Crash!
Returning home, Nahee slammed the front door shut in frustration, seething with anger. She had never expected to encounter a situation that she thought had nothing to do with her entire life, and her mental state was already shattered.
"Fuck... sob, sob..."
She had left home expecting to spend sweet time with Siu, but she returned feeling like the miserable protagonist of an indie film.
"Sob, sob... This, fucking hell! It’s disgusting! I feel so violated!"
She stripped off the clothes she was wearing and threw them into a corner. Those were the t-shirt Deokbae had given her to wear home since her original clothes were soaked with sweat and unwearable.
"Haah... haah... ugh! You bastard! Son of a bitch! Rapist! Ughhhh!"
Disturbed by the memories of the previous night, she shivered and dashed to the bathroom, intent on washing away the dreadful traces.
-Shhhhh
"Ugh... it's filthy!"
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She turned on the shower and soaked every inch of her body. It seemed like the unpleasant feelings were being washed away. But as soon as she touched her body, the memories of that time resurfaced. Startled, she dropped the showerhead.
"Haah... haah... fuck... why do I have to go through this... sob, sob..."
His touches had been the worst, purely driven by lust, but ironically, it had felt really good when he touched her. Deokbae knew too well how to please a woman's body.
"It’s so annoying... It’s not even Siu who’s touching me... Why do I keep thinking about that asshole!"
Heera scolded herself and picked up the showerhead again. It was now time to clean her vagina. Disgustingly, his semen was still inside her. It was a safe day, but she needed to clean it out quickly.
"Sob... haah... gulp, sob... hah..."
Holding the showerhead in one hand, she sprayed water on her vagina and with the other hand, she inserted her fingers to scrape out the remaining semen.
"Haah... haah, ha... hah, hah! Haah..."
It was clearly an act of washing away his traces.
But little by little, slowly, she began to get aroused.
"Ah, ah... hah, haah..."
Instead of scraping out the semen, Heera began to stimulate her G-spot. Instead of just spraying water inside, she adjusted the pressure to stimulate her clitoris.
-Squeak, squeak
Then, her vaginal fluids started flowing, mixing with the semen, producing a curious sound. Her moans were no different.
"Haah... this... hah, ugh! Ah, ah! Right here...!"
Like the night before, Heera openly expressed her pleasure.
"Scratching here... ah! Feels so good!"
And with that, she climaxed.
-Slurping
Simultaneously, a mix of various fluids flowed out of her vagina.
She lingered in the aftermath for a while before quickly pulling herself together and rushing out of the bathroom.
****
Having finished her shower, Heera should have felt refreshed, but instead, her mood was complicated. She had never thought she would end up masturbating.
Naturally, Deokbae’s words from yesterday came to mind.
‘Could it be, Heera, that you’re a pervert who enjoys being raped?’
"Shut up! That’s not true!"
She yelled angrily at the non-present Deokbae, feeling increasingly anxious that his words might actually be true.
-Ding-a-ling!
Suddenly, her smartphone rang. It was Deokbae.
"Madman..."
He had sent the disgusting video of her desperately clinging to his penis after losing a bet. She was about to block him when he sent another message.
[You haven’t thrown away my clothes yet, have you?] [(An emoticon of Nobel trembling)] [Actually, that shirt hasn’t been washed and still smells like me.] [Masturbate now while smelling it.] [And record yourself doing it and send me the video.] [(An emoticon of Nobel smirking)]
"...This guy’s really a lunatic..."
His absurd demand—to send a video of herself masturbating—was too ridiculous to even anger her. It was also embarrassing because it felt like he knew she had just masturbated. However, she responded without showing her discomfort.
[Are you crazy? Why would I do that? Go watch some porn.]
[Are you saying you’ll spread that video on the internet?]
[...I really want to kill you.]
[Yeah. I love you too.]
Instead of replying further, Heera threw her smartphone onto the bed and lay down herself, denying reality.
"Would he really post it? Only if he’s truly insane."
"...But he is truly insane, isn’t he...?"
She quickly returned to reality.
Deokbae was a deranged madman who had raped her the first day they met. Therefore, his threat to post the video online might actually be genuine.
"Fuck..."
In the end, she felt compelled to follow his command.
"Really, why do I have to do this..."
Tears welling up again, she walked into the living room, picked up the clothes she had thrown away earlier, and returned to her room.
