Chapter 312: Deepening (R-18)
"...A-And Esther truly has no issues with it?" Evelyn asks in a restrained murmur as I take lubricant from my storage ring, breathing deeply to keep my tone neutral.
"Yes, your past won’t make me love you any less. I love you, you are my Evelyn, and you’re the only Evelyn I need," I say to her, rubbing the lubricant onto both hands.
’In a few hours, it will be time for Evelyn to take her medicine... it’s fine, one day’s delay won’t change much.’ I can sort things out with Saluvia later.
"...Esther, I’m sorry for hiding so much... I... I was afraid of what you would think if you knew the truth." When she apologizes instead of getting evasive, it catches me a little off guard and makes me somewhat happy.
"It’s alright, Evelyn. I understand why this frightened you... it’s a lot of complex things," I try to be understanding with her. I hate the fact that she omitted so much, but I can understand why.
"Don’t worry, I’ll help you feel better. I love you, and that will never change in any way, so if necessary, I would do anything to make you the happiest girl of all," I say in a more cheerful tone, rubbing two fingers against her vagina as I listen to the clinking of the coins beneath her.
"Y-You know, I never wanted to be queen..." Evelyn begins to speak with soft little moans as I rub the lubricant over her outer labia.
"Oh, is that so? Then why did you seek it so much, to the point of risking your life?" I question with curiosity, sliding one finger inside her first while moving in light circular motions, getting everything well lubricated.
"...I-I thought that by becoming queen... everyone would respect me... I wouldn’t be a failure anymore and could do anything... I-I was wrong... no one truly respects me."
"They only obey out of fear or because it’s an obligation... they obey the title of demon queen more than they obey me as a person..." She speaks in a saddened tone as I slide two fingers inside her.
"...You cry too much, Evelyn, that’s the problem. You don’t project the image of a queen, which is why no one obeys you. You’re too submissive for a position that requires dominance."
"And even when you try to be clever, deceiving you is a possibility that carries no risk. What’s the problem with deceiving you, Evelyn? There’s no consequence, and without consequence, trying to deceive you is something worth the risk, which is almost nonexistent."
"Hmmm..." I touch her G-spot, pressing it while I curl my fingers like a hook, rubbing and pressing, listening to her soft, fluffy moans.
"S-So how can I get better... how can I be better..." For the first time, Evelyn doesn’t just try to drag everything down. Another thing that catches me by surprise — normally, she doesn’t try to climb up, only to pull others down to her own level.
"I’ll help you get better, Evelyn. You don’t need to be so submissive, unless it’s with me." I feel how her pussy tightens hard around my fingers. She’s so tight, and even her tail wrapped around my hand squeezes tightly for support.
"R-Really?" She murmurs weakly, her breasts rubbing against the gold coins with every one of her slight spasms.
"Yes. You just need to be my happy little doll, no need to overthink, exaggerate, or try to reach for things you don’t want. I already take care of the kingdom’s governance for you; I can take care of even more things from the shadows."
"I can be the hands that move everything for you, and you just need to keep the credit, the respect, and the glory, while I keep the problems, the mistakes, and the blame for anything that goes wrong," I offer her a sweet option.
"..."
’Still nothing...’ I think about what more I could offer her, but reflecting on the truths she revealed to me, I understand something.
"You can love our baby as much as you want." When I say this, her wings flutter weakly, and she seems more "animated."
"You don’t need to worry about this baby. I’ll give him the perfect life you want him to have. I might not like him as much as you do, but I will respect your decision to have this child, to care for and love it."
"R-Really?"
"Yes, but only if you want. As long as you keep your current body as mine alone, and exclusively mine. I understand I’m extreme. I talked to Saluvia, and I understand why you would seek physical comfort in another being... and..."
"I can respect that, if you only use another body and only if I’m hurting you too much for you to bear with just my love." She looks back in shock as I pull my fingers out from inside her and put them in my mouth, savoring Evelyn’s taste.
"Y-You’re serious?"
