Chapter 369: Chapter 369: Hating Herself for Not Being Completely Ruthless Toward Him
However, when Bai Haoxue ran to the edge of the cliff.
There was no sign of her mother...
The last shred of hope in Bai Haoxue’s heart was completely gone.
In reality, Bai Haoxue didn’t see Ji Hanyu fall off the cliff either. When she arrived, Ji Hanyu had already climbed back up and was just lying there.
Her mother was dead, and she should have thought that Ji Hanyu had jumped out of the car when it went over the edge.
He hadn’t fallen, he wasn’t dead!
He had murdered her beloved mother in the cruelest way, completely erasing her from existence.
Bai Haoxue, in her rage, roared in questioning, "Ji Hanyu... why? Why did you do this? She was my mother!
How could you kill my mother? How could you kill my mother?"
Bai Haoxue pushed Ji Hanyu forcefully, hitting him in a breakdown. Ji Hanyu didn’t fight back, standing there straight, letting her hit him.
Then he pulled the frantic Bai Haoxue into his arms and said apologetically, "I’m sorry!"
Sorry!
Bai Haoxue looked up at Ji Hanyu.
He had killed her beloved mother, without a word of explanation or remorse, just the three most useless words, I’m sorry.
In that instant, Bai Haoxue’s hatred and anger reached their peak, and she pulled out the Swiss Army knife from Ji Hanyu’s body and stabbed it into him.
He killed her mother!
She wanted revenge!
Bai Haoxue kept brainwashing herself to avenge her mother, saying she needed to make Ji Hanyu pay for her mother’s death.
But seeing Ji Hanyu bleeding profusely, seeing him being rescued by Xiao Bei and the others, she panicked greatly, her hands trembling uncontrollably.
She hated, loathed herself for being like this.
Even after he killed her mother, she still couldn’t help but worry about him.
She was an unfilial daughter.
From that day on, Bai Haoxue lived every day in a world obsessed with avenging her mother, wanting to kill Ji Hanyu.
She used countless methods to hurt Ji Hanyu, but at the same time, wasn’t she also hurting herself?
To witness her lover kill her own mother.
Such a tragic scene was enough to make a person break down.
But every time she tried to act, she hesitated at the last moment, otherwise, given Ji Hanyu’s lack of defense against Bai Haoxue’s indulgence.
Even with Xiao Bei, the Divine Doctor, Ji Hanyu would still be doomed.
But precisely because of this, she lived in even greater agony.
To avenge, to avenge her mother, every time she made up her mind.
Yet every time she held back at the last moment.
She hated Ji Hanyu, and hated even more that she couldn’t completely harden her heart against him.
She tortured Ji Hanyu, and tortured herself, falling into an endless cycle...
But what was even more laughable, more pitiful, was that she found herself pregnant.
Pregnant with the child of the man who killed her mother.
She was only nineteen at the time, and if her mother hadn’t had an accident, she would still be a child herself.
Her mother’s pampered little princess.
But she was pregnant, during a time when she shouldn’t be pregnant at all.
During that time, every day facing Ji Hanyu, Bai Haoxue was like a hedgehog covered in spikes, wounding him everywhere, while also becoming scarred all over herself.
Yet every late night, the only companion she had was the little life inside her belly.
She touched her belly, just around two months, not yet showing.
But she could most directly feel his presence and would unconsciously stroke her belly, pouring out all her thoughts.
The baby inside her became her daily emotional wastebasket.
Only when facing the baby could she find peace in her heart.
But as soon as she saw Ji Hanyu, her mind was filled with her mother, her mother.
All she thought about was revenge, revenge!
Yet strangely and ironically, she hadn’t the thought of leaving again.
Since moving into Snowfield Manor on the first day, she had thought of leaving every day.
But in the end, she settled down there...
