Chapter 214: Let Me Be Your Suppressant*
It was midday when we ate breakfast, an actual breakfast...
I was overwhelmed after all that love making for hours but I did get out of bed, but I didn’t, bathe and dress, Princess was still on the bed, her eyes were closed.. I wanted to ask her if she was going to bathe but I kinda had the feeling that the girl doesn’t want to talk, after having sex for hours she hasn’t said anything, the only sound I heard from her was her moaning during her climax... She lay there perfectly still, the sheets pulled up to her chin, staring up at the ceiling with a blank look that made my chest tighten a little.
Was she feeling guilty about what happened or what was happening... The thought lingered in my mind as I walked out, the heavy quiet of the hallway matching the confusion spinning around in my head.
I decided to make breakfast for the first time, not in my life but in Princess’s kitchen club, the only time I cooked was when I assisted Mr Richard the other day but today he wasn’t, he does cook breakfast and dinner sometime but Princess gives him days off to spend his time freely... so it’s only dinner time time I do see him in the kitchen.. and also we have been ordering food most times due to my cravings. I pulled out the pans, the metal clinking loudly in the empty space, trying to focus on something simple like cracking eggs rather than the intense morning we just had.
I wore a loose gown so I can move freely due to my heavy body... having four pups inside me was weighing me down but I still was in shape.. The fabric flowed around my legs, giving me enough room to breathe as I moved back and forth between the counter and the stove.
I made some toast with sausage and scrambled eggs.. I was going to give Princess her food in the bedroom but when I turned she was standing.. She was just right there in the doorway, leaning against the frame with her arms crossed, watching me with a quiet intensity that made my heart jump.
I drifted backwards.. due to the shock. My heels scraped against the kitchen tile, and I had to hold the plate a little tighter to keep from dropping it.
"Hey, good morning or should I say good afternoon..." I said holding the plate, dropping it on the dining table.. I tried to keep my voice light, smoothing down my gown with my free hand.
"Have a sit Pancake, I made breakfast..." I said with a smile.. I pulled out a chair for her, hoping the smell of warm toast would break whatever heavy mood was hanging over her.
Princess sat down, paused, looked at me then back at the table then back at me having a guilty concerned look.. She didn’t touch the fork, her fingers just hovering over the edge of the table as she scanned my face, looking for any sign that she had hurt me.
"Are you doing okay?" She said, her voice filled with worry.. The roughness from earlier was gone, replaced by a soft, hesitant tone that sounded completely vulnerable.
"Yes, better than okay.." I said, and I wasn’t lying I was feeling energetic and happy... I had the best sex of my life... who wouldn’t be okay.. I took a seat opposite her, leaning forward on my elbows to show her I was perfectly fine.
"What happened this morning.. I just want you to know that I’m sorry, I wasn’t myself.. and I couldn’t control myself.." she said.. She looked down at her lap, her shoulders tense as if she was expecting me to yell at her or call her a monster.
I leaned in, staring at her eyes.. I reached across the table, catching her hand and squeezing her fingers tight to force her to look back up at me.
"Babe, there is no need to apologize.. if you are in that kind of state I am the one who you need to help you release and relax, whenever I am in my heat moment, you are the one I find to help me... don’t apologize because it’s our duty as mates and girlfriends to satisfy our urges..." I said.
"I do use my inhaler to control myself, so I won’t..."
"Princess I want you to know that I love it, doing what you want with me in bed, honestly I fucking loved what you did to me this morning... it was amazing..." I confessed. A hot flush crept up my neck as I admitted it out loud, but I needed her to know the truth.
"It was?" She said. Her eyes widened slightly, the blue shifting as the heavy guilt started to lift from her expression.
"Yes, i wish I could put it in words to show you how much I enjoyed every moment... look at me, I am making breakfast... that’s to show you that I am in a good mood today.. come on you are an Alpha, you do have needs.. and also you are only allowed to take your rut suppressant when I am not available.. but if I am, let me be your suppressant...." I said leaning in to kiss her, I saw her smile, a genuine, relaxed curve that completely changed her face.
I found myself sitting on her lap, wrapping my arms around her neck, kissing her deeply, I would have been so close to her if it wasn’t for my baby bump.. but that didn’t stop us from enjoying our midday...
I leaned in close to her ears "I’m not wearing any underwear..." I whispered. The sudden heat of my own words made my pulse race, my breath hitching against her skin.
She raised her eyebrows as I bit my lower lip eyeing her back. A wicked little spark flared up in her eyes, her hands instantly sliding up my thighs beneath the loose fabric of my gown.
Princess’s fingers worked inside me as I sat on her lap, my boobs were out as she suckled my nipples... I gripped her shoulders, my head tossing back as a familiar wave of intense pleasure started to coil tightly in my lower stomach. I was about to hit my climax when some dude walked in...
"Did someone make toast, I have been waiting for food since morning..." Malo said as he entered the kitchen, he paused for a second the moment he saw us in an awkward situation, me I just froze... My hands stuck mid-air, my gown tangled around my waist as the kitchen door swung shut behind him.
"Good afternoon..." Malo said.
Malo didn’t care about what he saw, instead his eyes darted to the toast, he walked over to pick up his plate, added toast to his plate, scrambled eggs and sausage then picked up OJ from the table, the one meant for Princess... He calmly piled the food high, completely ignoring the fact that my chest was bare and I was literally straddling his boss on the dining chair.
All I did was stare watching the boy ruin my moment... I felt like throwing whatever my hand could touch... My face burned with absolute rage, my fingers twitching against Princess’s shoulder as I glared a hole into the side of his head.
Then he turned to leave the kitchen then he stopped and turned to look at us.. He took a sip of the juice, smacking his lips slightly before remembering why he had actually come inside.
"Princess, Leo called he mentioned you, said he has been calling your phone but no answer so he said I should pass a message.." he said.
"What did he say?" Princess said. Her voice was incredibly tight, her fingers freezing completely inside me as she kept her gaze locked on the back of his head.
"He wants you to meet him in the lab..."
"Okay, is that all?"
"Yes.."
"Get out." Princess said then Malo turned away and left.. He strolled out with his full plate, the door clicking shut behind him as if he hadn’t just destroyed the entire mood.
I wanted to continue but I had to ask about last night.. Princess’s fingers were still inside me.. The friction was slow now, a gentle, distracting ache that made it hard to keep my thoughts straight.
"Princess..." I said.
"Hmm" she said, still pleasuring me, but I needed to focus. She leaned down to bite my collarbone softly, her focus already drifting back to my skin.
"Last night, your heart was ripped out... how are you okay...." I closed my eyes swallowing my moan... The memory of that awful, empty feeling in my chest flashed through my mind, making me shiver despite the heat between us.
"I don’t know... but you being here makes me feel better than yesterday..." she said then went back to my boobs.. then pulled away looking at me.. Her hands stopped moving, her face suddenly shifting into something incredibly stern.
"I heard you last night.... I just hope you were saying that due to your emotions... I’m fine okay, so don’t try fucking punch anyone... remember you are pregnant don’t put yourself or our pups in any form of danger..." she said with a serious face, I couldn’t say anything because I was about to cum, I just nodded my head with a teary face... The sudden rush of pleasure hit me hard, my hips jerking against her hand as my eyes flooded with tears from the intense mix of emotions.
But I don’t really think it was about my emotions, I really meant what I said last night.
