The Female Alpha You Can't Tame

Chapter 12: Chapter 12 Who is she?

When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are to become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away.” My fingers graze across the words softly, their meaning imprinting within my mind, echoing over and over again.

Closing the book softly, placing it back into the shelf promising myself to never open it again. I walk out of the library, my mind hazy filling to the brim with thoughts. Did Deimos read that book? Those very words? Who gave it to him? I tend to do this, wonder of his past. I wish to know so I can perhaps understand more of him. His strength, power, insecurities, weaknesses. Everything. But that will always be a dream as Deimos will never let his walls down for me and it’s too high for me to climb.

Strolling past Deimos’s room, I halt walking backwards turning towards his door. I just...I just want a whiff. A whiff of his scent. I haven’t seen him since the day I received my punishment. A blush creeps up my cheeks remembering the feeling of it. He became so busy with his duties and I barely got a glance at him. If I try to talk to him, he would divert his path and walk away from me. I don’t understand why.

Preparing to knock, raising my knuckles to the door I change my mind. Keeping my ears to the door, I hear no movement. That means Deimos isn’t in. With a huge smile across my lips, I walk into his room with no hesitation.

However, I stop in the middle of the room eyes widening my head swinging to the bathroom door. The sound of water hitting the floor mingling with his groans and moans of pleasure fill my ears. What? No, God please no. Tears begin to form, he can’t do this to me. I am startled with the bang of the bathroom door hitting against the wall.

Deimos walks out with a towel wrapped around his waist and holds another rubbing his hair. His eyes find mine; my eyes widen seeing the tinge of red forming across his cheeks. Clearing his throat, he strides towards me in one solid motion until our chests meet. Looking into my eyes, droplets of water strolling from the tips of his hair down to his body. I watch them reach their destination on the floor, their path of journey making me salivate.

“What are you doing inside my room, mate? My servant clearly warned you it is off-limits.” His voice like sugar, coating my insides with its sweetness.

“What were you doing in the bathroom, Deimos?” My voice is breathless. I know what he was doing, I want him to say it. I want to see it roll off his lips. With a tilt of his head to the side, a hint of a smirk growing across his lips he moves them to my ears.

“I came undone to the picture of your red ass cheeks that seems to be engraved within my mind.” He whispers into my ears. Biting my lips, I begin squirming to the need pooling between my legs. “Just one thought of you, has it up wanting attention.” His words sparking a fire within me. Rubbing my thighs together trying to create some friction to satisfy my craving. His closeness brings forth his scent that I was craving for a whiff of. His eyes notice my movements, coming back to meet my eyes.

“Touch yourself. Let me watch you.” He whispers, groaning his control. His fingers shaking. My eyes widen to his command. No way, in front of him?

“I know you pleasure yourself every night, mate. I can feel it.” His words making my eyes widen further. Bringing my hands above my vagina, he lets it rest there. “Show me.” His voice faltering. I see the curiousness blooming within his eyes.

Slowly, seeping my fingers inside my panties swiping across my wetness my eyes find Deimos’s. He is biting his lips getting ready, anticipating for the show I am about to give him. I slowly circle my clit, my back arching mouth opening in a gasp. The feeling beginning to bloom within my core. Wetting my lips, I begin circling faster. Knees buckling, eyes moving up and down his wet body adding fuel to my fire. I look into every detail from every peck to every ab glistening with water, to ever scar showing me the strength of this Alpha male.

Wanting...needing more inserting my finger inside stretching myself preparing for something that will never be inside me. I begin thrusting in and out maintaining my pace, reaching the edge I look back to Deimos’s black eyes. My thrusting increasing, growing faster. My loud moans of pleasure echoing, bouncing across the walls. With one last thrust, I release spasms of pleasure. My lower body spasming, mouth open with a loud moan.

I drop my head to his chest taking in deep breaths. Finally looking up, his eyes dark as night. His wolf wanting to claim me, teeth grinding jaw clenching. His control hanging by a thread. He slowly takes my finger, bringing it to his mouth with a loud suck. He closes his eyes relishing the taste. Swirling his tongue around it, eyes promising of pleasures his tongue could bring. Our faces move closer, mouths open lips itching for a taste of the other. His fingers slide across my cheekbone tilting my face to the side, bringing it to his in one sudden movement. He moves his face opening his mouth almost reaching me.

The sexual tension is thrown out the window with the sudden loud knock that interrupts us. “Alpha.” Ragon’s voice reaches my ears. Deimos let’s go off me to open the door. Ragon bows when he sees both of us. He says something in a very low voice and in another language which I can’t seem to understand.

Why? Why hide from me? What is so important and a secret that I am not allowed to hear or understand? Ragon’s words make Deimos’s eyes widen. “Prepare everyone, we must welcome her.” Deimos commands him, Ragon leaving to do the job. Welcome her? Who?