Chapter 1109: Chapter 1106: That Kind of Thought and Happiness
And only this kind of feeling is really able to bring out that kind of thought and happiness everyone has deep down inside.
No matter what, he felt that Mom should follow what she truly wanted in her heart, and then go get that kind of happiness, because only that way she wouldn’t regret it, only that way could she get real joy. If she kept sacrificing herself to fulfill what other people wanted deep down, then she definitely wouldn’t have much happiness at all.
Mom would definitely be in pain too. She hoped Mom could really get happiness, get joy, and not keep wearing that sad, hurting expression, because he knew Mom would surely feel terrible deep down, because the person Mom truly loves is Uncle Qi Longbing.
Uncle Qi Longbing treats Mom very well, and he treats him very well too. Every time he takes him to the zoo, to play at Ocean Animal World, to lots and lots of places, and that has brought him such a beautiful feeling. He really does like Uncle Qi Longbing a lot.
Because in his mind, only in that case is Mom truly cheerful, truly happy, and that kind of feeling is exactly what he himself wants in his heart. No matter what, he really hopes Mom can be happy, can be joyful, and he also hopes Mom won’t overthink everything.
That would be too complicated, and it would only leave Mom’s heart stuck in a kind of painful feeling, because he knew it wouldn’t be all that happy. In English or in any language, the person Mom really loves is Uncle Qi Longbing, not Brother Zi Yunsha, and Brother Zi Yunsha can only be her Brother Zi Yunsha.
He cannot be his dad. That kind of idea already seemed deeply rooted in him. He really should help Mom straighten out this thought in her heart. As long as Mom figures it out, she won’t keep hesitating like this, and she won’t keep walking into that abnormal and high-pressure way of thinking.
Because he felt Mom really ought to carefully think about what it is that she most wants deep down inside. That way she wouldn’t be carrying around such a complicated feeling, and this kind of feeling really would hurt Mom a lot, because he knew Mom definitely doesn’t want to have such a tangled, complicated feeling either.
Mom and he both truly want that purest feeling, the most comfortable feeling, the happiest feeling, because they both long for happiness, they both long for joy, and happiness and joy can only be gained by fighting for them with their own effort; only then can they have that kind of happiness and joy.
Only by having this positive energy kind of feeling can they keep that strength rooted forever in their hearts, do things well, and realize many, many wishes. Only then can they have that kind of happiness. And he had discovered that many times, only when you resolutely act on what you truly feel deep down can you gain true happiness.
He truly loves Mom, and they are really each other’s people, the two of them really cannot be separated, and they truly want to have lots and lots of joy, and this joy really is something they give each other. Even without a dad, they can still be very happy, but if adding another member can’t bring them the happiness they ought to have, then they will definitely just keep on suffering.
And that kind of suffering isn’t something each of them can bear, and he also doesn’t want lots of people to bear that kind of pain, because that would only make everyone stuck in that awful, miserable state. That kind of feeling really does make people feel sad and uncomfortable, but no matter what, he felt that many times you just have to firmly walk in the direction your heart is pointing.
Only then will you not have those painful thoughts, and he also hoped Mom could always stay happy, always stay joyful, always be able to find that one person she loves. And he believed that as long as Mom seriously walks toward the most genuine direction in her heart, she will definitely gain happiness.
She will definitely gain joy, and this happiness and joy will truly make his whole being feel so delighted, and also make him feel very glad. He felt that only then could Mom really gain that kind of joy. No matter what, he felt that many times you should have that kind of happiness, and only that kind of happiness will never disappear from deep inside him.
It won’t let Mom generate lots and lots of stressful thoughts, and it won’t let himself generate those stressful thoughts either, because they truly have happiness and joy, and this happiness and joy comes from deep inside them, from the feeling their hearts most want to build and possess.
That is the joy they truly want to have! No matter what they go through in the future, they will always have this kind of happiness, and this happiness and joy will never be lost, because it will always stay by their side, and it will always be carefully treasured by them!
Because no matter what kind of time they go through, and no matter how their thoughts might change, this kind of experience, this kind of wish will never change. He had found that many times, as long as they try hard to think through many issues, they will certainly gain lots of correct thoughts, and this very right kind of thinking will definitely make them all feel very comfortable, cheerful, and happy.
No matter what they’ve gone through, and no matter what kind of result might happen in the future, as long as they all walk toward the direction of the truest feeling in their hearts, they will definitely gain happiness. Then Mom will be very joyful, Mom will be very happy, and that is the kind of feeling Mom truly ought to have.
And not this feeling of being with Brother Zi Yunsha, because that feeling is not the very first feeling, nor is it the feeling that her heart deep down really wants.
"Mom, Mom, my tummy is a little hungry now. Mom, come with me to that restaurant to eat, okay? I really want to have lunch together with you, and this kind of feeling really makes me feel very comfortable. But actually, I also really want Uncle Qi Longbing to come eat lunch with me."
"But he isn’t here right now, so only Brother Zi Yunsha can go eat lunch with me. That way, it still looks pretty good. It’s just that sometimes, deep down, I always feel a little pain."
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