My head is dizzy. My thoughts are not connected properly and are interrupted in the middle.
It is as if fog has settled inside my skull. The thick fog obscures my thoughts and destroys my reason.
Not only my head, but my eyes are also covered in fog.
My narrowed vision is filled with a whitish fog.
Is this fog a curse of sensory sealing? I cannot properly perceive what lies beyond the fog, but it must be painted in a dark color like the universe.
The fog that has always been there since I first stepped foot on this world.
The fog parted. A strong golden color was reflected in the dull gray world.
Strong golden hair and eyes like the rising sun, white and smooth skin like white jade...
The face of the master. The beautiful face I have always observed suddenly came into my vision, and soon our faces overlapped each other.
The bridge of my nose overlapped, and my lips touched.
“Ugh, squeak...”
The moisture and softness were the first things I felt, and the body heat that followed soaked into my body like clothes being soaked in a drizzle.
“Squeak... squeak, squeak...”
It was a feeling that had been repeated several times since a while ago. My head came down several times, and my lips tapped my lips.
The body heat that had piled up like that reached my head and clouded my reason even more.
That wasn’t the only thing clouding my reason.
The face I saw in my open field of vision was more beautiful than I could have felt through information, and the scent of the body wafting from my nose was incredibly sweet.
In particular, the feeling of the flesh pressed against my body was so ecstatic that I wanted to bury my face in it and hold it in my hands right away.
That desire was kindled and raised. All the elements were used like firewood, and my emotions swelled.
In my ear... no, the fire inside my body flared up.
My emotions swelled. It wasn’t that I was creating something that wasn’t there, but my existing desires had grown significantly.
My head was getting dizzy... and my already low mental age seemed to be regressing.
My emotions were taking over my clouded reason. My judgment was clouded, and my body was moving on its own, as if it was going to burst out with obscene desires.
“Sleep, Shimaan...”
[Good]
I didn’t take action. The last ray of reason I had left desperately blocked him.
I closed my eyes tightly, which were barely open, and turned my head.
The corners of my mouth trembled at the sensation of my cheek touching my cheek. My body temperature spread to my cheek and I felt a sense of drowsiness.
“Why are you like that?”
As I held it in, a gentle hand stroked my cheek.
When I slowly opened my closed eyes, I saw my Master tilting his head and staring at me.
Likewise, my cheeks and the nape of my neck were flushed white as if I had a fever.
I could feel her slightly rough breathing right in front of my nose, and affection dripped like honey from her eyes.
“Huh, huff... No... No...”
[Okay]
I managed to speak, controlling my rapid breathing. The teacher blinked and let out a snicker. My heart pounded at that smile.
“I thought about it last time, but your voice is really pretty. It’s like you’re playing an instrument. How can someone make such a sound?”
“Heh... Heh...?”
“And your pupils? It’s a shame that they’re always closed.”
The teacher placed his finger on my lips and began to rub them as if he was stroking a precious piece of porcelain.
I blinked at the sudden gesture. Then his finger rose toward my eye. I closed my eyes reflexively, and a careful hand stroked my eyelids.
“Suddenly, what... ”
Why the sudden embarrassing remark? The content didn’t really hit home. I’ve heard people talking about my appearance outside... Honestly, I don’t know.
But my mood was lifted by the compliment from my teacher.
I squirmed at the sudden compliment. As if waiting for that very moment, my teacher’s face lowered.
“Ugh! Oh, no... "
[Okay]
He turned his head in surprise. He couldn't avoid it much, so this time his lips touched the corner of his mouth.
"If you kiss me, I can't..."
[Okay]
He shook his head and expressed his intention.
Eyes dripping with affection like honey. Kisses that kept colliding... It was an intuitive expression of intention that left no room for doubt.
I wanted to be loved like this, but it couldn't be.
No matter how much my reasoning was clouded and I wanted to give in to my desires, this wasn't right.
... We've already kissed several times, but it still can't be...
When I told him my intentions, the teacher tilted his head as if he was puzzled.
"Why not?"
"... Yes?"
