"Yes, but all of us have the confidence that Que Yan will definitely wake up. It's just a matter of time." Gu Qingyou said firmly.
"I also wish for Que Yan to wake up soon." Mu Ying said.
Gu Qingyou smiled faintly, held up her coffee and took a sip. It's just that after suffering so much, Ya Ru went to the hospital to take care of Que Yan everyday and she also had to take care of her child. The last time I saw her in France, she had already lost a lot of weight ?? "
Mu Ying replied, "But I think even if she works hard, she wouldn't find it hard to work, because if she can stay by the side of the person she loves and take care of him, Ya Ru would also be happy."
Gu Qingyou nodded her head, "That's why I didn't advise her to give up, I had always encouraged her to definitely wake up."
"That's right. If the people around you also showed no hope, then how could she possibly have faith in herself?" Mu Ying replied.
Gu Qingyou suddenly looked at Mu Ying, and did not speak for a long time.
Mu Ying was suspicious of Gu Qingyou's gaze, and asked: "What's wrong?"
Gu Qingyou replied calmly, "I feel that you are very different from before ?? "You are very calm, and your thoughts are very clear. All of your logic is that of a mature person."
Mu Ying chuckled, "So the feeling I gave you in the past was that of a willful and despotic young miss?"
Gu Qingyou laughed along with her, "She's a domineering, but not a bad character, young miss."
"Actually, I am confused. At that time, I had clearly done so many bad things to you and Jiang Jun, and you didn't know that I had already prepared to atone for it afterwards. How could you still be my friend and not fuss about it with me? And you think my heart isn't bad? " Mu Ying asked the question that had been plaguing the bottom of his heart.
"At that time, I didn't know that you were doing this for Guan Yumo, thinking that you were doing this for Jiang Jun. Of course, no matter who it was, I felt that you were a pitiful person because everything you did was because you loved that person too much, and loving that person wasn't wrong in the first place. It was just that your method was wrong ?? In the end, since no one is hurt, why should I make things difficult for a pitiful person like you? " Gu Qingyou answered honestly.
After Mu Ying heard this, he fell into deep thought for a while, then said, "My brother is right, your tolerance, kindness, and magnanimity are things that ordinary people ca
ot achieve. You have to know, if anyone encountered such a thing, how could they consider the person who harmed them?"
Gu Qingyou laughed as she shook his head, "Then you overestimated me too much. At that time, even though I sympathized with you, I also felt that your methods were too extreme ??"
Mu Ying chose to patiently listen.
"It was only when I saw you being tied up by the Mu Family and going back to marry that I realized how difficult it was for you to marry someone you loved. Somehow, I felt that it wasn't easy to be a young miss and felt that all your extreme actions were because you wanted to break out of the prison that had always confined you, so I felt relieved towards you later on." Gu Qingyou said slowly.
Mu Ying's eyes darkened, "But before you could relax that day, you had already ordered someone to help me."
Gu Qingyou answered calmly, "Anyone would have helped you at that moment because you were only a weak woman at that time."
Mu Ying shook his head, "Not everyone will help me, because other people do not want to cause trouble, and you are someone that I have hurt before. At that time, it was already benevolence for you to just stand there and watch, and you even helped me in the end.
"Gu Qingyou lowered her head to look at the cup of coffee in her hand and smiled faintly. In fact, I am not very kind, because I have many secrets which you do not know. Who can say that my tolerance for others is not atonement for my own sins? "
Mu Ying slightly frowned, "Are you talking about the matter of you not saving your own child?"
When this matter was mentioned, a trace of sadness flashed past Gu Qingyou's clear eyes. Although those around me will forgive me in the end, I know that I had the chance to save an i
ocent little life. "
Mu Ying said seriously, "The fault lies not with you, if the fault lies with you, then it lies with Xia Qingchen, because she was the one who hurt your child first."
Gu Qingyou took a deep breath, "Even though I said that, I did indeed choose to give up my child in order to have a stable life in the future ?? This is my eternal sin and my eternal pain. "
"This is only because of your helplessness." Mu Ying consoled.
Gu Qingyou suddenly raised her head, looked at Mu Ying, and said earnestly: "You were the one who leaked information about Guan Yumo threatening me and the recording of the hospital doctors, then, did you hear that recording?"
Mu Ying nodded.
Gu Qingyou held her breath and asked softly, "Can you tell me what the doctor said on the recording? The doctor said the child could have been saved? "
Mu Ying hesitated for a moment, but in the end, she still nodded her head truthfully. Perhaps you don't know that when you were sent to the hospital, the child was still tenaciously alive, but because you were sent too late, if it had been a little earlier, even a few minutes earlier, the child might have been able to keep ?? "
Gu Qingyou leaned back in her chair, her eyes red. He really is a tenacious little life, and I, as a mother, gave up on him ?? "
"The doctor judged that you had a chance to save the child based on the condition of your bleeding ??"
"What do you mean?"
Mu Ying answered according to the recording of the doctor, "At that time, the amount of blood loss was not much, which meant that your abdominal pain had already started a long time ago, but you kept on coming back to the hospital until you could no longer endure it, which meant that you did not plan to go to the hospital immediately ??"
"The doctor was right, at that time, my abdominal pain had already started. I also had a premonition that as long as I went to the hospital in time, I would be able to save my child. However, I still cruelly told myself that my child could not be saved ??"
Mu Ying reached out and gently held Gu Qingyou's ice-cold hand. At that time, you had no choice. If you had kept the child, Jiang Jun would not have resolved to destroy Xia Qingchen, and you would not have been able to rely on Jiang Jun's protection ?? But with Jiang Jun's protection, you can treat Ms. Bi Shufen, you can repay the debts that your mother owed you at that time, and you won't have to live a life that's filled with terror everyday ?? Because you, who have always lived an inhuman life, have always yearned to live a peaceful life. "
Gu Qingyou slowly opened her eyes, which were filled with a thin layer of mist. I don't want to make any excuses for myself. I just want the child to rest in heaven. "
Mu Ying looked at her. Believe me, after experiencing a life like yours, others might not be able to do better than you ?? In fact, you have always maintained your original intentions, but life has given you too much helplessness. "
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