The Female Alpha You Can't Tame

Chapter 56: Chapter 56 Alpha Rastus

I feel him. Every inch of him deep inside me. I feel the weight of his body upon mine while his strong hands fist my hair. His thrusts are deep and fast. With each hard thrust, his body gives me I take it all with the push of my hips. His teeth bite deep as his arms keep me caged under him. My moans mix with his grunts and my appetite has been filled.

The sound of a loud ring disrupts us as I begin to look around for the source confused. "Get up, Lumina." Deimos says his face serious as he walks away from me.

"What?" I ask frowning still not awake from the haze.

"Get up now!" The boom of his voice pushes me off the cliff and I fall as my eyes snap open. I find it hard to see with the sunlight striking my eyes but as the haze shifts, I see Deimos looking down at me frowning. His arms are folded as he stares with his hard gaze.

I shift up to a sitting position as the covers slip and pool down to my hips. With a sigh, I finally look up at him silently preparing for what is to come.

"Are you in hibernation of some sort? How is it you didn’t wake up to the alarm or Elriam’s calls? Do you think you are a princess that I have to come with my busy schedule to wake you up?" He questions me without a break.

I close my eyes as my head starts to throb. "To answer your questions, I haven’t been sleeping properly. I have very disturbed sleep at night."

"Why is that?" He asks me. My anger spikes while my frustration burns. Because of you! Why must I suffer because of this male? To have this same dream every night while he sleeps peacefully. Why are my mind and body pushing me to the edge while his does absolutely nothing!

I look straight into his eyes controlling the words I wish to spew out of my mouth. "Nightmares." That is all I say as Deimos nods in understanding. I scoff for he understands nothing. Nothing of the torture I undergo every night for his choices.

I shift and fluid from my core slides down my thighs. This is the outcome of my dreams. My core is sore as if it actually was ravished last night. It’s ready waiting for the pleasure he can give.

"I have not forgotten about their visit. I will be down before Alpha Rastas arrives." I say quickly rushing to the washroom. I do not wish for him to smell my want. He has made something mates find as seduction embarrassing for me. He makes me think I am weak.

I hear Deimos leave as I begin my morning activities. Looking at myself in the mirror pleased with the result I head down the stairs walking to the gates. I can sense the excitement of the unmated wolves and I smile encouraging them.

Striding at Deimos’s right I do not meet his eyes but I feel the heat of his gaze taking in every part of my body. He shifts closer putting his nose into my neck. "You look beautiful." He says as he holds my hips and brings me into him inhaling my scent.

"Thank you." I say softly with a small smile moving away from him putting distance between us making him frown with my movement. It’s not that I do not wish to be near him, I want to. To the point of desperation but lately, I feel all over the place with my dreams I am scared of what I would do.

But before he could question me the sound of the gates opening has our attention and we watch heads held high awaiting their arrival into the gates. Cars and trucks of wolves and resources ride through and I watch quietly.

As they come to a stop Deimos walks towards the polished black car. The door opens and a tall male along with a petite female exit. Deimos nods as a gesture of welcome and the tall male I presume is Alpha Rastus bows and smiles in return.

Alpha Rastus wears a tight white shirt that sticks to his body like a second skin and light blue jeans that encage the muscle of his thick thighs perfectly. His blonde hair is brushed back with gel giving the view of his perfect jawline. His female, on the other hand, looks like a juvenile. Quite petite with her brunette hair and thin lips. Her floral dress flows softly as she smiles in greeting.

I walk towards them as Deimos introduces me to them. "My Luna, Lumina." He says as Alpha Rastus nods in greeting and I meet with the blue of his eyes. He looks too beautiful to be a male. He turns to his female holding her to his side.

"My Luna, Eliana." He introduces her to us as I put my forehead upon hers. She stares at me with a soft smile but her eyes seem to speak words.

"Nice to meet you both." I speak.

"It’s wonderful to meet you, Luna Lumina." They say bowing in reply.

We separate quickly as Luna Eliana and I move to the left near the tree and Deimos and Alpha Rastus move to the right across us engaging in their conversations as wolves from our pack and theirs mingle in groups in the middle.

"You are stunning." Luna Eliana says and I quickly turn to her.

"Thank you and so are you." I say smiling looking down at her. Such a petite female perhaps just five feet.

"No, I mean I have never seen such a tall beautiful female before. The females in my old pack are of my height so it’s my first-time meeting one." She compliments me with her big doe eyes staring up at me.

I chuckle in response to her as her eyes take me in head to toe. "I heard you are an Alpha. The first female Alpha to have ever lived." She continues as I shift a little. My wolf begins to pace preparing for this tiny female’s remarks.

