Chapter 205: Let Me Take Control This Time Around
"Don’t," she said. She reached between them and freed his dick from his trousers. She looked up at him and said "Let me take control this time around."
Sebastian looked at her and his jaw tightened.
Lilith positioned herself over his dick and sank down slowly, her eyes never left his, she watched his face as she took every inch of him....watched his head tip back and his teeth clench, his hands grip the chair arms, and something moved through her that had nothing to do with the heat.
She felt powerful.
Then she started moving.
Set her own pace....slow at first, feeling him, feeling the stretch and the fullness....and then faster as the heat surged back and demanded she stop experimenting and start taking.
His hands came to her hips to hold her in position.
She rode him hard with her head tilted back.
The chair scraped against the stone floor. Her nails dug into his shoulders hard enough to draw blood.
His mouth found her breast and he bit down hard, she cried out and instead of stopping, she moved faster.
He bit down hard again and she came with a sound so loud Sebastian actually growled.
Then he took over, his hands finally tightened on her hips and he drove her down onto him hard and fast three times before he groaned and spilled inside her.
She collapsed against his chest and his hand came up to her back, rubbing it slowly.
***
The fever dropped to a more manageable heat but she still wanted more.
She lifted her head and looked across the room.
Nicholas was at the window.
He’d been there the whole time. Standing with his arms crossed and his back partially turned, He hadn’t touched her. Hadn’t come close. Had stood at that window watched everything she’d just done with his brothers.
She looked at him for a moment, then she called his name.
He turned around to look at her, then after what felt like forever, he finally approached the bed.
He looked down at her....wrecked and flushed with Sebastian’s marks still fresh on her skin alongside Lucian’s marks.
He took of his shirt, unbuckled his belt and removed his trouser and settled between her legs.
Face to face. His forearms on either side of her head. His silver eyes looking directly into hers.
And he pushed inside slowly.
She felt every inch. Felt the difference between this and everything that had just happened...Lucian’s desperation and Sebastian letting her take control.
Then he started moving.
Deep and measured, each thrust full and unhurried and she felt it everywhere, felt it in her spine and behind her eyes and in the backs of her knees, she wrapped her legs around him and pulled him deeper.
Nicholas’s breath came out rough against her cheek. "Look at me," he said quietly.
She looked up into his eyes and he pinned her there and picked up another pace.
What started slowly became something else entirely.
After what felt like hours, Lilith tilted her head back, exposing her neck to him...a movement so strange to even her herself.
Nicholas went absolutely rigid.
His breathing came out sharp, His eyes started changing colors, silver bleeding out now which shows that his wolf was right there, right at the surface.
Then all of a sudden, Kael started pushing back, mentally slamming into something both him and Nicholas doesn’t understand.
"Not yet", Lilith heard Nicholas whisper. "Not now, not right now."
But it seams Kael had other plans, because he kept on slamming even harder. pressing to take control over Nicholas’s body.
I said not yet!. Nicholas barked back at him and Kael pulled back.
Nicholas dropped his forehead to hers.
"Don’t stop," Lilith whispered.
Nicholas didn’t stop because he never planned to stop anyway.
He raised one of her legs up and then slammed back inside her, she cried out and grabbed his shoulders to held on.
He drove into her with everything he had and the bed frame rocked, the headboard hit the wall and she was certain the sound of it was travelling through the stone floors and the old walls of the entire estate.
She came so hard she went completely silent for three full seconds.
No sound. Just her mouth open and her back arched and her whole body locked around him.
Nicholas followed her over the edge with a sound that was low and rough, he stayed inside her even that. His weight coming down on her. His face pressed to her neck.
Nicholas lifted his head and looked at her.
"Better now?," he asked.
"Yes, i am feeling much better now," Lilith replied.
Nicholas kissed her face and said. "Go ahead and get some sleep now."
She rumbled out something incoherently and then went quite.
****
She woke four hours later and the heat slammed back into her like it had never left.
And It came back worse.
She lay in the dark and tried to breathe through it and lasted approximately forty five seconds before she gave up entirely.
She turned toward the warm body on her left.
Lucian’s golden eyes were already open in the dark. Already watching her. Like he’d been waiting.
"I can smell it," he said. Before she could even say a word.
"I’m sorry...."
"Don’t." He was already moving toward her. "How many times do I have to tell you not to apologize for this."
On her right Nicholas stirred and when opened his eyes. he saw Lilith and Lucian talking.
"Again?" he asked. His voice rough with sleep.
"Again," Lucian confirmed.
From the foot of the bed she heard Sebastian move.
"Come here Lilith," Sebastian said.
***
Lilith knew exactly what was happening to her body.
Last time she’d been half-delirious. Burning up and barely conscious and so far gone into the fever that she hadn’t been able to think in straight lines. She’d reached for them because her body demanded.
This time she was awake.
Completely, sharply awake.
The heat was back....worse than before, angrier, like it had rested and come back with a grievance....but underneath it she was there. Her body screaming and her mind perfectly clear and both of them in complete agreement for the first time in five days.
She wanted this.
Not the fever. Not the compulsion. She wanted this. The three of them, here, in her room, and she was done pretending she didn’t.
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