Chapter 378: Chapter 378: The Child Was Stillborn
In fact, many times, especially last time when talking to Ji Hanyu about little Beiting’s mother, Bai Haoxue almost couldn’t hold back from telling Ji Hanyu.
But, if he knew that the death of their child was because of his virus...
He would definitely feel very guilty and painful.
Because at that time, Bai Haoxue didn’t know that Ji Hanyu actually already knew she was pregnant.
Bai Haoxue thought that since Ji Hanyu didn’t know she was pregnant, he didn’t know they once had a child.
And... that child, their child, had already left from the moment he was born.
Bai Haoxue thought, isn’t not knowing actually a good thing?
Ji Hanyu knew nothing, so he wouldn’t be in pain, wouldn’t be guilty.
However, Bai Haoxue didn’t expect that Ji Hanyu had already known she was pregnant so early on.
"Ji Hanyu, many times I wanted to tell you, but every time I..."
"I understand!"
Ji Hanyu held her in his arms, not letting her continue to speak.
She actually couldn’t keep things to herself and couldn’t hide anything.
If something bothered her, she would say it, if she was wronged, she would cry or even make a scene in front of him.
That she could hold it in for so long, such a big thing, was all for him. How could he not understand?
After a long while, Ji Hanyu finally said, "Tell me about our child!"
This was the saddest topic for both of them.
"When I was giving birth, it was my dad and Ye Jinyan who took me to the hospital. The baby wasn’t due yet, but I accidentally moved at home, disturbed the fetus, and the baby was born early.
I chose a natural birth, but the process was too painful, and I passed out completely after giving birth.
When I woke up, I was still very weak, I asked my dad and Ye Jinyan to bring the baby to me to see.
They kept hesitating, wanting to say something but stopping.
I realized something was wrong and insisted on seeing the baby.
Dad held me back, Ye Jinyan brought the baby to me.
I found the baby’s face very abnormal, bluish-purple, he didn’t cry or make a fuss, I was terrified.
I asked what was going on? Dad wouldn’t say, Ye Jinyan wouldn’t say either.
I pulled out the IV needle, got out of bed with the baby, and wanted to find a doctor.
My dad held me back, Ye Jinyan told me it was no use, the baby was already dead, he was born dead.
I broke down at the time, due to excessive emotions, I passed out again.
When I woke up again, I was clamoring to find the baby, but Ye Jinyan said he and my dad had cooperated with the hospital to handle the baby."
Bai Haoxue looked up at Ji Hanyu, "At that time, I was almost in despair, but Bai Youran came to tell me.
She said you came back from outside, she said you regretted it, and you were ready to take people to seize me back.
Moreover, right after Bai Youran said that, I received your call, you were very emotional on the phone, you said you wanted to meet me, you said you had something to tell me.
At that time, I hated you the most, I blamed you for everything, my mother’s death, the child’s death, how could I be willing to see you? It was even more impossible to be willing to return to your side!"
People often subconsciously vent all their emotions on the one they love the most.
Ji Hanyu frowned, with doubts in his heart, "They were very good at using our conflicts at that time.
The reason I wanted to meet you then was because as soon as I came back, I knew you hadn’t aborted our child.
I was overjoyed and at the same time eagerly wanted to meet you, knowing there was a ninety-nine percent chance you wouldn’t see me, but I still mustered up the courage to call you."
