Chapter 59: Chapter 59: Raw Release
RAMON’S POV
"Have you lost your mind?!" I dropped Lorena in my room and banged the door shut behind us. The loud slam echoed through the walls, and the force made the wooden frame shake.
She lunged towards me in attack, her nails out like claws, but I easily sidestepped her. Pushing her away, she fell onto the bed but jumped up almost immediately, her chest heaving with anger.
"Why did you go to her? You were supposed to come to me! Me! I waited for you in my room. I had everything prepared. Why did you go to her?!" She threw a pillow at me, her voice cracking with hurt and rage.
I caught it and sent it flying back. "Because she’s my mate, and I can do whatever the fuck I want?!"
"Clearly you can. You’re the alpha after all," she said with disdain, her eyes flashing with pain.
"That’s right. I’m the alpha. You don’t question me. If we didn’t have history, I would have had you killed for daring to do that."
"Then kill me Ramon!"
"What?" My brow slanted in confusion. I stared at her, trying to understand where all this aggression was coming from.
Where was all this aggression coming from? I knew she had deluded herself into thinking she was going to end up being my Luna, but this was taking it a step too far.
"You heard me! I’d rather you kill me than forget."
"Lower your voice!" I growled in annoyance. My head was already pounding from everything that had happened tonight.
"Did you when you were coming uncontrollably? I heard your voice!"
"And so? I didn’t give you a request, Lorena. I said, lower your voice!"
She jerked and went silent, her body trembling with barely held back tears.
"Better," I muttered, and walked to the bed.
The mattress dipped under my weight as I sat down heavily. I looked down and saw I had managed to get my pants up in the midst of all that chaos. My body still felt the aftershocks of what had happened with Sonia, the memory of her innocent mouth making my cock twitch again.
Despite Lorena’s sudden entrance, I had managed the impossible.
"Why?" She asked after a few minutes of silence. Her voice had softened, but the bitterness was still there.
"Why what?"
"Why are you forgetting the goal? Have you forgotten everything you told me? All of your plans? How can you suddenly forget all of that?"
"Who said I forgot?" I asked defensively.
The real truth was that for a moment, I had forgotten. When I entered Sonia’s room, I forgot. When I pushed her to her knees, I forgot. When I unzipped my pants and saw her eyes widen at the sight of my hardness, I forgot. When I felt the cool wetness of her mouth for the first time, I forgot. I forgot throughout the process, even as I climaxed deep in her throat.
The truth was, as the days went by, my memories faded. Every time I saw her, I forgot. She had the kind of face to make a man forget. Her aura could bring the strongest man to his knees. Her innocence mixed with that quiet fire inside her was dangerous.
Maybe I shouldn’t be too hard on Lorena. That was where she came in. She made me remember. It was her duty.
"No, I didn’t forget."
"So why can’t you resist her? You’ve been doing fine. Don’t I pleasure you enough?"
It was nothing like what I had just felt with Sonia. I hadn’t felt this kind of completion in a very long time. And all it took was an inexperienced mouth and eyes that stared directly into my soul. Her innocence made everything feel new and raw. The way she gagged softly around me, the tears in her eyes, the way her tongue moved hesitantly at first before finding rhythm, it was addictive.
I said it before. Her eyes were a witch’s dream. They could enchant the strongest of persons. That would explain why I couldn’t stop when I started with her. If this madness continued, how the heck was I supposed to carry out any revenge?
"You’re changing," she said, and I could hear the bitterness in her voice. She stepped closer, her nightgown slipping off one shoulder, revealing smooth skin.
"No I’m not."
"Yes you are. I get that she’s your fated mate, I really do. But hate is supposed to consume that bond. You hate Fenris don’t you?"
She looked me in the eyes, and I had never seen Lorena look that vulnerable. It was as if she was afraid something would happen. Her lower lip trembled slightly, and her hands clenched at her sides.
"With my every breath," I replied with my hand stroking her face. Her skin felt warm under my palm, familiar.
