Yue noticing all of that was well within my expectation. In fact, I was waiting for her to ask me about it. However, she saved that until this moment when I had to leave and we got into the topic of whether we would meet again or not.
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Personally, I would love to meet her againā¦
Unfortunately, associating with me again would have a high chance for her career to spiral downward. Look at how her answer on what inspired her to sing devolved to the current situation where she had to hide herself from the heat.
True. Itās kinda her fault for honestly answering like that when she could just stop downplaying it by saying that āa disheartening experienceā inspired her to release the song that became viral and her stepping stone to the world of the music industry. But that blunder could be attributed to her being still rather inexperienced.
āYes, they are presents for my girlfriendsā¦ā
I answered just as honestly. But not to explain to her. This was an attempt to discourage her from meeting me again.
This might look like I was trying to run away again but all logic pointed to the detrimental effect that my returning to her life would influence her.
But I couldnāt deny that this was also my selfishness. Deciding whatās right and wrong or whatās good and bad for her through my own perception.
āThatās a plural. And girlfriends? Thatās great. The guy who heartlessly rejected me can now call girls as his girlfriends and not just a girl he stole and made his.ā
Yue delivered out a huge amount of bitterness in that statement. Nonetheless, she remained in my embrace despite the sudden trembling of her body. Following that, her hands grabbed my arms, her grip tightening on them.
The girl noticed the change in me and even nailed onto the fact that the presents I bought were for different girls but hearing me claim that theyāre my girlfriends truly shocked her.
āMhmā¦ Thatās one of the changes in me.ā
Telling her everything was definitely impossible at the moment. Her manager was on the way. If sheās fast, she might arrive while I was still here. If she found out that Yue brought a guy in, who knows what would happen? I couldnāt let myself inconvenience her furtherā¦
Haaā¦ But could I really stomach leaving her like this? Gloomy and bitter.
Really, I could appreciate my overthinking this timeā¦ itās allowing me to weigh my choices in just a little time.
āAnd in light of that, thereās a lot more. You deserve to know everything about it, Yue. But tonightās not the right time.ā
āIf you can have girlfriends now, can you accept my confession now? Can I be one of them?ā
This girlā¦ She also got stuck in the first part of my answer.
āReally? Despite knowing that, you still wanted to be my girlfriend?ā
āWhy not? Itās not the first time youāre with another girl while youāre still with me. You basically just put a label on us.ā
Sheās not wrong but sheās also not right. Thatās just because she lacked all the information. Sheās still stuck to that time that we spent together even with the changes that she observed from me. For her, this was probably the next day after I rejected her ā I was still the desire-driven guy who started putting labels on the girls I stole.
And that means, even though Akane has her number, she never used it to contact her.
āNo. This time, itās differentā¦ Anyway, I have to go, Yue...ā
āNo. Stay here for the night. Iāll hide you.ā Yue tightly held on to my arm and refused to stand up from my lap. She even closed her eyes like a child throwing a tantrum.
āNo. Iām afraid I cannot do that. Someone is waiting for me at home. But let me change my answer to your question earlierā¦ Yes, you will see me again. Iāll make sure of that.ā
Still ignoring a part of my statement, Yueās eyes snapped open and the previous gloom disappeared in a flash, replaced by her excitement.
āReally? How? Will you come knocking at my door every night?ā
āIf I can scale the wall and reach this floor without passing through the main entranceā¦ No, not every night. Letās see, how long will you be here?ā
āTwo weeks. This is my third day.ā
So, she moved her a day after that talk show appearanceā¦
āI see. I still have school and thereās a lot going on for me. I canāt come and see you everyday butā¦ I can talk to you through that.ā I pointed at her phone.
āWhy donāt you skip school?ā
This girlā¦ Sheās still being selective on what to take from my answers. In any case, this was her attempt to establish a clear connection with me after this reunion. And sheās not settling with just a phone call or interaction through the internet.
Now, Iām tempted to wait for her manager, talk to her and plan together on how we could stop this girl with her career-destructing mindset.
But I doubt her manager would sit down with me and talk. Soā¦ thatās not plausible.
In any case, to set the mood again and clear up the slightly heavy air that hadnāt been dispelled yet, I flicked her forehead once more and turned her body around to face me completely.
āIām not like you whoās allowed to study outside your schoolās premises. Thereās no such thing as a special treatment for a no-name like meā¦ Iāll see you again. I promise. And when that happens, Iāll tell you everything. Sounds good?ā
Upon hearing that, Yue deliberated for a few minutes. And while doing so, she pressed her face on my chest, seemingly inhaling my scent for her to remember me by. On the other hand, I endearingly caressed her head and back, letting her feel that I care for herā¦
āā¦ Okay, I accept. But what will we talk about if youāre not going to tell me through this?ā Yue raised her phone and tilted her head.
āAnything? Iām sure there are a lot of stories you can tell me. And Iāll do the same. Itāll be boring though.ā
āI can imagine that. Youāre so anti-social, after allā¦ā Yue laughed at me before pulling my head down again and pressing our lips together. Seconds later, that quickly evolved to a more passionate one.
Making that our last kiss for the night, she then sent me down to the lobby. All for the few minutes that she could extend our time.
By the time I left the vicinity of the condominium, I noticed a speeding blue car entering its premises. Although I only saw a glimpse of the rider, thanks to the light inside the car, I associated that to her manager.
Well, not just that. Yue mentioned what kind of car her manager drives after all.
In any case, I continued on my way while looking at the first message I received from the girl.
āDid I mention this earlier? Thank you for escorting me home, Ruki. As I thought, I still love you. A lot more than you can imagine. I think I can write a new song for today. I want you to be the first one to hear it.ā
Thatās kinda long for a first message but itās clearly heartfelt. Complete with heart emojis as a finisher.
Anyway, coincidence, reunion and reconnection. All of that happened for us today.
Itās just the other day that I decided not to involve myself with her but look at what happened? I easily went back on my wordsā¦