Pablo shared with Cupid that the only thing Pablo could call his own was his hatred.
The face he had wasn’t his and that made him kill his own parents. What kind of emotions run through when something like this happens? Pablo couldn’t express those emotions in words.
"And in that hatred you killed millions of people for years?" Cupid asked.
’No. I had many things to do before that. And many more answers needed to be answered.’
"Alright. Tell me then."
’The assistant was still in front of me and I asked him about my parents and brother. I asked why they were being so afraid of me and why they wanted to kill me. I asked him why they called their own son a scum?
And the man answered. And the answer he gave made Hitler the man I hate the most. He said :
’I am just an assistant of the doctor but I am also a soldier. So I will tell you what I know.
When you blinded the soldier with a stone and proposed that you want to meet Hitler. Your parents tried to fight the soldiers but they couldn’t and you were taken to Hitler.
I am sure Hitler told you that your parents don’t love you and as proof he made you see them sleeping peacefully. But the truth was, they were not sleeping, they were drugged. They fought with the soldiers just to stop you from seeing Hitler and Hitler made them sleep with drugs.
He sowed seeds of hatred for your parents in your heart and he was winning. Then he took you in with him and gave you uniform and food. A little investment to get a potential soldier. Hitler also told all the soldiers to show you respect so that you get fond of staying with him.
He taught you things for a soldier and you were becoming his toy as time passed. You were listening to everything he was saying. But he couldn’t just completely make you his as long as you had feelings for your family. That’s why he devised a plan. A heinous plan.
He brought you to the doctor and in the name of some body tests, he made you undergo a plastic surgery. He changed your face to a soldier’s face and he didn’t tell you that.
He made sure that you won’t get to see a mirror and he instructed all the soldiers to act like nothing happened. He also took care of the soldier whose face matched yours. That man never came in front of you just for caution. Hitler didn’t want you to know that your face was changed.
After that, Hitler brought you again to your parents and as you know, they obviously didn’t recognise you but more than that, they were afraid of you. Do you know why they were afraid of you? They were shivering just by the mere sight of your face. Do you know why that was the case?’
’No.’ I said to him, and the man replied :
’Because the man whose face you copied was appointed by Hitler to commit unimaginable atrocities to your parents. That man slapped your father with leather belts on a daily basis. That man sent your little brother to pedophiles and he was abused daily. And your mother, that man raped your mother daily. You have the face of your mother’s rapist, Pablo.
That man had fun with your family for days while you were busy with Hitler. You were so focused on yourself and the respect you were getting from the soldiers that you never paid attention to your parents. Hitler had you on his palms and you were just a fun little toy for him. Pitiful man you are.
So when your parents saw you they figured you were the same man and they were afraid that you would again do something cruel to them. That’s why they were afraid of you. They were afraid of their own son. For them, you were a monster. A scum. That’s what they called you.
And also, for all this time, they asked all the soldiers about you. They were like where’s our Andre. Where is he? Is he alive? Forgive him. They never let go of you. You were just manipulated to think that they didn’t care.
After your parents called you scum and when you saw they were afraid of you, you were devastated. You came out of the room and never saw your parents again. Hitler was winning.
He also never told you to hurt the Jews because he wanted you to think that Hitler cared about you. But in reality, Hitler knew that you still had some soft side left inside you. He wanted to kill that soft side of yours. And for that, he needed you to kill your parents. He wanted to make you a weapon. A heartless, soulless, weapon.
For Hitler to make you kill your parents, he needed some strong force to do that. And he found that force. He made a soldier tell your parents that you, the man with a different face, has killed Andre. Their son.
Hitler made you the murderer of your own self and he told that soldier to free your parents and make them go to your room.
Your parents and brother were angry at you so they opened your room and tried to kill you. Anyone would want to kill someone who did so many worse things to them. Your parents were the same. They also wanted you dead.
But Hitler knew you wouldn’t die. You were trained to fight so it was only natural you will survive your family who was weak.
And as the commotion rose up, Hitler wasted no time and came inside your room. He saw what was going on and acted all worried about you. He slided you a gun and asked you to kill your parents. Because for you, who didn’t know what was going on, that was the only logical option. Your parents tried to kill you and if you would have let them live they would have tried again.
Therefore, you killed them. And Hitler finally won. And you know what happened after that. You became what Hitler wanted you to be—Cruel.’
The man stopped speaking and just stared at me. I heard everything he said and I didn’t know what kind of emotions I should make. I was brutally manipulated and I didn’t even get to know. I had the same face as my mother’s rapist. I killed my family for no reason. They had always loved me. I was the most stupid person in the entire world.
There was no redemption for me. No salvation. No tears came from my eyes but one thing surely happened.
I was so fucking angry at every single person. And it was time for the world and Hitler to face my judgment. There was only killing running around in my mind and I always listened to my mind. But before the world, someone else deserved to die.
The Doctor’s assistant was still in front of me and he was waiting for me to say something.
I was sitting the entire time but then I stood up.
The man asked, ’Why aren’t you bursting in tears? Aren’t you sad to know that you were used and you killed your family for nothing?’
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I walked towards him, I had a gun in my hand and I stood just in front of the man’s face.
’I am not sad at all.’ I said and the man’s brows shot up.
’What kind of person are you? Or more like, what are you?’
I didn’t reply and just shoved the gun inside his mouth.
’What am I, you ask?’ I said.
The man widened his eyes and I pressed the trigger.
’A Heartless, Soulless, Merciless Weapon.’’