Chapter 448: Chapter 448 I am the Biggest Victim_1
She had not expected this at all. The last time they met she was so tender, gazing at him with love.
But this time, she was so icy cold and ruthless, as if a stranger.
"Ye Lu, what do you take me for, breaking up with me over a fit of anger with the media? Is marriage just a game in your eyes? Marriage is a big deal, you didn’t even communicate with me or give me a chance to explain. You called it off just like that. Don’t you think you are being unreasonable and selfish?"
Who could be more ridiculous than him, who found out from the news that he had been dumped, abandoned.
Did she really have to be so ruthless and ultimate over one argument? He could not understand, and he was angry, beyond reason.
"Do you think we really need to get married? Mutual distrust destroys all trust easily, what’s the point of such a marriage? I won’t marry a man who doesn’t trust me."
Ye Lu looked at his pained and furious expression and couldn’t bring herself to have a complete fall out.
After loving this man deeply for eight years, those feelings were too overpowering, too hard to let it go. Even if they end up in this situation, she didn’t want to rip off the last shred of respectability, making their love so despicably dirty."
"So, that’s your reason? What kind of reason is that?" Gu Yan felt as though he had been struck by lightning, his face turned pale, even more, unable to accept this.
What couple doesn’t have arguments? How could she readily cast him aside over such a petty quarrel?
What did he do wrong? Jun Huang seduced her, he suspected Jun Huang might have done something to her, was he wrong? That man dared to lay hands on her on their wedding night, why couldn’t he suspect, and which man wouldn’t?
His beloved treated in such a way, was also heartbreaking for him. Was he supposed to act like he knew nothing, then that would be right?
"I can’t believe it, this isn’t the real reason. Seven years ago, after that incident, you still didn’t give up on our love. But now, for just one argument, you can easily throw away eight years’ worth of feelings?" He questioned furiously.
Mentioning the incident from seven years ago made Ye Lu’s heart ache, and all of her grievances erupted.
"So, do you think that because I love you, I should always compromise? Yes, I slept with another man on our wedding night, you were heartbroken, I could understand that, and I was sorry for it. But what about my pain? Do you think it was any less than yours? Everyone feels wronged and pitiful, but who pities me, understands me?"
Gu Yan was taken aback, his handsome face turned pale.
"Do you remember that morning? When you came back and saw me like that, you were furious. You told me to get lost. Do you know how heartbroken I was? What did I do wrong? I was a victim too. I was humiliated for no reason and lost my innocence.
My pain is no less than anyone else’s. But every one of you blamed me. Your mother ruthlessly drove me out of the Gu Family, unable to tolerate my tarnish. Have any of you ever considered that I am the most innocent person?"
As Ye Lu recalled everything, tears uncontrollably rolled down her cheeks. This was the darkest period of her life.
She would never forget the feeling of helplessness when she was abandoned. The despair and confusion of a girl driven out of the Gu Family.
She was the biggest victim, violated and tainted, yet she had the carry all the blames.
"Gu Yan, did you ever consider my pain then? Did you lend me a hand when I needed support? Because I was ’dirty’, you disposed of me so easily. So today, what right do you have to accuse me of easily abandoning you?"
