Chapter 4: WHAT THE BOND DECIDES
KEISHA’S POV
It had been four days of staying in the cabin and something felt off. Terribly wrong.
I had spent the last days repeating the same routine over and over ㅡ wake up, take a bath, eat, stare out the window, walk around the environs, go back into the cabin to sleep and think about everything, eat and then sleep again. Fairly normal.
Until last night.
It didn’t start this bad. Just a low, warm and fuzzy feeling in the pit of my stomach. Something faint but making me very much aware. My senses were heightened, the bond was crackling worse than it had been and I felt a familiar heat surge in me.
That shouldn’t be possible.
I couldn’t be going into heat right now. I didn’t bring any suppressants because I wasn’t supposed to go into heat.
But clearly, that memo didn’t get to it.
The sun was just beginning to set below the horizon while I curled up in the living room of the cabin, nearly losing my mind as I contemplated going outside for some air.
That would be a terrible idea.
I wouldn’t be able to control myself if I met anyone and would very much likely fuck them in the open if they let me.
Stay insㅡ
The doorknob rattled and I froze, looking up at it, my eyes glazed over.
I wasn’t expecting anyone.
The knob rattled again and this time, it was forced open as someone walked inside.
For a second, I didn’t seem to register who it was. But then, they came into view and my heart dropped.
"Keisha?" His voice was a low growl as he stared down at my curled up figure.
Towering over me was Alpha Callum ㅡ Nadia’s father, the Alpha of Ashveil pack and the man I had looked up to as a guardian growing up.
His eyes flared with uncontrollable heat even as he moved a step closer. "You shouldn’t be here."
My breathing was ragged, heart skipping a beat as a second person came into view behind him ㅡ Dane. His beta. And my sister’s ex who ruined her life.
No.
Dane gently shut the door behind him, looking at Callum. "Alphaㅡ"
Heat coiled low in my guts and for a hot second, I wasn’t thinking as I dragged myself to my feet, stumbling towards them.
My body ached for contact. Something. Anything to get the itch away.
"Please..." I didn’t know what I was begging for as I held on to Alpha Callum’s shirt, gripping the fabric tightly.
He looked conflicted ㅡ torn between the evident consequences of giving in to the raging desire that coursed through him. But I could see it in his eyes. The heat. The way he was close to fracturing.
My gaze slid to Dane and for a second, I forgot how much I hated him for ruining my sister’s life. My body wanted one thing. No, two. It wanted them.
"Please...Just this night..." I whispered, the last of my brain cells shutting off.
In less than a moment, I felt hot lips crash against mine, desperate and urgent.
Dane.
His hand fisted in my hand, pulling me harder against the hard planes of his body as he backed me up against the wall.
Incomprehensible words escaped me as I threaded my fingers through his hair, tugging at the strands as I arched my body into his touch. "Oh my godㅡ" I groaned, a whimper leaving my lips as his lips slanted against mine.
A looming presence made my eyes flutter open as Alpha Callum stalked towards us, eyes dark with want and desire. There was no recognition in his eyes. Nothing to hold him back and tell him he was wrong.
His lips found my neck as Dane continued to kiss my lips with ferociousness, biting and sucking on the skin.
Pleasure coursed through me as I felt strong hands snake under my gown and cup my pussy.
Oh shit.
I jerked forward with a gasp that was swallowed by Dane’s mouth as I felt Alpha Callum’s fingers push my panties aside before cupping my bare pussy.
Stars exploded behind my eyelids as I grinded desperately against his hand, feeling overwhelmed by Dane who slanted his lips against mine, his tongue tangling with mine in my mouth while Alpha Callum flicked the nub of my pussy, sending shockwaves coursing through me.
I needed himㅡ I needed them.
"Pleaseㅡ Fuck me...Oh my gㅡ" My pleas trailed off into a whimper as Alpha Callum slid a finger into my dripping pussy.
His finger was thick and curled deep inside me, hitting a spot I didn’t know existed. I shamelessly ground into his hand as Dane gripped the front of my gown, ripping it away so easily like it was paper with a growl.
Cold air hit my bare chest and I barely had the time to react before Dane’s hot mouth was latched onto a nipple, teeth dragging across the hardened areolas as he sucked on it.
I threw my head back against the stone walls, lips parted in silent ecstasy as Dane continued to lash at my tits while Alpha Callum added a second finger. Then a third. Scissoring and curling deep inside me.
Pleasure built inside me very fast as my orgasm neared. "Oh my god, I think I’m gonnaㅡ" My words ended with a string of curses as I reached my peak, shuddering while I desperately rode out my orgasm on Alpha Callum’s fingers, hips bucking wildly. "Oh my god. Oh fuckㅡ" I cried out.
Dane pulled away with a pop and Alpha Callum pulled out his fingers too with a wet squelching sound.
My vision was blurry but I watched as Alpha Callum raised those same fingers to his mouth, wrapping his tongue around them while staring at me intently.
Oh my fucking...
"Our turn, princess." Dane smirked wickedly.
Before I had time to process what that meant, his strong hands were wrapped around my waist, turning me around and pressing me against the wall so fast that I had to immediately plant my hands on the walls to avoid my face being squashed against it.
Cold air brushed against my bare ass as someone — not sure which one of them — pushed up the rags that were left of my dress and barely covering my bottom half up, exposing the last of my shame to them.
I could feel myself dripping, still in shock of the last orgasm I just experienced. Why was I so turned on by this? It had to be because of the heat. Definitely. Not because a part of me wanted to feel this wanted by people. That shameless part of me ached for them to mark every inch of my skin—
Something nudged against the head of my pussy, sending a thrilling shiver down my spine as I realized what it was. The head of a cock.