[Yes?]
Why... you say? I blinked blankly.
Why can't we kiss... My mind froze at that question for a moment.
I've never really thought about it. It's an obvious question.
You shouldn’t kiss other people without permission.
Intimate... Isn’t it obvious that you shouldn’t kiss each other unless you’re a married couple?
Do you really need to prove your reason by adding ‘why?’?
“Kissing should only be done between married couples...”
[Yeonhwa]
“... If that’s what our disciple thinks, then there’s nothing we can do, but there are various perspectives in the world, right? In some regions, it’s treated as a simple greeting.”
“T-that... I know that, but...”
I bit my lip at the teacher’s answer.
Of course, I know that.
Just like in the fairy tales I read when I was young, I know that only married couples should kiss, and that holding hands and sleeping together won’t suddenly lead to a baby.
When I was young, I believed the contents of the fairy tales like a rock, but not anymore.
Although I didn’t do well in school, I learned about sex education on my own.
When I worked part-time at a convenience store, I didn’t know why people would buy rubber balls every morning. That was strange, so I looked into it a little... and realized the reality.
Thanks to that, I also know how babies are born.
But the feelings I felt as a child still don’t go away.
Of course, there was no room for innocence in my childhood... But realizing the coldness of reality didn’t make my innocence disappear.
I was embarrassed to utter all those shallow, even foolish thoughts.
“You don’t like it?”
While I was hesitating with those thoughts, my body froze at the sharp question.
You don’t like it...
The moist feeling of my lips rubbing against yours, the sweet scent, and the touch full of affection. The lacking feelings that were fulfilled through that...
“No, I don’t... But, still...”
[Good]
“Do you feel uncomfortable with my actions like this?”
“No...!”
[No!]
I shook my head in surprise. My throat hurt because I rarely raised my voice.
But I was even more scared of being misunderstood by my teacher.
I quickly denied that my teacher might hate me, and tightened my arms around my teacher.
The wings of the sky that had been spread out straight moved again, wrapping their bodies around each other.
“No, no... That’s not true... I like you, teacher... I absolutely don’t hate you.”
[I like you, teacher]
“Then what’s the problem?”
“Ugh...”
My teacher adjusted his posture and picked me up, patting my butt as if he was comforting a child.
I didn’t have the talent to explain things in a complicated way. I rolled my eyes and mumbled, avoiding my teacher’s gaze that was staring at me intently.
“Still... I’m going to marry Yeonhwa... So I can’t do it with someone I’m not married to...”
[I like Yeonhwa...]
In the end, this was the fundamental answer.
In fact, there was no need for a long and rambling explanation.
Since I have someone I’m dating, I shouldn’t do it with someone else. It’s natural when you consider morality and ethics.
Of course, I didn’t get a confession from Hong Yeon-hwa saying, “Let’s date,” but...
“Don’t worry about that.”
“Huh? Don’t worry...”
“Baby, do you trust me?”
Suddenly, the teacher sat up straight. Then, he lowered his head and met my gaze earnestly.
“Huh? Yes, yes... I trust you...”
[I trust you]
I nodded without realizing it.
Teacher... the guardian who takes care of me.
If I don’t trust this person, who else can I trust?
The teacher smiled with a satisfied smile at my answer and patted my butt.
“Then it’s okay. I’m sure he figured out your tendencies, and it’s too late to stop you.”
“...?”
“Hong Yeon-hwa, I’ll tell you separately. It won’t be a big deal, so don’t worry.”
I didn’t understand what he was saying.
But the words “it’s okay” were clearly there.
In fact, I was desperately denying it now, but my head was still spinning. My judgment wasn’t right, and my body was burning...
- Hurururuk...
The tension I had been trying to hold back was relieved by the words “it’s okay” that my guardian was saying.
“Are you... okay?”
“Yes, it’s okay. You don’t need to change your thoughts right now. There’s time, so it’s okay to change them slowly.”
As I muttered vaguely, a hand brushed my head as if to affirm me.
The teacher moved his hand. The hand that had been stroking my head grabbed my head and tilted it back.
