“... ... What?”
Josh continued, recalling his memories without realizing the meaning of the quiet question.
“It was really cute, I still remember that commercial song. Sweet, sweet... ... .”
“So.”
Chase interrupted the song and spoke.
“What did you do with your first love?”
“Well, what did you do? We never met, and I was disappointed when I found out later that he was a guy... ... .”
Josh, who had casually confessed, stopped talking when he met Chase’s eyes. Chase narrowed his eyes and spoke in a low voice.
“You just sang the song? It must have been around the time that commercial came out... ... . I must have been in puberty.”
Chase, who had deliberately paused as if recalling his memories, laughed strangely. Josh quickly denied it.
“No, I was younger than that back then. I was older than you, but... ... .”
“But you must have been old enough to have wet dreams?”
“What?”
Josh doubted his ears. Chase looked straight into his eyes and licked his lips.
“Wet dreams. Don’t you know that you ejaculate while you sleep? You said it was your first love? You must have had dreams about me, right? About me.”
“T-T-No.”
“Tell me. How did I appear in your dreams? Did you kiss me? Or did you do something worse?”
“I was a kid, and you were even younger than that! Don’t spoil my first love.”
“Then.”
Chase gave a strange laugh as he shouted in embarrassment.
“Can you spoil it now?”
Oops.
He thought he had fallen for it, but it was too late. Josh lost his mind as Chase’s face came right up to his nose.
The sweet scent of pheromones wafted around him, tempting him. His lower body rose and his back got wet. Just imagining what would happen next made Josh's heart flutter and he couldn't hold it back.
"... ... !"
When their breath finally touched, Josh swallowed his breath urgently. Chase's tongue touched him before his lips. He felt the moist body temperature, then his tongue entered his mouth, and he stroked Josh's tongue that was curled up. Their lips met next.
"Uh, uhm... ... ."
A moan escaped Josh's lips. A short breath escaped as Chase gently rubbed his warm, wet flesh with his tongue. Soon he hugged his waist, and Josh hugged him back. Their bodies were tightly connected.
Before he knew it, the kiss deepened, their saliva mixed, and their heavy breaths poured out. Josh lowered his hand and placed it under Chase's waist, caressing his butt. He whispered as their lips parted for a moment.
“What are you wearing inside? Women’s panties?”
Chase half-opened his eyes and looked down at him. His gaze, still heated, turned to Josh. His excited breathing became even more erratic and touched his lips.
“What do you think?”
Chase whispered. Josh couldn’t answer. The lower half of his body that had suddenly stood up was directly transmitted to Chase. Chase smiled faintly and bit Josh’s lower lip.
“Go see for yourself.”
“Ha.”
Josh let out an exclamation without realizing it. He had never imagined that this man would do such a provocation, but the effect was amazing. Josh immediately felt his stomach boil and let out a ragged breath.
Josh felt Chase’s body as they pressed their lips together. He moved his fingers busily around the waist of her long one-piece dress and pulled up her voluminous skirt.
Unfortunately, the skirt, which was only knee-length, was too long for Chase’s height. Josh let out an annoyed groan from the back of his throat, but all his annoyance and anger disappeared at once when he saw her blushing face looking down at him.
Kissing her again, he finally grabbed the hem of her skirt. Just when he was about to reveal her underwear and check it, he did so.
“Mr. Miller, Mr. Miller! Where are you? The director is looking for you, Mr. Miller!”
“Fuck!”
Josh ended up cursing sincerely at that moment. Chase turned his head to look in the direction of the sound and smiled bitterly at Josh. Josh looked down at his hands in frustration for a moment and then took a step back. Chase let him go coolly.
“Are you going to wear it at night?”
He said, his eyes turning meaningfully to the skirt and Chase’s secret place.
“Then let’s go.”
Chase smiled strangely and answered.
“Wow.”
I thought he would just turn around and leave, but he suddenly looked back after walking a couple of steps.
“What if I didn’t wear underwear at all?”
This time, he couldn’t even make a foolish sound. Chase saw Josh’s face wide open and smiled briefly before turning around and leaving. The voice that had been searching for him also became quiet.
