Chapter 2452: Chapter 593: Giving Up
Lu Yinxing needed to spend some time thinking carefully about what to do next, what the next step should be.
After returning to school, life for Lu Yinxing was still very peaceful.
Later, Xia Yangyang even called, asking why they returned early and mentioning that some food prepared for them was left behind.
Lu Yinxing made up an excuse to brush it off.
Xia Yangyang’s words were still filled with concern, even urging Xia Ye to take good care of her outside.
Everything seemed as it was before, nothing had changed.
This made Lu Yinxing feel as if she was under an illusion.
Perhaps that thing never happened at all.
At that time, Xia Yangyang didn’t appear at the door.
Everything was still the way it was.
But Lu Yinxing always felt that the current peace was only superficial.
She felt like a small boat on a calm sea.
On the surface, the weather was sunny, the sunset was beautiful, but deep in the sea, something was already stirring.
At any moment, a huge hammer could swallow her like a blood-soaked mouth.
And so, this matter was shelved like that.
During this time, Lu Yinxing’s courses were particularly heavy.
So she didn’t have any extra time for unnecessary thoughts.
However, every night, Lu Yinxing would still have nightmares.
Once again, she was awakened by a nightmare tonight.
In the dream, her parents looked at her with an expression of extreme disappointment.
Finally, that look turned into a demon, swallowing her whole.
Lu Yinxing woke up in fear.
When she sat up, she was drenched in cold sweat.
She pulled the phone out from under her pillow, only to find it was just three in the morning.
Recently, she often woke up at this hour.
Then she couldn’t fall back asleep, lying awake until dawn.
These days, because of lack of rest, combined with heavy coursework, Lu Yinxing felt she was almost having a mental breakdown.
And at this moment, Xia Ye suddenly got up.
They were sleeping in bunk beds.
Lu Yinxing slept on the top bunk.
Xia Ye slept on the bottom bunk.
Xia Ye stood at the bed edge, gently patting Lu Yinxing’s back: "What’s wrong, another nightmare?"
Lu Yinxing sobered up a little: "It’s nothing, why are you awake, did I wake you?"
Xia Ye just shook his head: "I can’t sleep."
During this period, Xia Ye was also full of worries.
Actually, his world was small, what’s most important was his family.
He could ignore the views of the world, but he couldn’t disregard his family’s feelings.
So, Lu Yinxing understood Xia Ye’s pain.
Xia Ye said: "Do you want to come down and sleep with me?"
If it were before, Lu Yinxing would have outright refused because it would be crossing a line.
But now, Lu Yinxing agreed.
Lu Yinxing climbed down from the top bunk, and the two of them slept together in the bottom bunk.
Actually, it was a single bed, so it was a bit crowded for the two of them.
Lu Yinxing lay in Xia Ye’s arms: "Brother, can we talk for a while?"
"What do you want to talk about?"
"Do you think we can always be together in the future?"
"Of course."
Lu Yinxing said: "But I’m a bit scared."
"Scared of what?"
"Many things, I can’t explain."
"Yinxing, I know our future is very difficult, but I want to tell you, at any time, don’t give up, okay?"
In her heart, Lu Yinxing had already entertained a bit of the thought of giving up.
Lu Yinxing had imagined these days.
What if their parents strongly opposed it?
What if no one could understand?
