Jingjing accompanied her back to the ward.
Dan Yan still sat on the edge of the bed, holding Xiao Xi's hand and kissing it from time to time.
It was clear that he wanted the sleeping Xiao Xi to be able to sleep soundly and know that his father was by his side.
Qing You brought her mother-in-law and Aunt Qu out of the sickroom, intentionally leaving some time and space for her and Dan Yan.
Although she felt wronged, she knew it was indeed her negligence this time. She said apologetically, "Sorry, I won't be this careless again ??"
Dan Yan did not respond.
She sadly withdrew her gaze from his and prepared to leave, afraid that he would not want to see her.
The moment she turned around, Dan Yan's gentle voice sounded, "The one who should be apologizing was me. What I said just now, I hope you won't take it to heart.
"She was frozen in place, her chest full of bitterness, as if it had been stewed by his words." "It's okay, I know."
Dan Yan sighed, and finally let go of Xiao Xi's hand. He left the bedside and arrived in front of her. I apologize solemnly for what happened just now... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you. "
She lowered her head, and because her eyes were covered by a thin layer of mist, she did not dare look at him. However, she was unable to control the lump in her throat, "Xiao Xi is my child.
"I'm sorry." Dan Yan pulled her into his embrace, allowing her to lean against his firm chest.
She raised her head and looked up at him. " I hope you know that even though I wasn't willing to face Xiao Xi back then, from the moment I knew that I had him, I loved him a lot ?? "
"Is that true?" Dan Yan frowned slightly. I thought your love for Xiao Xi came from the day Xiao Xi was born. "
She shook her head vigorously. Not so... No matter what happened to us at that time, I only know that Xiao Xi was my child and he was i
ocent ?? "
Dan Yan raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears flowing from the corner of her eyes. "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you. I thought you didn't expect this child from the begi
ing ??"
She slowly withdrew her gaze and choked with sobs. "No one loves him more than me ??"
Dan Yan pressed her head into his embrace, allowing her tears and snot to wipe on his expensive shirt. It seems that we really did have a lot of misunderstandings in the past. "
"Yes, I've never been able to get a deeper understanding of you in the past ??" she sobbed back.
"Oh?"
She slowly withdrew from Dan Yan's embrace, her moist eyes staring straight at him. You've never explained anything to me in the past, so there are a lot of facts I don't even know... It is as if what you have done to me back then was not to threaten me, but to help me. "
Dan Yan's voice grew sadder as he looked at her closely, "How do you know?"
She answered truthfully, "The last image of my father's death was sent to me by the American prison... There's the scene of you visiting your father. "
Dan Yan felt surprised, and raised his eyebrow, "So ??"
"I already know that I've been wrong about you for so many years... "But why didn't you explain it to me in the past?" she asked him, choking.
Dan Yan looked at her with eyes as deep as a pool under a waterfall. Because in the past, even if I explain things to you clearly, it would be meaningless. Your heart is with Jiang Jun, and this will not change. "
"At the very least, I won't be that hostile towards you. At the very least ??"
Seeing that she did not continue, Dan Yan seriously asked, "At least what?"
She lowered her head and didn't say anything.
However, Dan Yan seemed to have guessed something, and said: "If I had explained it to you clearly at that time, would you have tried to put Jiang Jun down?"
"I ??"
In fact, what she wanted to say just now was precisely "at least she will try to put Jiang Jun down".
Yes, if she had known the truth, she would have done so!
Because she was Xiao Xi's father and he had helped her and Jiang Jun so even if she didn't love him back then, she would have forced him to put Jiang Jun down and try to accept him ??
In that case, it wouldn't have been until this late at night that she found out how great he was. Just being able to be protected by him was such a blissful thing ??
Unfortunately, it was too late now.
Seeing that she did not reply for a long time, Dan Yan laughed lightly in grief. "You won't, right? Because up until today, the person in the bottom of your heart is still Jiang Jun ?? "
She wanted to answer him honestly, but when she thought that he already had Ji Sixi, she hesitated.
Dan Yan's lips curled up, and his voice became somewhat sorrowful, "I was right, wasn't I?"
"I ??"
Did he really want to hear her answer? Did this mean that he still cared about her?
"Is that a difficult question to answer?"
"No, I ??" She finally broke through the struggle and hesitation in her heart and blurted out, "I've already ??"
Unfortunately, a ringtone from her phone interrupted her words.
It was Dan Yan's cellphone that rang.
Seeing that, she immediately sat on the side of the bed and lightly patted Xiao Xi's shoulders, allowing him to sleep at ease.
Dan Yan then took out the phone from his jacket pocket and walked out of the sickroom to answer the call.
Seeing Xiao Xi sleeping soundly once again, she went to find him, preparing to explain everything he had just said to him.
She found him in the garden at the end of the corridor.
He was still on the phone, and the voice he used to talk to her was very gentle, at that moment, she had already sensed that the person calling her was Ji Sixi.
As expected ?? ??
"When Xiao Xi enters the hospital, I will be staying at home for the next few days ?? Take care of yourself. I'll come and see you when I'm free. "
At that moment, the hope that she had just ignited was extinguished as if cold water had poured onto it. Her heart instantly turned cold as she turned around ?? He hurried away, afraid that he would turn around and see her.
She trotted into the room and slumped against the door.
At this moment, the transplanted heart hurt, causing her to have no choice but to cover her chest.
She was glad that she didn't have the time to tell him everything. Otherwise, she would really lose all her face right now ??
He already had a woman he liked, so why would she go confess to him?
This would only make her seem too inferior ??
He had loved her wholeheartedly before, but she had disdained him. Now that she had nothing and was helpless, why would he believe her when she came to confess to him? Besides, he already had someone he liked ??
It seemed that she really shouldn't think too much about the matter between her and him ??
To him, she was already in the past. If she didn't want to have a relationship with him, then it was just a matter of entanglement ??
He had already wasted ten years of his life on her. She really should give him a peaceful and beautiful life ??
As for her feelings for him, she could only bury them deep in her heart and never let him know ??
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