Josh, who was left behind, just blinked blankly for a moment. He also had to leave this place, but his hot lower body wouldn’t calm down. On top of that, his last words were like a nuclear bomb.
Josh eventually cursed and took out his penis to masturbate urgently. He vowed that he really wouldn’t leave Chase alone tonight.
“Uh.”
After spending a while, he was about to leave when he ran into Seth, who was walking by. Seth also noticed him and paused for a moment before approaching him.
“Did you have a good trip to the hospital?”
Josh gave a similar answer to Mark and walked alongside Seth. It seemed that filming had resumed, so people were gathered in one place again. Seth glanced over and opened his mouth.
“There’s chaos, really.”
“Mark said he thought of his childhood.”
When Josh pretended not to care, Seth tilted his head and soon agreed.
“Well, I kind of did that too. I thought of that song too. Sweet, sweet, my friend’s chocolate bar... ... .”
Seth paused while singing and tilted his head.
“What’s wrong with you?”
If only he could ask, “What?” But Josh already knew why. He knew that his face was burning hot.
“No, it’s just... ... It was my first love.”
Seth easily let it go when he told half-truths and half-lies.
“Well, how many guys aren’t like that? I was like that too.”
“... ... .”
“I didn’t know they’d grow up like that.”
The bitter aftertaste was something Josh could understand all too well. Josh silently patted his shoulder and walked away from the set together.
*@Punhap*
As soon as the director’s cut sounded, Chase jumped up from the chair he was sitting in. He left his designated location and walked to the makeup team waiting. It was time to check his overall style, including his faded makeup and messy wig.
“Sit over here, Mr. Miller.”
As soon as he sat down where Laura pointed, people rushed in from all over and started touching Chase’s body. This moment was one of the times Chase hated the most.
Even though he thought there were too many things he hated, he couldn’t help it. Until recently, he hated even the fact that he was alive and breathing.
But recently, he had something he liked. On the contrary, that’s why he really wanted to postpone today’s filming until the very end. If he could avoid it, he would have.
Now that he’d been caught, it didn’t matter anyway.
He thought in despair. I wish it would end sooner.
Chase glanced around. Josh was nowhere to be seen. He hadn’t been able to find him since the kiss earlier. He was relieved that he wouldn’t have to show his ugly face anymore, but he was also disappointed. The fact that Josh’s eyes were fixed on him throughout the filming was always the driving force that made him do his best.
Maybe he’s waiting in the trailer.
Just imagining it made his stomach feel warm and Chase quickly coughed.
“Do you need anything?”
Laura quickly approached him and asked. Chase lowered his head, hiding his face with his wig and answered.
“Water.”
“Here it is.”
Laura quickly handed him the bottle. He readily accepted the water and emptied more than half of it in one go before handing it back to Laura.
It was then that she saw the belly of the stylist who was checking her hairstyle.
She was standing in front of him, wearing a short shirt and jeans that barely fit her hips, which clearly showed off her slim belly. However, it was something else that caught Chase’s attention.
The stylist, who was carefully adjusting his wig to create curls, stopped when she realized his gaze was fixed on her.
“Um, what happened... ... .”
She trailed off carefully. She had lowered her head, worried that she might have offended him, but she soon realized, “Oh.” There was a long scar running down the side. The stylist carefully spoke.
“If it’s uncomfortable to look at, I’ll change my clothes and come back... ... .”
“What happened? This.”
Chase asked abruptly. His gaze was still fixed on the scar. She answered the short question cautiously.
“It’s a C-section scar. My second child was born through surgery.”
Chase’s face hardened. The woman was puzzled by his blank expression. After a long time, Chase opened his mouth.
“A scar? A scar from giving birth?”
“Yes. I, whatever the problem is... ... .”
She asked cautiously, but Chase just stared at her scar. It definitely looked familiar. Chase had seen it before.
It was the same scar on Josh’s stomach.
*@Punhap*
Josh left the dorm around the time he thought filming was over. He had agreed to guard Chase’s trailer until the next morning. He had also taken the medicine he had bought from the store Dane had recommended, so there was nothing to worry about.
Oh, I guess I got too excited.
