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The Alpha Who Regrets Losing Me

Chapter 94 – Fire and Path Were Called Again
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Chapter 94: Chapter 94 – Fire and Path Were Called Again

Seren’s memory was not over. The mist was still turning around Elara, and the past inside the stone was opening itself piece by piece. Seren’s voice had risen from within the stone and touched Kael’s lost brother, Rowan’s old love, and Elara’s unfinished fate all at once. Elara knew this was not only a vision from the past. This memory was the first door the archive had chosen to show her. And the door had not closed yet. Because the archive wanted to show Elara where the old cycle had broken.

The vision changed again. This time Seren was alone. She held the memory stone around her neck in her palm. Her eyes seemed to be looking directly at Elara. "Vessel who comes after me," she said. "Those who love you will try to save you. Those who rule you will try to use you. And the moon inside you will try to complete you. None of these are safe on their own."

Elara wanted to speak. Her voice did not come out. Seren continued. "Keep the moon’s name hidden. Hide it even if you are angry with it. Hide it even if you trust it. Because when the name is spoken, it stops hearing you. And you stop hearing yourself."

The Moon Spirit inside Elara was completely silent. But this silence did not feel like absence. It felt like listening. Seren’s face began to fade. "And if fire and path walk beside the same vessel again..." She paused for a moment. "Do not let them turn against each other. That was where they lost me."

Elara’s heart struck hard. "Who were they?"

Seren’s image trembled. "The woman inside the archive." Her voice drifted farther away. "She is not a vessel. She is the emptiness left behind the vessels."

The vision shattered. Elara was back among the stones inside the mist. Her knees had weakened, but she did not fall. Kael had come as close as the mist allowed. Rowan stood at the same distance. Both of their faces had changed. They may not have seen the entire vision, but Seren’s name and the echo passing through their own pasts had reached them too.

Kael’s voice came heavy. "What did you see?"

Elara looked at him first. Then at Rowan. It was not easy to speak of Kael’s brother, Rowan’s younger self, or Seren’s loneliness. But hiding it was more dangerous. This road rotted the things kept hidden.

"Seren’s memory," Elara said.

For a moment, Rowan’s face went completely white. "Which memory?"

Elara slowly breathed in. "That I have to keep the moon’s name hidden. No matter what."

Kael’s brows drew together. "What else?"

Elara’s gaze stayed between the two of them. "She said those who love you will try to save you, those who rule you will try to use you, and the moon inside you will try to complete you." She paused for a brief moment. "And that none of them are safe on their own."

The pain on Rowan’s face turned into something quieter. The hardness in Kael’s shoulders shifted for an instant. Both of them had heard their own sides. Fire wanted to save. Path wanted to bring back. But neither was enough alone.

Elara continued. "And... she said if fire and path walk beside the same vessel, do not let them turn against each other."

Kael’s eyes turned to Rowan. Rowan looked at him too. The rivalry between them did not disappear all at once. Things like that never disappeared all at once anyway. But its color changed. This was no longer only a question of who Elara was closer to. They had understood that they were standing at the edge of the same place where two men before them had fallen.

Kael’s voice came low. "My brother lost her."

Rowan’s answer was quieter. "So did I."

Elara looked at both of them. "You will not fight each other in order not to lose me."

Kael’s gaze returned to Elara. "Is that an order?"

Elara’s voice was not hard. But it was clear. "No. It is a condition if you want me to stay and if you want to be beside me."

Rowan’s gaze remained on Elara’s face. "And if we cannot manage that?"

Elara felt an old ache in her throat as she answered. "Then I will leave you behind."

Pain and pride crossed Kael’s face at the same time. Rowan’s silence deepened. But neither of them objected. Perhaps this was the first time both of them accepted the same thing at the same time. Elara’s choice would be greater than their pride. Or the road would end here.

The mist moved again. The light on Seren’s stone went out. But the writing beneath the stone changed. First, the old letters shifted, then a new line appeared. Even before Elara read it, the fourth line in her chest recognized it.

The last vessel failed.

The new vessel remembered.

Fire and path were called again.

The name is still hidden.

Elara looked at the writing. "I think the things I am living through are starting to turn into writing too."

Kael’s voice came from right beside her. "Wonderful! Even the stones are keeping a diary now."

Elara looked at him. This time, a very faint, tired, but real smile appeared on her face. "After all this, are you still not used to it?"

Kael’s eyes stayed on that smile for a moment too long. Rowan saw it. This time, he did not look away. But he did not throw the thing burning inside him between them either. Elara felt it. Seren’s warning had already begun to work. Do not let them turn against each other.

At the end of the road, the mist thinned. Before them stood a massive gate made of black stone. There was no moon symbol on the gate. That disturbed Elara even more. Because there should have been a symbol there. Instead, there was an empty circle at the very center of the gate. As if the moon had been removed, and only its place remained.

The shadow’s voice came from behind them one last time. "The archive does not open what is sought. It opens what is hidden."

The gate did not open on its own. It waited. Elara immediately understood that it was waiting for something from her. Not blood. Not power. Not a name.

Memory.

She placed her palm on the empty circle at the center of the gate. At first, nothing happened. Then the fourth line in her chest, old Elara’s warmth, the Moon Spirit’s coldness, and the dark traces of the data she had taken moved at the same time. In Elara’s mind, the coordinate on the tower screen, the woman’s smile, the erased vessel faces, and Seren’s final warning joined together.

The gate opened. No light came from inside. No darkness came either. It was more like the feeling of a place that had not breathed for a very long time finally taking air for the first time.

Before Elara stepped inside, she looked to her left. Kael was still there inside the mist. He seemed farther away, but he had not gone. Rowan was on her right. He was the same. Neither of them could reach her, but neither of them was turning back either. A little farther behind, Talon stood. The rest of the Blackthorn wolves had returned to the northern line, and Lucien’s blue-marked man had withdrawn to report back to the border. Even so, Talon was still there. Not because he fully approved of Kael’s decision, but because he would not return without seeing with his own eyes what his Alpha was walking toward.

Behind Rowan, the young guard was waiting too. The mist had made his face pale, but it had not erased the determination in his gaze. Rowan turned his head slightly toward him. "Erynd, if you want to go back after this point, no one will call you a coward."

The young guard’s hand involuntarily curled into a fist. "If you tell me that now, Alpha, I would be leaving you alone." Then his gaze shifted briefly to Elara. "Besides, turning back after the road has opened would mean pretending I never saw it. I cannot do that."

Rowan was silent for a moment. Then he inclined his head very slightly. It was not a thank-you. It was more like acceptance.

Kael’s voice came from inside the mist. "I am here."

Rowan’s voice followed. "I see the path."

Talon grunted from farther back. "And I still see that this idea is a bad one."

Erynd’s voice came lower, but clear. "And I will remember the way out."

Elara took those four voices into herself. Fire, path, doubt, and memory. None of them could walk this road for her. None of them could save her from what waited beyond the gate. But each of them had chosen to walk with her.

Then she looked into the opening. Black Moon Archive was no longer waiting for them. It was inviting them in.

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