"To masturbate while smelling it? Ah... Ahhh! Really, I have to do this! And even record it?!"
Her anger flared up again. She threw the clothes onto the floor and stomped on them furiously.
-Ding-a-ling
Just then, another message from him arrived, causing Heera to panic, feeling as if her recent actions had been discovered.
[Are you recording? If you are, sorry, but you need to take off your panties and make sure both your face and vagina are visible. Got it?]
But what he sent was a perverse request.
"This perverted bastard!!"
Heera screamed in response to the demand. However, that was all the resistance she could muster.
"Haah... to do something like this... ugh..."
Heera sighed and set up her smartphone so that the bed was clearly visible. She then climbed onto the bed and adjusted the position by positioning herself, finding the right angle after just one attempt, whether fortunately or unfortunately.
"Ugh... do I really have to do this? Gam Deokbae... you really are a bastard..."
Muttering to herself, she finished preparing and pressed the record button.
****
Sitting on the bed with her back against the wall, Heera looked at the camera and spread her legs. Since she wasn’t wearing any panties, her vagina was exposed. She touched her vagina with a hand, her face flushing with embarrassment, and then placed her fingers on her aroused clit, starting to slowly rub it.
"Ugh... ugh..."
The thought of her masturbating being recorded made her tense. Her movements were awkward and unlike usual, she felt nothing.
"Haah... hah, haah..."
But the thought of him watching the video excited her. She was terribly embarrassed and angry, yet the surreal fact that she was showing something that shouldn’t be shown stirred a strange emotion within her, exciting her. Gradually, she increased the intensity of her touches as she began to feel pleasure.
"Sss... ha... sss... haah..."
At the same time, Heera picked up Deokbae's clothes lying next to her and smelled them. The scent she had grown tired of smelling the previous day now stimulated her senses.
Though it was a disgusting and unpleasant smell, the more she smelled it, the better she felt, as if she were in his arms.
"Sss... haah... aah, haah..."
No, it felt as if he was actually touching her. As if he were behind her, embracing her, and his thick fingers were caressing her.
"Haah, aah! Feels good... ugh, haah!"
She hated Deokbae, but his touch felt good. It was a dreadful truth, but undeniable.
"Huuh! Sss, hugh... now I’m going to put it in... haah, ugh, ugh!"
Apparently unsatisfied with just touching her clit, Heera bit into his clothes with her mouth and shoved her fingers deep inside her vagina, recalling how he had touched her and scraping at her sensitive spots.
"Hugh, ugh! Hugh... ugh... ugh!"
"Huuk, haah... haah... I’m gone..."
Though it wasn’t as good as that time, the pleasure was enough for her to climax. She picked up Deokbae’s clothes again and buried her face in them.
"Sss... ugh, huuh..."
She took a deep breath, smelling them lightly, and climaxed again.
"It felt better than usual... haah... that’ll do..."
****
After finishing the recording, Heera played back the video before sending it to Deokbae, checking if her face and vagina were clearly visible as he had instructed.
Actually, that was just an excuse because she wanted to see herself masturbating on video. She was curious about how she looked from a third-party perspective.
"...Is this really me?"
And there she saw a side of herself she had never known, a lewd version of herself.
"This can’t be..."
Heera thought she would be frowning in the video. She knew she felt good, but since the masturbation was forced, she thought she’d be expressing dissatisfaction.
However, the person in the video was enjoying the masturbation more than anyone else and seemed to be inviting Deokbae to watch more eagerly by exposing her vagina. That expression... that provocative expression was something Heera had never seen on herself in 20 years.
"I am..."
Deokbae’s words came back to her. A pervert who enjoys being raped... Deokbae was right. Heera could no longer deny it.
"Aah... Siu, I’m sorry..."
Tormented by this realization, Heera thought of Siu. She liked Siu... She had always thought her first time would be with Siu... But her body had already become Deokbae's.
"Maybe... sob, a pervert like me... wasn’t suited for you from the start..."
Heera, holding back tears, sent the video to Deokbae. He checked it as soon as it was sent and replied that he’d use it as material for today’s masturbation. Heera wanted to curse him, but she didn’t have the strength to do so.
She had vowed to give her body but not her heart to him, yet she feared she might soon give her heart as well.
"Hey, Siu! Look, she really sent it. Told you Heera is so damn hot."