here like a fool, stroking her face while she bled out.
I pulled my hand back.
Stepped away.
"Fine," I said, the word tasting like ash. "Iāll go."
My grandmotherās hand found mine, squeezing once. "Iāll send word the moment we know anything."
I nodded, not trusting my voice.
So I forced myself to turn around, away from her. My body vibrated with the effort. I forced myself to walk toward the door, my feet dragging..
Every step felt wrong. Like tearing away from something vital. Something necessary.
Umbra howled in protest.
Go back. Stay. Protect.
I canāt, I told him. They need space to work.
She needs US.
She needs to survive.
At the door, I stopped and dared to take a second look.
Althea lay motionless on the bed, surrounded by healers and deltas and my grandmotherās watchful presence.
Her lips moved again, soundless this time.
But I could read the shape of it.
Thorne.
I left before I could change my mind.
Before Umbra could take over and drag us back to her side.
The door closed behind me with a finality that felt like a death knell.
And all I could do was wait.