Chapter 1927: Chapter 1927: It’s Not That I Never Regretted
In his gaze, aside from tenderness, there was also a hint of guilt.
It solidified on Tingye’s cheeks.
Slowly lifting her head, she looked at Rui Hui, "I have regretted."
"..."
Rui Hui’s body stiffened, and she suddenly looked at her.
Facing Qin Youxuan’s clear cat-like eyes, her lips moved slightly, but she couldn’t speak.
Did she hear wrong?
"You didn’t hear wrong, I really have regretted it, just when I gave birth and Dan Hanjie held me tightly, telling me he would never let me have a child again."
Qin Youxuan’s palm tightened, and her eyes became a little moist.
"He was trembling at that time, even his voice changed, I had never seen him so scared before..."
At that moment, she finally realized how much of a burden her willful decision was to Dan Hanjie.
What she thought was for his good might not be the best for Dan Hanjie.
"But you won the gamble, looking at Tingye, do you still regret your decision back then?" Rui Hui asked, shocked, her mouth slightly open.
"But what if I had lost?"
"..."
"Have you considered that in your eyes, it’s just a child, Diwu Zexuan doesn’t even want to strive with you, you can blame him, feel regret, but never think he doesn’t love you enough; on the contrary, because he loves too much, he can’t bear the slightest risk of losing."
"..."
"If you lose, the worst consequence is losing your life, in your view, that was your own choice, you weren’t afraid, so Diwu Zexuan shouldn’t stop you even more; but you never thought, you’re the one gambling, the one who can’t afford to lose is Diwu Zexuan!"
Qin Youxuan paused.
"If it wasn’t for that car accident, where Dan Hanjie nearly died in front of me, I might never have known the agony of watching the one you love struggle on the edge of life and death, while being utterly powerless, at that time, I truly hated myself for those selfish decisions I made. I had never really considered Dan Hanjie’s perspective."
Giving him what I thought was best, but never realizing, he never wanted a life without flaws, he just wanted her.
Every time Qin Youxuan thinks of that moment, she feels suffocated with heaviness in her chest.
"I just wanted a baby, it’s not as dangerous as you all think..." Rui Hui frowned.
"Comparing to Diwu Zexuan, who is more important, him or a baby who hasn’t even appeared?" Qin Youxuan retorted.
"..." Rui Hui’s eyes flickered, remaining silent.
The answer didn’t need to be spoken.
"No matter how much I say, it’s just comfort; the one who truly needs to understand is you." Qin Youxuan patted her hand, "While Diwu Zexuan is also here, if you’re really bothered in your heart, you might as well ask clearly."
"There is no misunderstanding between us, asking is useless." Rui Hui replied hesitantly.
What pained her most was that Diwu Zexuan did such an excessive thing without even asking her opinion.
"But you should still listen to his explanation, you can’t deny him the chance to speak."
"Why are you starting to take his side too, I remember you used to hate him as much as I did." Rui Hui pouted aggrievedly.
Clearly, she was the one being bullied, yet in the end, it seemed everyone felt she was being unreasonable.
Rui Hui couldn’t be more frustrated.
"You also know how much you used to hate Diwu Zexuan, now you’re sulking because you can’t have a baby, isn’t that a bit embarrassing?" Qin Youxuan teased.