Our faces got closer.
Actually, I still don’t know. To be honest, I don’t have this much knowledge or experience...
In the previous world, my only close friend was my internet friend, Kkotnim.
On the other hand, Master is older than me, and isn’t he a hero who was active in the Demon Realm? At the very least, he would know this common sense better than I do.
And Master wouldn’t say or do anything that would harm me...
“Peck, peck...”
This time, I didn’t have the strength to refuse. We just blankly locked lips.
Lee Ha-yool is perceived as cute and lovable to those around him... like a child who hugs him without any sense of caution and acts like a spoiled brat.
However, to those who are more distant... to those who know him as a moderate acquaintance, he is a person with a rather rigid perception.
He has a strange sense of wariness, so it’s quite difficult to get close to him.
Although he doesn’t attack first, Lee Ha-yool is sharply wary like a hedgehog.
If you try to approach her without caution, you’ll most likely get pricked by the thorns.
However, if you just remove those thorns a little, you’ll be close in an instant.
Once you approach her with your guard down and show affection, Lee Ha-yool’s guard will collapse rapidly.
To be exact, it’s no exaggeration to say that after you overcome one uphill slope, it’s practically downhill.
Was it because of his innate nature and his unfortunate upbringing? Lee Ha-yool was a child who was so thirsty for affection that he was almost starving.
If we really had to be specific, he was extremely affection-deprived.
Maybe that’s why Lee Ha-yool easily opens his heart to affection... especially to someone who satisfies his maternal instinct.
“......”
Lee Ha-yool melts into her arms and becomes weepy as she repeatedly kisses him and showers him with affection.
Right now, he’s catching his breath and quietly being held in Atra’s arms.
It was really lovely to see her fall without even being able to put up a proper resistance despite being forced to do so... but at the same time, a sense of crisis suddenly arose.
Her resistance is extremely weak to someone she has become close to.
In other words, even if she is not Atra, there is a high possibility that she will not be able to resist the unreasonable demands of someone she has opened her heart to.
Even if she is forced, if the other person pushes her blindly, she will hesitate and accept, and even listen to them while being flustered.
Atra did not exploit this(?), but I cannot guarantee that there will not be those who will figure out Atra’s personality and exploit it in the future.
Of course, it is not as if Atra will not be able to figure out such dark intentions, but if a major accident occurs where she opens her heart to such a person... it will be difficult to deal with.
Since everyone around her knows that, didn’t they make a pact to get rid of the flies around her with dark intentions?
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Atra felt that danger even more now. She needed to be more careful in the future.
With that thought, he gently patted Lee Ha-yul’s butt, who was sniffling and whining while burying her face in his chest.
“Baby? Are you sleepy?”
“... Baby, no.”
[Pat pat, good]
Two conflicting answers. Artra let out a snicker. The answers have been conflicting since a while ago, but she must have been so distracted that she didn’t notice.
She really was cute. Artra arched the corners of her eyes and kept patting her butt.
“... ... ”
Lee Ha-yul was quite displeased with that.
Of course, it felt good to have her butt patted. It was very comfortable... and reassuring, but he was also upset that Artra was treating him like a child.
It was an emotion that he would have just let go of, but Lee Ha-yul was being fanned by fear... And his reason, which had melted away because of all the affection he had poured on him until just now, didn’t work very well.
As a result, his hand moved on its own instinct.
The hand that was tightly hugging his back went down. It slid down his lower back.
A soft sensation brushed against his palm. The curves were clearly visible even through his clothes.
When his hand reached the right position, Lee Ha-yool grabbed the large buttocks that were in his grasp without hesitation.
- Kwaaak...!
An unfamiliar sensation, different from soft breasts, filled his palm.
Perhaps because he had used quite a bit of force, the plentiful flesh that he had not been able to grasp overflowed between his fingers.
“Hiyak...!”
He had been letting his guard down, just loving Lee Ha-yool. An unfamiliar and intense sensation that sent tingles down his spine.
Atra’s head tilted back on its own, and a shrill sound escaped his mouth.