However, at this moment, Tan Yan's love for her was already becoming more and more blurry ??
Ever since An Ran had fainted, she had felt more and more that Tan Yan's care for her wasn't as strong as she had imagined ??
His feelings for her had become something unfathomable, something she could not fathom.
"What are you thinking about?" Tan Yan suddenly arrived at the dining hall.
He sat in front of her, a smile on his handsome face.
Qin Qian raised her head and looked at him. Her eyes didn't have a focus and her brows were knitted slightly, as if the person in front of her was a stranger.
"What's the matter with you?" The smile on Tan Yan's face disappeared, his expression revealing concern.
"You're here." Qin Qian did not answer his question, and gently replied, "I have been waiting for you for a long time."
"Sorry, I went to the hospital after work..." Today, An Ran's finger has moved. Although she has not woken up yet, the doctor said that this is a sign that she might wake up ?? " Tan Yan said with joy in his voice.
Qin Qian looked at Tan Yan, and saw the unconcealable joy in his eyes, and realised for the first time, he could actually smile so brilliantly.
Even when they were married, his smile didn't seem as radiant as it did now ??
Tan Yan realized that Qin Qian had been silent the entire time, he stopped smiling and asked once again in concern, "Are you alright?"
Qin Qian replied gently, "It's fine, it's just that my stomach is a little hungry."
"Sorry, I'm late... But today is a special case, and I will try my best to avoid it in the future. "
Qin Qian shook her head. I'm not mad at you. " She smiled. I'm really hungry. "
Tan Yan stared at her for a few seconds. I was in the wrong. I made an appointment with you at this time, but I was late... We'll order now. " Tan Yan waved to the waiter who was waiting at the side.
After Tan Yan finished ordering, he remained silent.
"Seems like I'm really hungry for you. Your smile today was really few." Tan Yan kept his eyes on Qin Qian.
"Is there?" Qin Qian forced a smile.
"What did you do at home today? Was Miu Miu obedient? Did he make you angry? "
"Today, learning flower arranging from my mother at home, Miu Miu was very obedient, he did not make me angry." "Yes," she said matter-of-factly.
"I know it's boring for you to live like this. When the baby is born, I'll let you do whatever you want to do."
"You want me to go out to work?"
"I don't mean that. I mean that you can do what you want without being held hostage by your family."
"Don't men want to see their wives as soon as they get home?" Staring at the table, Qin Qian suddenly said, "Your thinking seems to be different from ordinary men."
Because of these words, the two fell into silence.
Qin Qian was the first to raise her eyes and look at him. Don't men have a strong possessive desire to those they like? "
Tan Yan finally stopped smiling.
Qin Qian did not retreat, she just stared at him quietly.
"You're obviously in a bad mood tonight." Tan Yan finally opened his mouth. Although there was no trace of impatience on his face, his voice was slightly colder than before.
"That's right. I am not in a good mood. This is because I suddenly realized that I don't understand you too well."
"What do you mean, too little?" Tan Yan suddenly asked her.
Qin Qian was momentarily unable to reply.
Tan Yan's face darkened, "I don't know if I angered you because of my lateness, but I have already explained to you, today's special situation ?? I really thought that we had reached an agreement yesterday and that there would no longer be any unhappiness between us because of An Ran. "
"We've indeed reached an agreement yesterday, but I still don't feel safe ??"
"What are you trying to say?"
After Tan Yan asked this, Qin Qian suddenly went silent.
"I've noticed that some things are not as simple as I thought." After a while, Qin Qian murmured, "What do I want to say, will you answer me? I mean, if I asked you something, would you answer me honestly? "
Tan Yan looked at her for a moment.
Until the manager of the restaurant himself brought them drinks.
She was the sour plum juice for the appetizer, and he was the golden champagne.
The golden champagne was poured into the glass and swirled at the bottom of the clear glass...
"If you don't trust me, then why did you agree to give me half a year's time to take care of An Ran?" After the manager left, Tan Yan said one word at a time.
"Can I regret it now?" Qin Qian replied in a deep voice.
"When did you become so disinterested and renegade?" Tan Yan's eyes were deep.
"I'm just not as strong as I thought." Qin Qian replied.
Tan Yan's face did not show any expression.
At this moment, the waiter brought the dishes over, resolving their current awkwardness.
"You just said you had a question you wanted to ask me. Tell me." If you speak, I will answer you honestly. " During the meal, Tan Yan told her.
Qin Qian slowly raised her eyes.
The expression on his face was almost devoid of emotion. She was unable to guess what he was thinking at the moment ??
She suddenly realised that if she really asked him about her relationship with An Ran in the past, even if he denied it, she would not believe this answer.
The once unbreakable trust between them had now become an imperceptible hole.
"Perhaps, I really am a very weak person." Qin Qian suddenly muttered, and revealed a wry smile.
Tan Yan lifted his eyes, the deep look in his eyes and the cold expression on his face made his handsome face seem even colder.
"I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood tonight." Qin Qian made her tone soften. Maybe pregnant women are sentimental and emotional. I should adjust myself. " She smiled, then lowered her head to eat the food he had ordered for her, determined to end the unpleasant topic of the evening.
Because she didn't have the courage to continue the conversation ??
If he and An Ran was really in love for the first time, then he had deceived her way too much in the past ??
Could she still trust him?
If they could not trust him, their love would walk into the thorns...
Was she sure she was going to ruin their present happiness?
Tan Yan still had to go back to the company to take care of some matters, but for Qin Qian's safety, he did not immediately go back to the company. Instead, he sent Qin Qian back home first.
"I hope you don't think too much about what I said to you earlier in the cafeteria. After I became pregnant, I became sentimental. This might have something to do with how many things we have experienced in this period of time." Qin Qian softly said as the carriage stopped at the back of the Tan Residence's garden.
Tan Yan said to Qin Qian, "Qian Qian, my feelings for you have always been the same."
Qin Qian turned her head and looked at him. The lights in the garden flickered, and her face was also flickering. It was as if she understood him very well, and it seemed to be very shallow from the end. "I'm sorry, but I won't be so emotional in the future!"
"Rest early after you go home. Don't let your thoughts run wild. Only then will you be full of energy and your child will be healthy." Tan Yan did not mention anything else as he warned her with concern.
Qin Qian looked at him deeply. "Yan, I really love you." Please don't let me know some cruel facts...
Tan Yan naturally could not hear the words that she did not say, but instead revealed a smile, "Idiot, this kind of speech should be said by me."
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