The thick mushroom head pressed insistently against my slick folds, teasing my entrance as I whimpered, my body betraying every rational thought screaming in my head. This was wrong — Alpha Callum was like a father figure, the man who’d protected me for years after my parents died. And Dane... God, Dane had shattered my sister’s heart, left her broken. I should hate him, push them away but the heat raging through me drowned out everything else.
My pussy clenched around nothing, desperate for that stretch and fullness to ease the ache that pulsated through me like a live being.
"Fuck, you’re soaked for us," Dane’s voice rumbled from behind me, his breath hot against my ear. His hands gripped my hips, fingers digging into my flesh as he nudged forward, the blunt tip of his cock sliding through my wetness. "You want this cock, don’t you, Keisha? Beg for it."
I bit my lip, tears pricking my eyes — not from pain, but from the shame twisting in my gut. Oh goddess. "Dane... please," I whispered, my voice breaking. It was a plea. Mostly half for mercy and half for more. My ass arched back instinctively, pressing against him and he groaned.
Without warning, he thrust in, burying his thick cock deep inside my pussy in one brutal stroke. I cried out, the sound echoing off the stone walls as my walls stretched around him, gripping him like a vice. He was huge, filling me so completely that stars burst behind my closed eyelids. "Oh God, it’s too much—" I gasped, but my hips rocked back, chasing the burn, the pleasure coiling tight in my core.
"That’s it, take it," Dane growled, pulling out almost to the tip before slamming back in, his pace relentless. Each thrust jolted me forward against the wall, my breasts scraping the rough surface. His hand came down hard on my ass, the sharp smack echoing as pain blossomed into heat, making me clench around him. "Fuck, your pussy’s sucking me in. You love being our little slut, don’t you?"
Fuck, why did his words turn me on so much?
"Yes — oh fuck, yes," I moaned, hating myself for it, but unable to stop. Another smack landed on my other cheek, harder this time, and I sobbed, the sting pushing me closer to the edge.
Alpha Callum stepped closer, his presence looming like a shadow as Dane’s thrusts grew erratic, his cock swelling inside me, the base thickening as his knot began to form. "Fuck, she’s tight — gonna knot her, fill her up." He smacked my ass again, the pain making me cry out louder, my pussy fluttering around him.
"Do it," Callum ordered, his hand tangling in my hair, yanking my head back so I met his gaze. His eyes were wild, no trace of the guardian left, just raw need remained. "But I’m not waiting any longer."
He moved behind Dane, but no — wait, his hands were on me now, spreading my cheeks as Dane kept pounding into my pussy. I felt the cool air on my exposed ass, then the press of another cock, slick with my own arousal from earlier, against my tight hole.
No. No. I had never.
But instead, I found myself pushing back to meet him eagerly. "Uh..."
"Shh, princess," Callum murmured, his voice brushing over me like a dark caress. "No words." He pushed forward slowly at first, the head of his cock breaching my ass, stretching me inch by agonizing inch.
I stifled, the dual fullness overwhelming, pain and pleasure blurring into one. Dane didn’t stop, his knot pressing against my entrance now, demanding entry.
"Relax for me," Dane grunted, smacking my ass once more, the jolt making me loosen just enough. With a final, powerful thrust, his knot popped inside my pussy, locking us together as he grunted, hot cum flooding me in thick spurts.
The sensation triggered my own orgasm, waves crashing over me as I wailed, my walls milking him desperately. "Fuck. Dane... OhOh my fucking goddess..."
Callum groaned, sinking deeper into my ass, his own knot swelling as he bottomed out. "So tight..." He started moving then, shallow thrusts that rubbed against Dane’s cock through the thin wall separating them, the friction driving me insane. I sobbed, moans tearing from my throat as another climax built, my body shaking between them.
"Fuck, you’re so pretty when you’re this desperate..." Alpha Callum grunted as his knot inflated fully, tying him in my ass as he came, pulsing deep, his release mixing with the mess already spilling from me.
We stayed locked like that, their cocks throbbing inside me, cum leaking down my thighs as I panted, tears soaking my face as my knees buckled.
Oh fuck. What had I done?
**************
Regret slammed into me the next morning.
I woke up, my thighs deliciously sore and now tucked in bed.
Had they left already?
Flashes of last night flooded my brain and I clenched my thighs together, feeling shame and desire twist into one.
What had I done?
"Are you okay?" a hard voice from the door had me jolting, startled by the sudden appearance of the person.
Dane.
My eyes widened and my cheeks burned. "What are you doing here?"
He was fully dressed now and his lips were pulled down in a frown. Those same lips that couldn’t stay off my tits— my cheeks burned even hotter and I looked away.
Shit.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
The reality of what I had done only just hit me then. I had sex with my best friend’s father and his beta who was my sister’s ex. How could I have been that stupid?
"Where’s Alpha—"
"Back at the pack." He cut me off.
My chest ached. "And you’re still here for what?"
For a long second, he said nothing. Then he sighed. "About last night. I think none of us were in our right senses. I think it’s best we don’t mention it to anyone else. You understand why, don’t you? There’s a bond between the three of us, Keisha."
I felt sick.
That was an abomination. There was no such thing as a dual bond for one person. If anyone found out about this, they would lose their position in the pack and fuck knows what would happen to me.
"Get out." I muttered.
"Keisha—"
"Get out now. We don’t ever talk about this again. Okay?!" I snapped, feeling confused and frustrated.
He didn’t say anything. His jaw tightened and he walked out of the cabin, leaving me to my thoughts.
I buried my face in my hands.
What had I done? And why did I like it so much?