He felt embarrassed and ashamed of himself for expecting to do this and that with Chase's trailer, so he quickly stretched. He stretched out his arms and felt the fresh air fill his lungs.
"Whew."
After taking a deep breath, he walked, turning his neck here and there. It was getting close to being the time to change shifts. As expected, filming was over, and he could see people coming and going here and there. He saw a familiar face.
When he saw them, he simply greeted them and continued walking.
Gradually, the crowds became thinner and the stillness of the forest finally came. Chase’s trailer would soon be visible.
Chase would be waiting for me.
As he scratched his head in embarrassment, he suddenly felt a presence. Josh, who instinctively turned around, soon relaxed.
“Isaac.”
“Josh.”
Instead of greeting each other, the two simply nodded to each other. An awkward silence flowed.
The last memory between them was something neither of them wanted to recall. Of course, Josh had no intention of mentioning it. He had managed to avoid them until now, but since they were working on the same team, it would be a situation they would face one day. Josh braced himself and brought up a safe topic first.
“I came to change shifts, but were you in charge today?”
Isaac nodded briefly. It would have been enough to wrap things up and leave. Josh was thinking of just saying something and pretending not to know. He thought that this guy would notice it too, but Isaac didn’t do that.
“I really like you.”
Josh hesitated at the sudden introduction to the main topic. He thought he could change the subject a little, but it seemed that he didn’t know Isaac well yet. He had no choice but to stop walking. When he turned around, Isaac was standing there, looking at Josh with a more serious face than ever. He quietly continued to Josh, who was silent.
“I’ve liked you all along. I didn’t want to get caught like that... ... . I was going to tell you when the time came. I didn’t know Seth knew.”
He bit his lip as if he regretted it. Anyone would feel that way if they let go of the opportunity to confess that they had been waiting for so desperately. Josh, who had been silently looking at Isaac, opened his mouth.
“The time won’t come, Isaac.”
Isaac’s face turned pale. But Josh had no intention of giving him any room.
“You know, I have Pete. And I’ve never thought of you as someone like that.”
“I know. I’m an Alpha and you’re a Beta, so if things continue like this, we can’t have children together anyway. I could mutate you, but if you don’t want to, that’s okay too. You can still raise Pete together. I’m confident I’ll love Pete like my own child.”
Did you think that far?
Josh was dumbfounded, but on the other hand, he couldn’t deny that he was really sincere.
“Even if you don’t raise him together, Pete has other parents.”
Josh quickly corrected his words.
“Pete’s mom.”
“It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you.”
“I keep in touch, and I’ll come back.”
Josh said firmly.
“I don’t plan on living with anyone else but her. So give up.”
At that moment, Chase’s face flashed through his mind, and he panicked. Ahem, Isaac opened his mouth to Josh, who had been hastily clearing his throat.
“Why should I give up on you just because you don’t accept me?”
Josh blinked at the unexpected remark. Isaac continued to speak bluntly.
“My feelings are mine, and I didn’t hurt you because I liked you. If Seth hadn’t revealed it or I hadn’t confessed, you wouldn’t have known until the end.”
That’s true, but Josh, who had almost agreed, pointed out coldly.
“Anyway, you know now. And you’re also hanging on to me.”
“... ... .”
“I’ll say it again, I don’t plan on living with anyone but Pete’s mom. And you’re just a colleague, I’ve never imagined that kind of person.”
“... ... But I don’t know what the future holds, so I won’t give up.”
“Isaac.”
“As long as you don’t hurt me, don’t worry. “I won’t hang on and be clingy or squeamish.”
Isaac looked really angry. Perhaps his firm rejection only fueled his stubbornness. Josh paused and then spoke.
“I’m telling you not to waste your time.”
“It’s none of your business how I spend my life.”
The more he spoke, the more stubborn he became. Josh had nothing left to say. Finally, Josh threw up his hands in defeat and turned around. Isaac shouted behind him.
“Don’t ignore me like that. I’ve thought and pondered this countless times before coming to this conclusion. ... ... I won’t give up!”
Josh continued walking without looking back. He soon reached the trailer and stopped. The door was open. He was about to ask Isaac what was going on, but stopped.
Let’s check inside first.