She closed her eyes, and I felt her wolf purr softly.
"And you want him gone, don’t you?"
"I want him gone." My fingers stroked her lips, and then her ears. They were soft and sensitive, and I watched her shiver.
A small moan escaped her lips. "But first, you want him to suffer, don’t you?"
Once more, I responded affirmatively. My eyes travelled down to her neck, and I massaged it gently. The pulse there beat fast under my thumb.
"How do you think you can hurt Fenris? You alleviated the brothers’ worries today. That was such a wrong move. If you had me by your side, whispering in your ears like it used to be, it would never have happened."
"Really?" My eyes darkened, as I attacked her neck with my tongue. I licked a slow line up her throat, tasting the salt of her skin. She tasted like desire and jealousy mixed together.
I felt her wolf jump in heat, and it pushed me to slurp on her clavicle. My tongue pressed harder, sucking lightly until a red mark formed. She threw her head back, but kept going.
After all, it was a game to see who would yield first. That exactly was the difference. Lorena was experienced. But never quite a routine. She knew how to move her body, how to arch her back just right, how to moan in that breathy way that used to drive me wild.
On the other hand, Sonia was new. She was a discovery. She made something as simple as kissing exciting. And it was all thanks to both her innocence and charm. The way she had looked up at me with those wide, shocked eyes while her mouth was full of me —that memory made my cock harden again.
"The person Fenris adores the most is his daughter. Torture her, and you torture him. Touch her, and you touch him. You need to take your desires more seriously. Your desire to destroy Fenris I mean."
I bit her neck lightly, and she let out a big moan. The sound was loud and needy, vibrating against my mouth.
"You have to—" her words trailed to a stop when I pulled her from the bed and pushed her against the wall. Her back hit the cool surface with a soft thud, and she gasped.
"Why don’t you ever do it on the bed?" She asked, as I lifted her gown and she wrapped a leg around my waist. Her thigh was smooth and warm against my hip.
If I were to think about her question, the answer would simply be because I considered my bed very sacred. But if I told her that, she would be mad. I didn’t want her to be mad. Not when all I could think of was release.
I didn’t answer. Instead, I shoved her gown higher, exposing her completely. She wasn’t wearing anything underneath. My fingers found her wet and ready, sliding easily between her folds. She was soaked, her arousal coating my fingers as I rubbed her roughly.
She moaned loudly, her head falling back against the wall. "Ramon... please..."
I freed my cock from my pants. It was rock hard again, the head already leaking. I positioned myself at her entrance and thrust in deep in one hard stroke. She cried out, her walls clenching around me tightly. The feeling was good, hot and wet, but it wasn’t enough. It wasn’t Sonia.
I started moving fast, pounding into her with deep, punishing strokes. The sound of skin slapping skin filled the room, mixed with her loud moans and my grunts. Her breasts bounced with every thrust, her nipples hard against the fabric. I grabbed one roughly, pinching it between my fingers while I drove into her harder.
"Yes... like that..." she gasped, her nails digging into my shoulders. Her leg tightened around my waist, pulling me deeper.
I closed my eyes and imagined Sonia. Her innocent face looking up at me on her knees. The way her lips had stretched around me. The soft, surprised sounds she made. That memory made me thrust even harder, my hips slamming against Lorena’s.
Lorena’s moans grew louder, her body shaking as she got closer. "I’m... I’m going to..."
I didn’t slow down. I fucked her harder against the wall, chasing my own release. When she came, her walls squeezed me tight, pulsing around my cock. I growled and followed right after, spilling deep inside her with long, thick ropes of cum.
We stayed like that for a moment, breathing hard. Her body was limp against mine, her head resting on my shoulder.
But even as the pleasure faded, my mind went back to Sonia. To her wide eyes. To her soft mouth. To the way she had looked at me with that mix of fear and want.
I pulled out of Lorena and stepped back, my body still buzzing but my mind already somewhere else.
The night was far from over.
