Chapter 105: Chapter 105; She is my God
Lucian’s POV
I dropped directly down onto my knees right at her feet. I wrapped my arms securely around her legs, burying my face against her thigh, and leaned down to kiss her skin. I kissed her just like I worshipped the absolute ground that she walked on.
Alina stood over me like a deity, her fingers sliding into my messy hair, gently threading through the strands. She exerted just enough pressure to bring my face up, forcing me to look directly at her.
My eyes were completely gooey, glazed over with a pathetic, desperate adoration as I stared up into her face. A dark, triumphant smirk played on her lips, and seeing it only made my heart beat faster, driving me completely crazy. The sheer, overwhelming intensity washing through my veins just by looking at her was something I never thought was humanly possible for an Alpha.
"Your eyes are getting teary, Lucian," she murmured, her voice dripping with sweet authority.
I hadn’t even noticed. The second she spoke, a hot tear slipped from my eye and fell down my cheek. I didn’t care. I was entirely gone for her.
"She is God himself," I breathed out, the words escaping my lips in a raw, pathetic tone. "You are God, Alina."
Her smirk widened, her eyes flashing with pure dominance. "I know exactly what you want."
I nodded my head frantically against her leg. "I will do whatever you want me to do. Absolutely anything. Just tell me."
Alina bent down slowly, her hot breath fanning over my face before she pressed a brief, teasing kiss onto my lips. The agonizing urge to chase the contact surged through me, my heart beating even harder against my ribs as she pulled away, leaving me starved.
"I am going to make you feel, Lucian," she whispered directly into my ear, her voice sending a violent wave of shivers straight down my spine. She leaned back, her gaze locking onto mine. "Go get the whip."
Just like that, my body moved on pure instinct. I scrambled up from the floor, went straight to the dresser drawer, and grabbed the heavy leather whip. I turned back around, immediately dropping back down onto my knees in front of her. I held it up with both hands, presenting it to her like a submissive offering.
Alina took it from my hands, a slow smile stretching across her face. She began to walk in a slow, predatory circle around my kneeling form.
"Curse me," I begged, my voice thick, sounding like a completely crazy man as I tracked her movements. "Make me as pathetic as you want to. You own absolutely everything, Alina. My body, my soul, my entire existence—everything belongs to you."
The cold leather of the whip caressed the bare skin of my back, and a massive surge of adrenaline instantly filled my entire body.
Crack!
The leather bit into my skin. A sharp whimper tore out of my throat, and inside my chest, my wolf went completely feral, howling at the exquisite pain.
Crack!
She whipped me again, the sting burning beautifully across my flesh. The intense sensation rushed straight to my groin, and my dick was already getting rock hard, straining painfully against my trousers.
"Fuck, Alina..." I groaned, my head dropping back.
Alina suddenly lunged forward, gripping a handful of my hair and pulling my head back with a fierce, iron grip. Her eyes burned into mine. "No one gets to treat you like an animal, Lucian. Just me. Do you understand?"
"No one dares," I choked out, my eyes locked entirely on hers, my breathing ragged. "Just you. Only you, my queen."
Our lips were mere inches apart. Every instinct in my body screamed at me to close the distance, and I leaned in to desperately kiss her—but she sharply pushed me away.
"Get up," she commanded flatly.
I obeyed immediately, standing to my full height, my chest heaving as I waited for her next directive. Alina slowly walked up to me, her dark eyes scanning down the length of my bare, marked chest. She bit her lower lip, a predatory hunger crossing her features.
She stepped firmly into my space, leaning down, and bit my nipple hard.
A deep, ragged grunt tore from my chest. I wrapped my arms tightly around her waist, holding her flush against me as she continued to bite down, the perfect mix of pain and pleasure pushing me completely over the edge.
When she finally let go, she looked up at me and crashed her lips onto mine.
The kiss was deep, desperate, and completely feral. I took control, my tongue tangling hungrily with hers in a hot, suffocating rhythm. My entire body was into it. Unable to handle the distance, I hooped my arms under her thighs and lifted her completely off the floor, never breaking the kiss as I guided her back and pinned her to the mattress.
We broke apart for air, and I immediately buried my face in the crook of her neck, kissing the sensitive skin like a starved animal. I bit into her sweet skin, causing a sharp, breathless whimper to escape her lips.
Alina’s legs spread apart beneath me, my bulging, aching dick rubbing directly on top of her center.
"Lucian, fuck me," she gasped out, her fingers clawing at my shoulders. "Fuck me, I say."
I gave a tight, heavy nod, the last remnants of my sanity snapping. I pulled away just enough to rip my trousers off, my hard length springing free. I pulled her closer to the edge of the mattress, raising her legs and resting them high against my waist.
I brought myself to her entrance and thrust all the way in.
A loud, shattering moan filled the entire room. Alina didn’t hold back a single bit; she wanted this just as desperately as I did.
"Fuck me like you mean it!" she cried out, arching her back. I began to thrust into her with a brutal, relentless pace.
"I love you, Alina. I respect you so much," I growled, my voice deepening, my eyes darkening into a pitch-black abyss as I stared down at her. "But for the next few minutes... I am throwing that fucking respect away."
I grabbed her hips, pulling her body brutally against mine as I fucked her like a slut. I slammed into her deeper and deeper, groaning loudly as the friction threatened to burn us both alive. Her loud, undone moans echoed mine, bouncing off the walls of the small room.
Before I could lose control, I grabbed her waist and flipped her over onto her stomach. "Arch your back for me," I growled.
She complied instantly, pushing her hips up. I reached up, anchoring my fingers firmly into her long hair, and brought my hand down to slap her ass hard. She let out a sharp cry at the impact, and I immediately thrust back in from behind.
The loud, wet sound of our bodies clapping together filled the entire room. I grunted heavily with every single frantic pace, my chest slamming against her back. She was incredibly tight around me, squeezing my length so hard it was driving me to the brink.
I could feel it happening. My length began to swell at the base, preparing to knot inside of her.
"Alina... Alina!" I screamed her name with pure, unadulterated intensity, my thrusts becoming shorter and harder.
"Deeper, Lucian! Go deeper!" she screamed back, her hands gripping the bedsheets.
I drove into her to the absolute hilt, burying myself inside her.
"Fucking cum for me!" she cried out.
That was the final blow. Alina’s inner muscles clamped down violently as she began to heavily cum, her body shaking beneath mine. My own climax ripped through my entire existence. "Fuck, I’m cumming!" I roared, my body violently shaking as I poured my warmth deep inside of her, locking our bodies together as the knot fully formed.
We collapsed against the mattress, both of us panting heavily, completely exhausted. We turned our heads, staring at each other with expressions of pure, unadulterated satisfaction.
Alina offered a soft, tired smile. "Come closer."
The knot began to subside, allowing me to slip out. I crawled up the bed, sliding my body next to hers. Alina pulled my head down, placing it gently against her breast. She began to softly caress my hair, wrapping her arms around me as if she were protecting me from the entire world.
I closed my eyes, inhaling her sweet scent, completely surrendered.
"I am completely damned without you," I whispered into the dark.