He carefully entered, closing the door behind him and taking each step. There was no sound inside.
Someone might be hiding.
Josh was tense and his whole body stiffened. The numerous threatening letters and terrorist threats that Chase had received were no joke. When he thought about the guns that were actually firing at him, the imagination became even more realistic.
“... ... .”
He carefully walked, even holding his breath, checking each space, becoming more and more tense as he passed. Finally, he took a deep breath in front of the last remaining bedroom. The door was open.
He looked inside quietly and the bed was empty. Josh approached quietly and hurriedly checked his surroundings. There was no sound at all.
Chase.
When he called him silently with only the shape of his mouth, someone suddenly grabbed his waist from behind. Surprised, Josh swallowed his breath and reflexively raised his elbow, barely stopping just before hitting his target.
“Chase! Damn it... ...!”
He felt relief and anger at the same time at the familiar face hugging his waist. Josh spat out a curse.
“Don’t play games like this, do you really want to die? If only I had a gun... ...!”
“I’m sorry.”
Chase, who said that with a face that showed no apology at all, kissed Josh on the lips. He skillfully caressed the inside of his mouth and sucked out his saliva. In the end, Josh surrendered.
“Be careful next time... ...!”
When their lips finally parted, that was all Josh could say. Chase smiled faintly and kissed him again. This time, they faced each other and overlapped their lips, and Josh took advantage of the brief pause in the kiss to open his mouth.
“Why are you all naked?”
“Because I was waiting for you.”
Josh asked, feeling a little regretful.
“So, what happened to your underwear?”
“Well?”
Chase vaguely answered and immediately changed the subject.
“Should we wash together?”
Josh had no choice but to nod after a moment.
*@Punhap*
“Ah, haa... ... . Ah.”
Under the hot water stream, Josh was standing with his butt sticking out, leaning against the wall. From behind, Chase bit and licked his neck and continuously poked his lower hole with his finger. The thick, long finger delicately caressed Josh’s insides, but it didn’t reach the deepest part.
Josh’s waist buckled as he kept getting more and more anxious. Chase moved his lips to his shoulder and clenched his teeth. “Ah,” Josh sighed, but it wasn’t because he was in pain. Josh turned his hand back in desperation and grabbed his butt and pulled him closer.
“Josh, do you want to put it in?”
Chase asked in a low voice. Josh nodded his head quickly. He felt like he was going crazy if he didn’t fill him up.
“Hurry, hurry... ... . Please, hurry!”
Josh spread his legs wide and thrust his butt out. Chase’s fingers went out, and he held his breath in anticipation. The hot tip touched the empty, narrow hole. The juice overflowed from Josh’s hole, mixed with the hot water, and flowed down Chase’s erect penis. Chase grabbed Josh’s waist and pushed down.
“Ah... ... !’
Josh let out a long moan and closed his eyes. His stomach was full, and his brain was tingling with an indescribable pressure. Chase opened his mouth while chewing his firm, almost fat-free shoulder.
“Josh.”
The penis that was entering while widening his hole and his sweet voice stimulated Josh’s entire body. Chase grabbed Josh, who was about to give in, and immediately pushed him against the wall.
“Ah!”
Josh let out another short scream. Chase held his waist tightly with both arms and thrust his penis in at once. The straight, thick shaft filled his stomach and stirred inside. Chase continued to mutter behind him.
“Joshua, Joshua... ... .”
When Chase, who was moaning deeply and desperately calling his name, came, Josh had already reached twice.
*@Punhap*
“There’s a scar here too.”
Chase, who was lying on the bed next to him, stroked the mark on Josh’s side with his finger and said. Josh answered casually.
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“The guy who lost the match came cowardly and stabbed me. It was a bit hard.”
“A match?”
“I was in high school. I played football for a bit.”
Josh added mischievously to the surprised Chase.
“I was a quarterback. The year I played, our school won a huge game against our rival school. This is revenge.”
“Because you were the ace?”
“Of course.”
Chase looked down at his proud face and asked.
“Why did you quit? If you had continued, you would have been a superstar by now.”
You manifested as an omega.
Josh answered inwardly and lied slightly.