"Yes, I am." Is all I say staring her down.

She bows softly. "I am humbled to be in your presence not because you are Alpha Deimos’s mate but because of who you are." She says and my eyes widen. My wolf sits down abruptly stunned as if this female had just slapped us.

I once more put my forehead upon hers as a sign of acceptance from me. I look back at the males on the opposite side of us and they still seem to be deep in their conversation. But I am distracted as my nose picks up a smell. It is nothing but a small scent though it’s different.

I look at her stomach and finally understand the source of it. "You are expecting." I say as she blushes nodding. I didn’t even notice perhaps the different scents of wolves mingling overthrew hers.

"Congratulations." I say.

"Thank you." She replies softly looking at my stomach eagerly as if I would tell her, it is the same case for me. I wish I could but we live in different worlds I suppose.

"When did you meet your male?" I ask her as my eyes find Alpha Rastus again.

"Two months ago. We met by coincidence." She replies looking at him. Her gaze filled not with lust but... love. Something I long to possess from Deimos.

"When did you both mate?" I ask her as she turns to a deep red. My eyes find her freshly marked neck. No shame comes from me. This is a normal question among my females.

"The day we met." She whispers looking down at her feet as if it is something she has never told anyone. Jealousy burns and like a wildfire it destroys me completely from within. Anger and dislike towards my mate thunders and I wonder why.

Why must I suffer like this? When others can have their mates freely day and night why must I yearn for something that is my right? Questions strike deep within my heart pulling me into self-pity.

My eyes watch Alpha Rastus as he laughs to something Deimos said. His fingers slide through the softness of his hair that glows in the sunlight. His tongue darts out to lick his dry lower lip and I wonder again. Wonder what it would be like if he was my mate. If he were the male who was meant to be mine would he have taken me the second he saw me?

Alpha Rastus frowns looking around mid-conversation as his eyes find mine. He felt someone staring at him and now he has his answer. This stops the conversation and Deimos searches for where Alpha Rastus is looking until he finds me. Me staring at another male. With hunger.

Deimos’s chest begins to heave as he walks towards without hesitation me in quick steps the wolves in the middle making way. Reaching me he asks Luna Eliana. "May I speak to my mate?" He questions her never leaving my eyes.

"Of course." She says gently and scurries off to her male as he gathers her in his arms kissing her forehead softly.

"That’s enough, Lumina." Deimos warns.

"What’s enough, Deimos?" I question him.

"You think I didn’t notice the way you saw him from the minute he stepped into our territory! It disgusts me. It leaves a vile taste in my mouth." He says scrunching his nose as smelt or tasted or something bad.

"I do not know what you are talking about." I reply to his accusation but somehow my eyes land on the lovely couple opposite us once more.

"I said enough!" He commands me holding my wrist harshly in his big hands as I begin to tug it away. He tightens it and I flinch. "Don’t make me punish you, Lumina." His eyes keep switching from pitch black to the green I love.

"How does it feel to burn with jealousy Deimos? This is how I burn when I see other mates!" I snarl my anger finally breaking free from its cage.

"I have had it with this! With you always demanding something from me!" His voice booms and I flinch away. He sometimes acts like what I ask of him is annoying and frustrating. Like I have asked him to bring me the stars. All I want is his heart!

My anger burns to the edge and I fight for dominance. My wolf pushing me giving me her strength. The Alpha within me soaring. I will bring blood first.

"I am the Alpha here! Do not do it, you will regret it." He growls. His canines pushing through his gums for he will make me bleed if I cross the line. He holds both my wrists in his grasp so I will not be able to strike him for he will return it.

I lean towards his ear. "You are no Alpha if you cannot do your female." I say as his body shakes with his control. His nose flares as his chest heaves.

"Stop it, Lumina." He says clenching his jaw tightly as his hold on my wrists tighten and his claws scrape my skin bringing blood. I bleed but I pay no heed to it. I want him to bleed. I will make him bleed with my words so he can feel my pain.

"You want to know the meaning of Alpha Rastus’s name in Greek?" I ask him licking my upper teeth with a wicked smile on my face.

"It means ’the loving one’," I say and that was enough for my male to lose his control. He snarls grabbing me harshly and hoisting me upon his shoulder. I twist and turn upon him punching and scratching his back screaming for him to put me down. He takes me away from the field to the calmness of the castle grounds.

His steps are loud and harsh on the hardwood floors of our castle. He bangs the door to his room open and slams it with his leg. Dropping me harshly on the bed I bounce to regain my balance.