Chapter 136: SLUT COMING
NOTE: THIS Chapter COMES BEFORE THE Chapter "TRUTH" READ IT FIRST BEFORE I SOLVE THE TECHNICALLY ERRORS.
AMARIS
I was exponentially becoming a slut.
Being tossed around by different men like some kind of pack whore who couldn’t keep her legs closed.
Ryker had just left my room after making me squirt all over his fingers and now I was standing here alone with my legs still shaking and my pussy still throbbing from what he’d done to me.
Yesterday I’d fucked both twins together and in two days I was supposed to mate their father.
Two fucking days.
Saturday.
I touched my face and my hands were shaking.
Corvin’s hands had been on my waist when he came in earlier, pulling me close while he told me about the mating with his breath hot on my neck and Ryker hiding in my closet watching everything and probably wanting to murder his own father.
Then after Corvin left Ryker had burst out and told me I couldn’t be mated to his father before storming out like that declaration solved anything.
Like I had any choice in this.
My father sold me off like cattle and now I was trapped here waiting to be claimed by an Alpha who terrified me one minute and turned me on the next because apparently I was fucked up enough to get wet from danger.
I needed to shower.
Right now.
I walked to the bathroom on legs that still felt weak and turned the water as hot as it would go.
Steam filled the room while I stripped off my clothes and stepped under the spray, grabbed the soap and started scrubbing at my skin like I could wash away the last twenty-four hours.
But I couldn’t wash away the memory of Ryker and Rowan both touching me and fucking me and making me come over and over until I couldn’t think straight.
Couldn’t wash away how Ryker’s fingers felt inside me this morning.
Couldn’t wash away feeling Corvin’s hard cock pressed against my ass through his pants.
I was so fucked.
So completely fucked.
The water eventually ran cold and my skin was red and raw from scrubbing.
I got out, dried off roughly, pulled on jeans and a sweater because I needed to feel covered and protected even though I knew clothes wouldn’t actually protect me from anything that was coming.
I sat on my bed trying to calm down and process everything but my mind wouldn’t stop spinning.
Time passed while I spiraled about the absolute mess I called my life.
The light in my room changed and that’s when I realized I hadn’t seen Nia all day.
Nia always checked on me multiple times, brought me things, sat and talked with me about nothing important just to keep me company because she knew how lonely I was here.
But I hadn’t seen her since yesterday.
Something felt wrong, this uneasy feeling settling in my gut.
I got up and left my room, walking through the hallways looking for her and checking the usual places.
Cole was in the library sitting in one of the big chairs with a book in his hands that he wasn’t actually reading, just staring at the pages like they might suddenly make sense.
"Have you seen Nia today?" I asked from the doorway, without offering the courtesy of greeting him first.
He looked up. "No, I haven’t seen her at all actually."
"Really?" I walked into the room. "She mentioned yesterday she wanted to talk to you."
Cole frowned. "She never came to see me."
The uneasy feeling got stronger, twisting harder in my stomach.
"Is everything okay?" Cole set down his book and looked at me with actual concern on his face.
"Yeah, I’m probably just being paranoid." I forced a smile that felt wrong. "I’m sure she’s fine."
But I wasn’t sure at all.
Nia wouldn’t just disappear without telling me, she knew I relied on her and she always made sure I knew where she was and what she was doing.
I left before Cole could ask more questions and walked through the pack house and outside into the courtyard near the training grounds.
The evening air hit my overheated skin and I breathed in deep trying to calm my racing thoughts about Nia and everything else that was falling apart.
That’s when I saw him.
Rowan.
Alone near the training area, shirtless and covered in sweat that made his muscles gleam in the fading sunlight like he was carved from bronze.
Our eyes met across the courtyard and I felt it immediately, that pull of the mate bond like a rope tied around my ribs yanking me toward him whether I wanted it to or not.
He gestured with his head for me to follow and started walking toward a private alcove between two buildings where no one would see us.
I knew I shouldn’t follow him.
I knew this was such a terrible idea.
But my feet moved anyway, carrying me after him like I had no control over my own body anymore.
He was waiting for me in the shadows between the buildings and the second I got close enough his hands were on me, grabbing me and pushing me back against the stone wall with his body crowding mine and trapping me there.
"We need to talk." His voice came out rough and his hands went immediately to my waist and then my hips, sliding up my sides possessively.
"Rowan—"
"I’ve been thinking about you all day, I can’t get you out of my head." His mouth was so close to my neck I felt his breath hot on my skin. "I want you alone this time, without Ryker."
His hands kept moving, exploring my body through my clothes while I tried to remember how to breathe properly.
"We can’t do this." I put my hands on his chest to push him away but my body wasn’t cooperating because I wanted him too much. "I’m getting married in two days."
"To my father." The words came out bitter and angry and his hands gripped my hips harder, possessive. "That’s what we need to talk about."
But he wasn’t talking, he was touching me everywhere and I was losing my mind from how good it felt.
His hands slid up under my sweater and found bare skin and I gasped when his thumbs brushed the underside of my breasts.
"Rowan, we can’t—"
His mouth found that spot on my neck that made my knees go weak and my protest died in my throat.
"Tell me you don’t want this." His hands cupped my breasts through my bra and squeezed roughly. "Tell me you don’t want me."
I couldn’t tell him that.
It would be a lie.
I wanted him so badly I would allow him to take me right here right now in this open corner.