“Because it was petty. If I had continued to play, I wouldn’t have met you. Isn’t this better?”
He playfully stroked Chase’s stomach and then moved his hand down. His still wet penis responded immediately with just a slight touch. Chase moaned lowly and immediately climbed on top of Josh.
“Is this how it’s supposed to be?”
“Do you usually do this much?”
Chase paused before asking the question again.
“Don’t you all hate to break up after sleeping with you?”
“Well?”
Josh smiled mischievously as a mischievous thought suddenly occurred to him.
“Some people forget about me after sleeping with me.”
“You had sex with me and you don’t remember?”
Chase looked genuinely shocked. Josh savored his expression and added.
“Yeah, that’s ridiculous, right?”
“That’s really ridiculous.
Okay. I lied to you.”
“Thank you.”
It was a strange feeling to see Chase’s genuinely angry reaction. It was about you, idiot. Chase hesitated for a moment before speaking.
“You’ve been together with that guy for a long time?”
Chase’s expression became serious. Josh thought it would be better to leave the dangerous topic alone, so he changed the subject.
“Don’t you know how rude it is to ask about the past in bed?”
As intended, Chase closed his mouth, and Josh spread his legs wide to make it easier for him to enter. Chase said nothing more and pushed his erect penis in just as Josh wanted. His lower hole opened easily, and he gently wrapped it around and sucked it. Josh let out a satisfied sigh deep in his throat, and Pete flashed through his mind.
How shocked would this man be if he heard that he had a child born from sex he didn’t even remember?
Rather, he even felt like he was being inconsiderate.
After all, when this work is over, the relationship with this man will end.
Just like last time.
If he says he’s leaving, will he hold on to me this time?
“Ah... ... .”
Josh groaned deeply and squeezed his lower body.
*@Punhap*
Chase looked at Josh’s face, which was deeply asleep, lying in the darkness. After doing it a few times in a row, even this physically fit man had fallen out. But even so, if there was any suspicious movement, he would immediately open his eyes and tense his body. He had seen that happen several times already.
Chase felt deep affection for him, but on the other hand, he couldn’t shake off the feeling of discomfort.
This is just a duty to this man.
The words he had heard earlier kept floating around in his head.
“I don’t want to live with anyone else but her. So give up.〉
〈That’s what Pete’s mom said.〉
He didn’t know the exact details, but one thing he knew for sure was that Josh had a woman. And who on earth was Pete? He didn’t want to believe it, but what if Josh had done this to Chase even though he was married or had someone else?
He heard the conversation from the middle and because it was far away, the only things he could really understand were that Pete was and that Josh had a woman. With just those two things, he could make all sorts of guesses, but Chase couldn’t imagine what would happen next.
But there was something else strange. Josh was clearly a beta, so why would he have such a scar on his stomach?
Come to think about it, Josh had quite a few big and small scars on his body. Even if the one he got this time was like that, the fact that he had so many old scars was probably because of his job. Maybe the scar on his stomach was the same.
The scars on his stomach were probably in similar places.
He felt something was off, but he couldn’t find any other answer. More importantly, Josh had a woman. Who on earth could she be? Josh was the only one who could answer, but Chase couldn’t ask him.
What if he chose that woman?
If that was true, Josh would have simply brushed it off the moment he thought he’d been caught.
“If you say something like that again, there’s no punishment. I’ll just beat you up and disappear, so just know that.”
Can’t I just pretend I don’t know?
The moment he remembered Josh’s words, his suspicions became certainty. He would leave. Chase would definitely be abandoned. Chase hesitated to hug Josh in fear, thinking.
Even if this man said it out of a sense of duty, even if his stomach hurt, even if he had a woman or a child.
Even if every word this man said was a lie, if I pretended not to know and buried it.
Chase bit his lower lip hard to swallow his trembling breath.
Then it would all be nothing.
It was the best he could do. His heart wouldn't be spared, but it was better than Josh leaving him behind. Chase steeled his resolve and hugged Josh. Josh met his sleepily. Chase closed his eyes, feeling his eyes burn, and tried to forget what he had heard until the very end.
The night was endless, and Chase didn't sleep a wink until the long hours passed and dawn came.