"Yes, but I want to know if it happens, if you’re under too much pressure, and as I said, you can only do it using your other body, never your real body you have now. This one is exclusively mine. It’s the maximum amount of freedom I can think of giving." It’s not uncommon for nobles to have "relief partners." I’m just too jealous to let Evelyn have one.
But since it will be using another body, and I want to see Evelyn happy, I can allow it occasionally.
"W-Why are you doing this?" She asks with a confused look. I slide my fingers back inside her pussy while thinking of the answer, rubbing her soft, warm, adorable walls that want me so badly inside her.
"Because I love you enough to understand your needs, but I’m too possessive to give you freedom." When I say this, Evelyn’s last defenses seem to shatter.
"T-Thank you, Esther... th-thank you..."
"Don’t thank me yet. This isn’t a free pass for you to sleep with whoever you want. It’s just care for your mental health, nothing more. And it’s not for you to do with anyone at any moment. I want to control the situation and the interaction, and obviously, it’s ONLY with your other body, not with this body you have now."
"I-I understand! Th-Thank you, even so."
"It’s good that you understand, and I hope you realize that I’m trying my best here. Do not break my trust, or I will give up on all this mercy and do things my way. And I’m not joking when I talk about locking you in a dark basement for the rest of your life."
"Y-Yes, I understand." She gives a somewhat silly smile. The euphoria in her eyes makes me give a malicious smile, because now I am the one controlling all the strings of this cute marionette’s life.
"Now be obedient and just moan and tell me how much you love me, little doll." I pull my fingers out, wet with her fluids, and slide them softly over her skin before reaching her face. I lean over her body, pushing and rubbing my fingers into her mouth.
"Suck, little doll." She obeys my order, sucking my fingers while I slip my hand beneath her, lifting her and setting her on my lap. Soon, I slide my hand down, playing with her clitoris.
"H-Hmmm," she moans as I tilt her head upwards, rubbing fingers wet with saliva and love juice against her mouth, just as I also bite her collarbone.
I sink my fangs in deeply, drinking the blood that trickles out while I rub, pull, and pinch her clitoris, letting her fluids drip onto my thigh.
"E-Esther..." Evelyn murmurs, moaning my name. While she’s distracted, I send a message to Saluvia through magic, so she has a general idea of the situation between me and Evelyn, which just got a little better.
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"Esther?" I see that Esther has just sent me a message through magic. I accept the magic and see what appears in my mind, quickly understanding the situation and the context.
"What a... pleasant surprise." Esther seems to have understood our conversation well. Since I made Evelyn’s mental state and desires clear, Esther seems to have decided to respect that.
"Who would have guessed, that possessive woman actually followed my therapeutic tip." I had asked Esther to allow Evelyn to have sex with other girls, albeit under supervision.
Not just to let it happen, but to give Evelyn a feeling of choice. Evelyn is a dragon; she doesn’t truly want to have physical relations with other people. She just wants to feel less sad.
That is, freedom to do it doesn’t mean freedom to enjoy it. Esther allowing this will make Evelyn pull away from it, because she feels her freedom was respected, and Evelyn just wants to be respected.
It’s almost like reverse psychology. Having permitted this will make Evelyn distance herself more and more from thoughts of seeking physical comfort, and probably in about five years, Evelyn will totally refuse any carnal contact with anyone who isn’t Esther.
"What a truly terrifying woman..." Esther only accepted this to have more control over Evelyn. Honestly, I’m genuinely surprised Evelyn just accepts it, because obviously she must know she’s being manipulated.
"Well, that doesn’t matter. As long as she gets healthy, I shouldn’t meddle in the strange relationship between those two," I jot down these important changes in the notebook I keep for this.
Although I don’t trust that Esther would keep her word if Evelyn ever asked for physical relief with another girl, I have serious questions about that woman’s broken mind.
"If everything follows the pace I outlined for Esther and no relapse occurs, in a few years Evelyn will be much happier and healthier, and with that, I will have fulfilled my duty as a doctor..." I turn my attention back to the critically important medicine production I’m working on.
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