Chapter 970: Chapter 967: Attaining This Happiness
Perhaps many people place great importance on this emotion, and some are often unable to handle the complex feelings deep within, but he believes that as long as he stays calm, and keeps thinking about him and Candy, they are bound to find happiness.
Because this happiness is very important to both of them.
He believes they can definitely understand each other, but as for the feelings between him and Qi Longbing, is it really still love? Is it still a feeling of mutual love?
He doesn’t know either, but he understands that he can’t just cast him aside from the depths of his heart.
Because very often he still misses him deep inside, hoping he can accompany him, but he still has to think carefully about the path he should take.
What is the best path for Candy, the one most suitable for Candy?
Hua Xiaomo must also think clearly, because he truly wants Candy to have happiness, to gain that familial bliss, for only when Candy has a father can he truly obtain the longing for family deep within.
Because he genuinely wants Candy to have a father, even though he is caught in the whirlpool of emotions, he thinks he can get things right, because from his point of view, whether it is Zi Yunsui or Qi Longbing, they care deeply about him and the child.
Actually, he really feels he owes them both, and if he can still love them, he will deeply love them.
But feelings are unique and cannot be shared with others.
Hua Xiaomo gazed at the scenery, and for a moment, his eyes reflected confusion; he didn’t know if he loved Zi Yunsui more or liked Qi Longbing more, but regardless, this feeling truly exists, and it genuinely disrupts her life.
It truly makes it impossible for him to choose.
There is an indescribable sparkle in Hua Xiaomo’s eyes.
At that moment, he thought of many things, but even though he doesn’t want to say much, he cannot avoid many events from happening.
In his view, he thinks that often one should clearly sort out their affairs, only when you know your own matters can you take care of the child.
Because the child is really important to him, he truly doesn’t want Candy to have complicated thoughts, because he knows Qi Longbing is Candy’s biological father.
However, Qi Longbing really is his biological father, and he hasn’t told him yet; he knows he will tell him about Qi Longbing when the time is right, but he also hopes Candy can calmly accept this fact.
She doesn’t know what Candy’s thoughts would be after knowing Qi Longbing is his biological father.
Perhaps the child won’t have any thoughts now, but when he grows up, he will have his own judgment and certainly new ideas!
Alright, no matter what, she thinks she should communicate well with Candy.
His thoughts deep inside truly complicate things for him, he wholeheartedly wishes for his life to settle down, and doesn’t want to contemplate those intricate matters anymore.
Thinking too much about complex things only creates unspeakable pressure deep within the soul and makes her feel uncomfortable, she feels many times, he should merely live well, and not think about other things.
Thinking too much only gives her an unspeakable confusion that makes her feel uncomfortable!
Alright, he really thinks life with Candy would be sufficient.
She doesn’t want to dwell too much on feelings; thinking too much only cloaks her with pressure and makes him very, very uncomfortable.
At that moment, his phone suddenly rang, Hua Xiaomo quickly answered the call; it was Qi Longbing calling, and at that moment, he felt extremely suppressed.
Unsure whether to answer it or not, after a while, he still picked up the phone.
"Qi Longbing, didn’t expect you to call me. What do you want? Honestly, many times I think we should clarify everything, but regarding my feelings for you, I know what’s on your mind, and I know what’s on mine."
"But I hope you can resolve things before you come to me, okay? Because genuinely, these matters are too complicated, I also feel something unspeakable inside, not sure if it’s due to overthinking or some feeling."
"I have many thoughts, but I also hope you won’t give me too much pressure because you are his biological father after all. I will consider my approach," Hua Xiaomo answered.
At that moment, he felt quite complicated, but he really wants to sort out these complex emotions, no longer wishing for immense pressure.
Because the more pressure, the more it casts a shadow deep within.
Alright, he really wants those around him to be simple, not to be in pain, because he feels a simple life is what they truly need, making things complicated only adds layers of pressure, but why bother?
He really hopes this isn’t like this, wanting those around him to be straightforward, hoping they can live happily and have comfortable feelings often.
Qi Longbing, upon hearing Hua Xiaomo’s words, his keen dark eyes carried a hint of intrigue, but he quickly replied, "Hua Xiaomo, I really want to discuss this matter with you, but I hope you give me some confidence, alright?"
"Because now you don’t show any confidence, I’m genuinely worried, and I’m under quite that kind of pressure; I hope you are always by my side, and I also want you and the child always by my side; truly, it comforts me greatly!"
"But now your indecisiveness really gives me an unspeakable pressure; I don’t want it this way, I hope you will forever stay by my side!"