-Bang!
“Ah...?!”
A chilling gust brushed against me as soon as the door leading to the rooftop on the fourth floor swung open, sending a shiver down my spine. The urge I’d been trying so hard to hold in almost slipped out right then and there.
“Lilith, you said you needed to go to the bathroom, right?”
“W-wait a moment, Master Ethan! This isn’t a bathroom—this is the mansion’s rooftop...!”
“Why are you acting so surprised? Lilith, you're my pet, so naturally, you need a different kind of ‘bathroom’ from a human.”
“N-no! I'd rather hold it in than use...this place!”
“Holding it in is bad for your health. And since you already said you wanted to go, I’m not letting you back down now.”
-Tug!
“Aahh! W-wait, Master Ethan! Ethan...!”
Ignoring my desperate resistance, Ethan pulled me by the leash, dragging me toward the Blackwood mansion’s rooftop on the fourth floor. Even though it was technically outdoors, the tension of being in an open space was no joke. The cold stone floor added to the urgency of my already strained need.
“Huff... huff... huff...”
“Lilith, if you keep dragging this out, there will be real ‘punishment.’”
“...Alright, I understand.”
...If only it weren’t for this damn leash.
Reluctantly, I dropped to all fours, crawling as he directed. Just moments ago, he’d let me change my headband, but now he looked serious about enforcing the punishment. Not knowing what exactly his “punishment” entailed, I could only comply with his instructions.
-Step, step.
“......”
-Tap, tap.
“Ha...ngh...”
Trying desperately to hold back my urges, I followed Ethan’s footsteps, barely keeping up as he led me to a secluded corner of the rooftop.
“Alright, here we are, Lilith.”
“......”
...I knew it.
Of course, he wanted to see me like some kind of animal, marking the wall. Judging by the darkened stains on the wall, this wasn’t the first time he’d taken someone here for this purpose.
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“Now you don’t have to hold it in. This is your ‘bathroom,’ after all.”
...There’s no other choice, is there?
Ethan wasn’t going to allow anything else here; I was sure of it. To him, this was his way of “educating” me. Besides, to be honest, I didn’t have the energy to move back to an actual bathroom. I was already reaching my limit, having held it in for so long.
For some reason, ever since we stepped onto this rooftop, the urge had only intensified.
“M-Master Ethan...”
“Yes?”
“...Could you please... turn around, just for a moment?”
“......”
“I understand this is my ‘bathroom,’ as you’ve said. And if you insist, I’ll relieve myself here. But, please... just for a moment, could you look away...?”
“That wouldn’t be right, Lilith.”
“Pardon?”
“Lilith, you’re my pet, remember? Have you ever seen a pet be embarrassed about relieving itself in front of its owner?”
“......”
“It’s fine. You can go ahead; I’m just here to clean up after you, as your owner.”
...Of course. I knew he’d respond like this.
I’d known there was no way to escape his twisted sense of “training” in this situation.
‘Damn it... This is just wrong...’
Being forced to climax during intimacy was one thing—that was a bodily reaction that couldn’t be helped, and it wasn’t particularly dirty. But this? Watching me relieve myself openly was too humiliating.
Showing Ethan something as base and dirty as this felt like abandoning my humanity altogether.
...Even if I couldn’t remember, even if this wasn’t the first time I’d done it, I still hated it.
“You’re taking a long time, Lilith.”
“M-Master Ethan... I’m truly begging you. Just look somewhere else for... just one minute, or even thirty seconds...”
“I told you to hurry up, but since you’re refusing... You must want ‘punishment,’ is that it?”
“Huh?”
With those words, Ethan reached into his inner jacket pocket and pulled out something he showed to me, making my muscles clench instinctively.
“If you won’t be honest, I guess I have no choice. Now, get your rear over here.”
“W-wait, Master Ethan...! Th-that thing you’re holding...!”
“It’s your favorite tail. You know exactly where it goes, don’t you?”
“N-no! Not... right now...!”
Even though every instinct told me to run, I couldn’t. Was it the fear of receiving an even harsher “punishment” if I tried to escape? Or was it because, deep down, I’d wanted this all along?
“It might be tight if I just put it in, so I’ll use some of your natural ‘lubricant.’”
-Squelch!
“Nggh... huh?!”
“You’re dripping wet inside, aren’t you? Your mouth says no, but your body is more honest.”
-Squelch, squelch!
“Ah...ngh...!”
Ethan pushed his fingers deep inside me, enjoying himself as he pulled my fluids out to coat the tip of the plug he was holding.
“Huff... ha...”
“I’ll loosen you up a bit first. You might be more used to it by now, but it’ll still hurt if I go straight in.”
“W-wait, Master Ethan! T-that’s dirty, let me...!”
-Slide!
“Nngh?! Hnggh...!”
Without giving me a chance to clean myself, he plunged his fingers into my rear as if I were his toy. His words, muttered almost casually, offered me a strange comfort.
“It’s alright. I know you cast a cleansing spell on yourself every night.”
“...Huh?”
“You prepare yourself so that I can enter whenever I want, don’t you?”
“......”
...Is that so?
I didn’t fully understand, but if Ethan and I had done this before, it must have been before I regained consciousness in this cage.
‘If I prepared every night, that must mean... it’s been happening since before I woke up here.’
At least my insides were clean, though the absurdity of taking comfort in that didn’t escape me.
-Squelch, squelch!
“Hngh... ah...!”
Whether his intention was to loosen me up or to enjoy fingering my rear, Ethan’s movements continued for over three minutes until I was fully ready to receive the “tail” he held.
-Slurp!
“Nnngh...! Ah...!”
As the plug forced my rear open, I couldn’t help the sounds that escaped my lips. And in that moment, the pressure I’d held back finally broke, flooding from my lower body.
-Ssshhhh...!
“Hnnngh... ah...!”
-Ssssshhh...
“P-please don’t... look... don’t watch...!”
A stream, warm and humiliating, trickled down into the corner Ethan had designated as my “bathroom.”
-Drip, drip...
“Hah... ha... hah...”
“Are you satisfied, Lilith?”
“Hah... ugh... ngh...”
To think he’d make me do something so mortifying and then ask if I was satisfied...
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“Aaaah!”
My scream broke out involuntarily, too mortified to hold it in.
I had been paraded around the Blackwood mansion, naked, collared, and forced to expose myself in every way before Ethan. By the end, he’d even wiped me clean himself. My shame had reached its limit.
“Huff... huff... huh?”
As I regained my senses, I found myself in the familiar surroundings of our dorm room. It looked just as it had the last time I’d seen it. Evidence of the street food we’d had for a midnight snack littered «N.o.v.e.l.i.g.h.t» the kitchen, the faint scent of wine hung in the air, and next to me lay...
“Mmmm... zz...”
...a completely passed-out Ethan.
It might have been the most clichéd situation ever, but seeing him there, only one thought filled my mind.
“...It was... all a dream?”
Everything—being chained and treated as his pet, parading around the Blackwood mansion naked, being violated and forced to relieve myself in his presence—it had all been a dream.
A bizarrely realistic, humiliating dream.
‘Damn it... what the hell is...’
Why did I have to have that kind of dream?
Though my mind was still foggy, I knew what I needed to do. I had to go back to fixing the table that I’d been working on before that strange dream.
‘Somehow, that dream makes me feel even more on edge...’
As I rose from the bed, careful not to alert Ethan, a damp sensation below immediately spoiled my mood.
-Squelch.
“...Ah, damn it.”
Why did that dream have to leave me wet?