"Why do you think that?" Tan Yan said.
Qin Qian shook her head sadly. You don't have to lie to me, nor do you have to try to convince me that the person you love the most is me ?? Because you've always felt you had to be responsible for my life. "
Tan Yan helped wipe the tears at the corner of his eyes. Don't cry... You can't cry at this time. "
Qin Qian sniffed, then controlled her emotions a little and said seriously, "Now, you understand what I mean, right?"
Tan Yan looked at her. Is it because no matter how I explain it, you don't believe that I put An Ran down long ago? "
"Yes." Qin Qian had not forgotten about Tan Yan protecting her father when he killed her. The reason why she did not say it out loud was because she did not want to make things difficult for him.
However, she thought that Tan Yan's protection of An Ran was not intentional. It was just as she had thought before, that An Ran must have threatened her with a warning due to An Ran's past relationship with him, which was why he agreed to shield her. It was because he did not want her to be harmed ??
However, was there really no hint of a personal feeling behind the cover?
She thought, "It's impossible that there aren't any ??"
He should be clear that if it was really for her own good, it was to punish the person who harmed her father ??
Therefore, even if the reason why he protected An Ran was to not hurt her, it was only an excuse ??
Seeing that Tan Yan did not say anything, Qin Qian continued, "I don't want to delay your life any longer ?? Yan We were wrong from the begi
ing! Now that we are aware of this mistake, we should not let it continue to happen! "
"I can only say that it was indeed a mistake in the begi
ing, but that you and I, who made the mistake, also had a happy marriage that lasted for more than two years. Therefore, time has confirmed that we are suitable, that there won't be any problems with our relationship, we don't need to change, we only need to continue to speak wrongly and continue to make mistakes."
Tan Yan's words did not sound inappropriate in any way.
"I know what you mean." Qin Qian suddenly said lightly.
Tan Yan looked at her expressionlessly.
"I appreciate what you've done to me and the child in the past three years." Qin Qian said to Tan Yan with an extremely sincere and earnest attitude. The past three years should be the happiest time of my life. I think that I will never forget the happiness I have with you, but for the past three years, you have honestly answered me, "Are you as happy as I am?
After pausing for a moment, Qin Qian then continued, "I think the answer is denial ?? Because you, who tried to give me a good marriage and a warm family, are not happy at all... "
"This is what you think ??"
"If you say so, okay, then I'll ask you... If your parents hadn't come looking for you because of your child, would you have come looking for me? " Qin Qian interrupted Tan Yan and asked him. I want you to answer me honestly. "
Tan Yan did not answer.
"The answer is, no." Qin Qian laughed. Actually, you knew that those days when we were together were just a mistake, so after I took the initiative to leave you, you didn't come looking for me because you knew that if we continued, the result would be the end of our best years, because I wouldn't get any feelings here, and you wouldn't fall in love with me ?? Therefore, when your father-in-law found me, you were finally unable to avoid owing me a debt. Furthermore, facing my deep love for you, you felt that you owed me even more ?? In the end, you have to take me for your responsibility, because if you give up on me, you'll be condemned by your conscience for the rest of your life. "
Tan Yan was silent.
"Plus, now that we have a second child, I will become the responsibility that lies deep within your heart." Qin Qian said to Tan Yan.
Tan Yan still did not speak, and did not refute or explain anything.
In Qin Qian's eyes, Tan Yan's silence was an indirect way of tacit approval.
"Please stop seeing me as your responsibility!" Withdrawing her smile, Qin Qian said to Tan Yan seriously, "I am not your responsibility, I even less so don't want to be your responsibility. This is because the mistake didn't happen because of you alone, if it wasn't for me being deeply infatuated with you at that time, and for losing my rationality, trying to establish a relationship with you in such a short period of time, our mistake wouldn't have happened."
"Even if, as you said, I once regarded you as a responsibility, it is still a responsibility that I must shoulder." Tan Yan replied.
Qin Qian looked at him for a while, then smiled and shook his head, a bitter smile on his face. But do you know? Rather than you being responsible for me, I would rather see you being honest with me. Perhaps I will hate you and hate you at that moment, but the pain will eventually pass and I will finally be able to see your true happiness ?? You know what? Your happiness is what I truly want to see. "
Tan Yan pursed his lips, looking straight at Qin Qian with his deep yet profound gaze, unable to be seen through.
"To love a person is not to possess them. To be able to see them having such a happy life is what that person wants the most." Qin Qian said.
Tan Yan did not speak. He seemed to tacitly agree to everything Qin Qian said.
Tan Yan's reaction was within Qin Qian's expectations. She smiled again, but turned his face, not allowing him to see the injury in her eyes.
"If I knew that our meeting was just a mistake, then when my father-in-law came looking for me, I definitely would not agree to be together with you for two years. I would have left the Tan Family long after the child's autistic condition had improved." Qin Qian said with a light tone of voice. She sounded decisive and decisive, without any hesitation.
Tan Yan finally opened his mouth, "Then, what do you want to do?"
"End the mistake and start over. After all, you and I are still young."
"End error?"
"Right." "Qin Qian turned around, and had already adjusted her mood. You have someone you need to take responsibility for, someone you need to take care of, and someone you need to make up for. You should go back and find her. "
"You really think so?" Tan Yan's eyes darkened.
"Yes, I sincerely believe that." Qin Qian said to Tan Yan, "We should not be bound together because of a mistake. This way, it will bind you and also bind me ?? As I said, we're still young. I might meet someone better than you in the future ??. So, you shouldn't waste my life any longer, because I don't want to waste my time on someone who doesn't love me. "
Tan Yan did not reply, he only looked at Qin Qian expressionlessly.
"I want you to be happy, too, not to pretend to be happy with me." What did Qin Qian say to Tan Yan? She retreated himself to the lowest position, and said something that he shouldn't have said. " You should turn around and look for An Ran. She has been waiting for you at the same place this entire time. You have already let her down once, you should not let her down again ?? "
When Qin Qian finished speaking, the surroundings suddenly became very quiet.
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