Chapter 76: Addictive
The party continued, and Makoto also continued bothering me despite receiving glares from Night. "You know, we have to learn three languages because of Night? It’s because he’s not a pure breed. That’s why we must struggle." Makoto said while drinking beer. His face’s red and I think he’s drinking too much. "But it’s fine since everyone’s talented and skillful. It’s an easy feat." He said proudly. It’s great that he’s not angry at Night because of that.
"Aren’t I good-looking? If I choose to become the heir right now, I’ll be the heir." He whispered in my ear. "But it’s too hard of a work for me." Makoto chuckled. What does he even mean by that? I couldn’t ask because everyone started counting down.
"Ten!"
I drank from my cup but I started feeling all dizzy. "What did you put in my drink?" I looked at Makoto, but he just smiled at me.
"It’ll make you feel good soon. Don’t worry, Night will take care of you." I heard the fireworks going off after hearing Makoto say that. My head landed on the table and I can barely hear anything. ’What’s going on? Did he put alcohol or drugs on my drink?’ I thought as keep blinking until I slowly lost consciousness.
When I woke up, I can still feel dizziness while I was in Night’s arms. "Who said you can drink alcohol?" He said while my ears were still ringing.
"I-I didn’t." I blinked thousands of times. "M-Makoto put something in my drink." I huffed and puffed as I could feel my body heating. ’What’s going on? It feels weird.’
Night clicked his tongue. "It feels weird." Night looked at me and I’m not sure if I saw it right, but his eyes were gentle. "Put me down." He didn’t listen to me as he keeps walking in the hallway. My body’s getting hotter and I feel weird down there, and when I say weird, really, really weird!
’D-Did I peed my underwear because of the alcohol?’
"P-Please put me down."
I heard a door opening and Night was about to put me down on the unfamiliar bed, but I quickly grabbed onto his neck to stop him. "What is it?" He asked. ’This is so embarrassing!’
"I-I think I peed on my underwear." I want to disappear, but if I really peed, I don’t want to wet the bed. "W-Where’s Rika?" I need her help. My knees are too weak and I can’t walk on my own.
"That asshole." I heard Night mutter. "I’ll bring you water. Just sit there. You likely didn’t pee your pants." He said as if he was so sure of it. Night went out of the unfamiliar room. I’m still gasping as if I’m out of air while I can feel my body heating up even more than before.
I can feel something weird on my genitalia. It’s like I need to pee, but I can’t stand on my feet. "R-Rika," I called for Rika’s name. It’s really weird, the way I breathe heavily despite not doing any excessive movements.
’What did Makoto put in my drink?’
My head’s spinning and I don’t think I’m in my right mind. ’Did that jerk drug me?! How am I going to explain this to my parents? They told me not to do drugs ever!’ While I thought of that, Night entered with a glass of water. "Here, drink this to calm yourself down." He said as he made me hold the glass of water, but the moment I grabbed it, I didn’t have the strength in my hands and almost drop it if it wasn’t for Night who quickly stopped it from falling to the ground.
’Although the water poured on my clothes and now I’m all wet.’
I heard Night clicking his tongue. "I-It’s not even my fault!" I said aloud because I’m feeling frustrated with myself. I’m hopeless, and I still feel burning. "I-I don’t like this. Make it stop." I grabbed Night’s shirt before he could even get away from me.
"Give me medicine. Call Dr. Tricia."
Night sighed, but I don’t care about him anymore. I’m suffering right now due to an unknown disease. This didn’t happen when I drank sake during that wedding so maybe it’s really a drug. "W-What did Makoto put in my drink?" I’m starting to tear up due to the itching pain in my genitalia. It’s weird!
"It’s an aphrodisiac." Night sighed again. A-Apro-what? "It’s a kind of drug that stimulates sexual desire." Sexual desire? S-So what I’m feeling right now is sexual desire? What is sexual desire? D-Does it includes kissing and doing more mature things?
"W-What should I do?"
Night pushed his hair back causing me to gulp. Why do I feel a weird sensation of longing for his touch? ’Is this what they call sexual desires?’ I thought as I gulped again. He went out of the room and came back with another glass of water. ’Is he going to pour water on me to stop this nonsense?’ That’s when Night drank the water for himself and showed it to me. Great.
He suddenly pulled me towards him and kissed me. No— actually, he made me drink the water from his mouth. It caused me to blink thousands of times. "W-What?" The aching feeling won’t stop, and I think my body’s going to burn some more. It’s getting hotter and Night suddenly unbuttoned his top causing me to look away, but my eyes landed on the mirror on the side. I saw my reflection and couldn’t believe it.
My face is red and I’m huffing with my eyes out of focus. ’What’s going on with me?’
"I-I want to go to sleep," I said with heavy breathing. "Help me."
I heard Night sigh again. "I’m only going to help you, don’t misunderstand." He said. I was too out of it to think about what he meant by that, but he suddenly pushed me and made me lay on the bed. His hand caressed my cheek causing me to feel electricity all over my body.
When he was about to pull his hand back, I held onto it, stopping him from moving away. ’I don’t understand, but I crave his heat.’
"Hurry," I said those words subconsciously, and there I saw a hint of a smile on Night’s face.
Night moved his face closer to mine and our lips touched. ’It’s that same electricity, I felt it overflowing in my whole body.’ I thought as my hands moved on their own and wrapped around Night’s neck while he continues to kiss me. The moment I felt his tongue inside my mouth, I immediately pushed him away while huffing. "W-Why are you putting your tongue inside?"
I saw how he raised an eyebrow. "This is how you kiss someone." He said. "Do you want to stop?" When Night was about to move away, I stopped him by pulling his arm. ’T-This is weird, but it’s weirder because I don’t want him to stop.’
"D-Don’t stop."
Night continued kissing me. Despite the noise outside, all I can hear was Night’s breath and the sound of our kisses. He caresses my hair as he goes down to my neck. I know this isn’t right, I know I shouldn’t be doing something like this with him, but I was far from normal and everything was spinning. Night’s hand started exploring my body, but I didn’t hate his touch. ’Honestly, I love the warmth I feel from his hands.’
When I felt him touching my chest, I suddenly let out a weird sound. Night kissed me again while touching my chest and it left me out of breath. I can feel my underwear soaked, I might have peed again due to feeling good.
"W-Wait," I said as I try to push him off because I wanted to chase my breath, but Night didn’t let me do that. Instead, he grabbed my arms and pinned them on the bed.
The sound of his heavy breathing caused me to feel tingles in my stomach and I couldn’t look away from him. His face was flushed and he was looking at me with those piercing eyes. It feels like I’m in front of a predator and I’m his prey. ’He’s about to eat me.’ I felt Night biting my neck and I jolted due to surprise.
"Ow! Why are you biting me?"
Night didn’t answer, instead, he looked me in the eye. "Do you want me to continue?" He asked even though he looked like he already reached his limit.
I know... I know that he doesn’t have feelings for me, but why do I feel loved just by his touch?
I gulped. "I-I want to continue kissing." I heard him chuckle because of what I said, but I want to be honest. It’s addicting, kissing him is addicting. ’It’s the first time I felt this addicted to something that it scares me.’ Who knows kissing someone could turn me into a madman.
Night’s kisses were intense to the point that I can hear myself moaning nonstop. My head’s getting all fuzzy and my vision’s getting blurry, still, I don’t want him to stop. His hands explored the inside of my dress until he reached down there.
’This is wrong. I know that.’
