The Female Alpha You Can't Tame

Chapter 21: Chapter 21 His Jealousy

"Deimos, we were just sparring calm down." Cronus tries to kill the tension.

"That was my mate you were on top of." Deimos begins to walk towards us in heavy strides but halts midway to Cronus’s question.

"So now she’s your mate?" Cronus asks him putting a hand in front of me sort of shielding me from Deimos making Deimos look at me as I look away. His anger growing, what does he expect me to say. Cronus is right, isn’t he?

"This is between us, you dare interfere?" Deimos’s loud voice makes all wolves stop and watch.

"Perhaps it is, but as you can see Luna is closer to me right now." Cronus speaks in a sickly-sweet tone.

"Cronus! She is mi-" Deimos begins but is cut off by a small voice.

"Alpha, can you please help me with my moves." A little pup interrupts our conversation. Deimos looking from me to Cronus and back to me walks away fuming his chest heaving.

"Come, Luna. I shall teach you to shoot arrows." Cronus says as he leads me to the shooting range. I feel the heat of Deimos’s gaze upon me yet I make no move to look at him. I don’t want to give him that satisfaction.

As time passes by Cronus tries his hardest to help me learn and though I am quite a fast learner I cannot seem to get a hang of it until Cronus smiles with a huff walking up behind me. Holding the arrow in front of me pressing his front to my back he whispers into my ears.

"Okay now I want you to calm your breathing and focus the pupil of your eye on the circle, don’t think don’t focus on anything else than that circle. Think that the circle is running from you and you want it so bad but you need to catch it. When the feeling of desperation overcomes you, shoot." Cronus tries to make it easier for me.

Closing my eyes taking a deep breath in I picture Deimos in my mind, I need to grab him he’s running I need to find him and catch him. I need to lock him up. Opening my eyes, I pull back the bow and shoot, the arrow flying past and hitting the middle of the circle making me jump into Cronus’s arms.

"I did it. Did you see it Cronus?" I ask him my eyes wide with excitement but before he can answer me, I feel myself being pulled harshly from Cronus’s arms and dragged away from the grounds. I am too surprised to resist Deimos’s hold as I follow him blindly.

Stopping in front of the lake he turns around with narrowed eyes. "What is wrong with you Deimos, why are you acting this way?" My wrists sore from his strong grip I question him.

"What the hell was that, mate?" His question holding accusations.

"What are you talking about?" I ask him not quite understanding.

"You know what I’m talking about, don’t pretend like you know nothing! Was that some sort of a little date? Did I interrupt your love session?" He keeps blabbering.

"Deimos, I have no idea what you are talking about. If this is about Cronus I-" He cuts me off as I try to make this male understand.

"Wait have you let him fuck you, is that it? Has he tasted you already?" My eyes widen brimming with tears. Holding his shirt in the tight grip bring his face in front of mine I look deep into his eyes.

"Say those words again, I dare you." My wolf shows her presence. He keeps quiet not wanting to damage this any further.

"You have no right to speak to me this way, no right! I have been nothing but faithful and true always waiting for you. But I have had enough! I will never let you speak to me like this, I am an Alpha and you will respect me as such!" I scream it out to him hoping somehow it will get in his brain.

"You dare raise your voice at me, mate. You will face consequen-" His anger increases my fury. But I soften my voice to convey my message.

"This is what I am trying to tell you Deimos. You want to control me, keep me beneath you but you can’t. That is how I am and always will be. Do you want to know what happened to the wolves that did try to do so? I killed them; my wolf feasted on their flesh for days." I show him a glimpse of my past. "You either rule by my side or-." As I pause, I can see the wariness in his eyes.

"Or you let me go." As the words come out my mouth so does my tears. I turn around to leave not wanting to look or speak to him anymore.

"Do you love him?" He asks me the same question I once asked him. Looking at his eyes I tell him the same thing he answered me.

"It has nothing to do with you." I say as I walk away back to my females... back to Cronus.

As day arrived, I learnt that Deimos had left that night for a week to a neighboring pack, for some business and he didn’t even bother to tell me so. It was quite helpful as I thought I could use that time to reflect about me and us. And that’s exactly what I did. I spent the entire week sitting among my females and exploring with Cronus. He is growing to become my strength in this time of need.

Thoughts of Deimos flooded my mind every night for the entire week however would all disappear when Cronus walked through my door every morning. Deimos was supposed to return by the weekend but as days increase, he is yet to come.

Today morning, Cronus thought it’s a perfect day to go for a picnic by the lake. I had no idea what a picnic was until he explained it sparking excitement within me. And so here we are Cronus and I sitting upon the fresh green grass as we sip on our juice watching the sun set. We spent the entire day chasing each other and we sat down a while back to relax.

"What are you thinking about, Luna?" Cronus asks me gently.

"I am thinking if perhaps one day, my dreams will come true." I close my eyes letting the breeze blow softly through my hair.

"And it will." He tells me making my head snap to him. Moving his hand putting a strand of my hair behind my ear he whispers.

"I’ll make sure of it." As he does so, I close my eyes secretly thanking the moon goddess for gifting him to me. Our peace is interrupted by a loud growl making both of us flinch and turn around. It’s a growl of an Alpha. I see Deimos in the distance snarling, his eyes black walking towards us in huge strides. His wolf showing its presence.

Coming to my side lifting me in one harsh tug by my elbow he snarls in my face, fangs out ready to bite. "Isn’t this quite the welcome, mate? I leave for a few days and you already find something else to play with?" He roars increasing his pressure on my elbows.

"Stop it! You are hurting me." Tears brim my eyes it’s not because of the physical pain but the emotional one this male is causing.

"Let her go, Deimos." Cronus says walking towards us trying to free me. With the other hand Deimos catches hold of Cronus’s neck squeezing it making my eyes widen. No! Please don’t!

"I can snap this neck so easily right now and leave you to bleed to death, Cronus. But I won’t as you are my brother and we share a past. But come between my mate and I once more... I won’t think twice." Deimos says calmly dropping him to the floor while lifting and dropping me on his shoulders like a sack of potatoes.

Constantly hitting his back with my fists or trying to kick him doesn’t seem to work in terms of him putting me down and he only does so when he drops me on his bed making my body bounce with the force. Not letting me escape, he traps me under him holding his weight above me with his elbows to my sides.

Bringing his face close to mine he whispers, "Aren’t you the quite the naughty little mate?" He questions me creating a deep blush across my face. "When your mate returns from work what do you say?" He asks me. My heart is beating so fast, my mind blank I can’t think of anything but the male on top of me.

"I won’t repeat myself." He shows me a hint of a threat.

"W-Welcome ba-ack." I stutter trying to calm my beating heart. Moving closer to my face making my eyes widen he softly kisses my cheek. This is the first time; his lips have touched my skin.

"Good girl." He whispers as my blush deepens. "When I left, I constantly thought of you, of your words. And after pushing myself to find an answer, I finally managed to reach to a conclusion." He tells me.

"W-What?" My curiosity rising. Softly brushing his fingertips across my cheek, he whispers to me,

"I don’t care if you think the moon goddess made a mistake. However, you are mine and shall be so until death do us part, my mate."