Sacrificed To The Triplet Alpha Kings

Chapter 170: What Will My Role Be Here?

Agnes paused in her arranging, her expression shifting into something gentler. "I had help," she admitted. "The Alphas were quite specific about what should be included. And I had my own thoughts about what a young woman might need after..." She trailed off delicately, but Lilith understood everything.

"Thank you," Lilith said quietly. "For preparing it. For caring."

Agnes met her eyes, and there was genuine warmth in her gaze. "You needed someone to care about you, Miss Thorne. When you were here before, you were all alone in this estate despite never being truly alone. I made sure that wouldn’t happen again." She returned to her organizing. "The Alphas are out this morning, estate business requires their attention. But they’ve left word that you’re free to move about as you wish. The gardens, the library, anywhere within the main grounds. If you need anything, you need only ring the bell."

Lilith looked at the bell pull near her bed, an elegant tassel she’d barely noticed the night before. The simple existence of it, the fact that help was just a summons away, felt almost shocking after months of managing everything herself.

"What will my role be here?" Lilith asked, sitting down to the breakfast. "I mean... what am I supposed to do?"

Agnes sat down across from her, an unusual move for a member of staff. It signaled that this was a genuine conversation rather than a service interaction. "That’s a question the Alphas will answer when they’re ready," Agnes said carefully. "But between you and me, I suspect your role has changed considerably since your contract was signed." She picked up a piece of fruit, studying it thoughtfully. "You came here as payment for a debt. But debts can be paid and cleared. What happens after that..." She glanced up at Lilith. "That’s something the Alphas will need to discuss with you directly."

There was implication in her words....careful, protective implication that suggested Agnes knew more than she was saying, understood something about Lilith’s situation that went beyond the simple facts.

"I’ve heard things," Lilith said quietly, testing the waters. "From people at Shadowmere. About the Blackwoods. About how ruthless they are."

"They are ruthless," Agnes agreed without hesitation. "They are powerful, and they use that power without apology. But ruthlessness and cruelty are not the same thing. The Alphas are capable of great cruelty, yes. They’re also capable of great care." She paused, meeting Lilith’s eyes directly. "What I witnessed during your last stay suggested to me that the second quality might be more relevant to you than the first."

Lilith didn’t know how to respond to that. She focused on her breakfast instead, eating the bread and cheese, drinking the tea that had been prepared with exactly the right amount of honey. Agnes sat with her, not speaking, just present, a quiet companion who didn’t demand anything except her own comfortable silence.

When Lilith had eaten her fill, Agnes cleared the tray. "I’ll come fetch this later," she said. "You should explore. You’ll find the estate is quite different in daylight than at night." She paused at the door. "And Lilith? You belong here. Don’t let anyone make you forget that."

Then she was gone, leaving Lilith alone with her thoughts and the late morning light still streaming through the windows.

She spent the next hour exploring her room more thoroughly, opening drawers to find them stocked with undergarments and stockings, running her fingers along the spines of the books on the shelves. They were diverse...histories, novels, poetry, philosophy. Someone had chosen them with care, selecting a range that suggested they weren’t sure what she’d like but wanted to offer options.

It was on the vanity that she found the first note.

It was a simple card, placed beneath a vase of fresh flowers...white roses and something with small purple blooms she didn’t recognize. The handwriting was precised and controlled, written in silver ink.

For your room. Hope they bring you some peace. — N

N. Nicholas.

She picked up the card, reading it again, trying to find hidden meaning in its simplicity. But it seemed genuinely straightforward...a kind gesture, flowers for her room, hoping they would bring peace. No possession in it, no darkness. Just thoughtfulness.

She set the card down carefully and moved to the bookshelf, scanning the titles again. There was a small stack of newer-looking volumes on one shelf, set apart from the others, and when she pulled one out, she found another card tucked inside the front cover.

Thought you might like these. — S

Sebastian. He’d selected books for her, had left them here with a simple note.

She found the third note on her writing desk, placed next to fresh paper and good-quality pens. The handwriting was rougher than the others, less controlled, but no less clear.

Your desk. Use it. Write what you want. This is your space. — L

Lucian. He’d ensured she had the tools to write, had acknowledged her need for a space that was her own.

Lilith stood in the middle of her room, holding the three cards, and felt something shift in her chest. These small gestures, these tiny acknowledgments of her presence and her comfort, they didn’t erase what had happened before. They didn’t make everything acceptable. But they did suggest something she hadn’t quite allowed herself to believe: that the brothers were trying. That they were capable of thought beyond their own immediate needs.

She arranged the three cards on her vanity, positioned where she could see them when she sat at the mirror. Then she moved to the window and looked out at the gardens again, at the peaceful grounds, at the staff moving through their morning routines.

The late morning light caught her face in the glass, and for the first time since arriving at Blackwood, Lilith saw something in her own reflection that wasn’t fear or resignation or exhaustion. She saw someone who belonged somewhere. Someone who had a room of her own, books waiting to be read, flowers in a vase, space to breathe.

It wasn’t happiness, not yet. But it was the beginning of something that might become happiness if she let it.

She pressed her hand against the glass, feeling the cool smoothness beneath her palm, and made a quiet promise to herself: she would explore this place. She would accept the kindness being offered. She would give herself permission to find comfort here, even if everything was still uncertain.

Even if the brothers were still strangers wearing the faces of mates she’d never asked for.

Lilith turned away from the window and made her way to the bookshelf, selecting one of Sebastian’s recommendations. She settled into the comfortable chair near the window overlooking the pack ground and opened the book, letting the late morning sunlight and the gentle quiet of her new room wrap around her like a blanket.

For the first time in four months, she felt almost at peace.