Chapter 943: Chapter 940: Everything Can Be Resolved
"Alright, I’m home now. You can leave too, Qi Longbing. I really find it so unexpected that you suddenly came back to me today, but I’m quite happy about it. I hope you can feel a bit happier, and I also hope that many issues will be resolved!"
"None of us will have so many troubles anymore. Secondly, I hope you can think things through since marriage is not a game. Have you really agreed to divorce Pan Yutong? What if Pan Yutong adamantly refuses to divorce you, what will you do then?"
"Okay, no matter what the situation is, I will always wish you live according to your own wishes. However, I can’t promise you anything right now because during the time you left, perhaps you think everything remained unchanged, but from my perspective, many things have indeed changed!"
"It’s just that you were never aware of it. No matter what the situation is, I will ultimately decide according to my innermost thoughts. But please don’t be too fixated on this sentiment. You know, love can be dual-sided; it can bring a positive force, but it can also cause pain!"
"Such pain can create an unspeakable ache in people. I hope you understand the meaning of my words. However, if you can’t understand, then I have no way because emotions belong to oneself. If you want to control it, it’s actually quite easy, but truly controlling someone else’s emotions is very difficult!"
"For example, right now, I feel very hurt. I don’t know if you can feel my emotions. Actually, after you left, I’ve had some people taking care of me, and I think the rapport between us is quite strong. I wonder if you can understand the meaning within my words?"
"However, no matter what, I will always consider you a close friend. We definitely can be friends for life. Qi Longbing, I also hope you can manage your company well, handle your marriage matters properly, and straighten out your emotional issues. This will benefit your future life indeed!"
"I also hope you can be happy. Speaking of this, I hope we both can obtain a kind of happiness. Only when we have this happiness can we all become more joyful and content." Hua Xiaomo looked at Qi Longbing with a heavy glow reflecting in her eyes.
These were words he had pondered for a long time. He wanted to tell her; words couldn’t express clearly over the phone, but now that he’s back, she should tell him. She hopes he can understand her, but if he can’t understand her, she has no recourse. Matters of the heart truly cannot be forced and emotions aren’t static.
From now on, he understands that emotions sometimes drift with different people and also with time differences. When she realizes the changes in emotions, it has also stirred the feelings deep within him.
He knows many times, he imagines how wonderful it would be to have a man accompany him through future life. Perhaps there will be someone to share all his sorrows, anguish, or joy and happiness. That is certainly a good thing.
However, many times, love imposed on the other side will only bring them pain. Moreover, if his choices cause pain to the other person, he can’t help it, because many times he doesn’t want to inflict pain, but there is no perfect solution; so he can only do this.
Qi Longbing was somewhat surprised to find, as Hua Xiaomo said, at that moment, his eyes sank heavily. Could it be that just because she left for a period Hua Xiaomo has fallen for someone else?
This really saddens him greatly, really pains her greatly. He loves Hua Xiaomo so much—how could Hua Xiaomo abandon him and choose someone else instead? This is truly the most unacceptable thing for her!
"Hua Xiaomo, what are you saying? I really don’t believe your heart doesn’t have me anymore. I really don’t believe you truly don’t love me anymore, Hua, stop deceiving yourself, please. I feel you love me deep down, otherwise, how could you have given birth to Candy? And Candy is our daughter, how could you bear to let her not have a biological father?"
"If that happens, she’ll blame you, you’re too cruel! Really, when Candy grows up, she’ll only resent you! Do you know, Hua Xiaomo, I truly love you. Why can’t you be with me? I really, really like you. I hope we can all be together forever in this kind of feeling."
"This is what I really want, what I’ve been seeking forever. Do you know? I just hope to quietly be with you and our daughter. That’s the kind of thought I have, but why is it so difficult to achieve? Why do you insist on breaking up with me? Fine, I’ve already felt the rhythm of this breakup, Hua Xiaomo, is this what you’re thinking, tell me!"
"I really can’t accept your attitude, but I will definitely strive to change your thinking. Your thoughts are completely wrong, absolutely lack any reasoning. I know deep down, you always love me, now don’t you really like me?"
"I’m right here in front of you; truly, you can express any love for me. Hua Xiaomo, I will truly love you dearly. Do you know? But I hope you can also hold onto that deep-seated love in your heart, alright? Don’t waver anymore!"
"Because this indecision really gives me a headache, okay? No matter the situation, I will always love you and love Candy, because both of you are my most beloved women. I truly like you two very much and love you very deeply!"
"I hope many times you both will be there to accompany me. This will be the happiest thing of my lifetime. This happiness is something you give me. I feel between you and me there will never be separation, between us, we will always have this love. My love for you will give us boundless happiness, please believe me!"