In the study room, Ji Sixi leaned against the door and closed her eyes, allowing the memories in her head to play.
The things that happened a year ago when she and Lu Jingzhi was together, began to appear in Ji Sixi's mind like a slide show.
Ji Sixi's eyes were very unfocused, and her heart was even tighter.
In the end, the scene in Ji Sixi's mind stopped at the moment when Lu Jingzhi and she were eye to eye.
Her eyes were begi
ing to turn red, and there were faint tears on her eyelashes.
"Knock, knock ~ ~ ~"
There was a knock on the door.
Ji Sixi quickly wiped the corner of his eyes and opened his eyes. After staring at the outside for a few seconds, she turned around and opened the door.
"The person who came was Ji's Mother." "Sixi ??"
Ji Sixi welcomed her mother and asked softly, "Where is Yong?"
"He's gone." The Ji's Mother answered truthfully.
Ji Sixi pinched the center of her brows lightly. It's good for him to leave ?? Too many things have happened these past two days. I really want to calm down ?? I'll contact him in a few days! "
"From what you're saying, you're pla
ing on continuing with him?" Ji's Mother suddenly asked coldly.
Ji Sixi lowered her hand and looked at her mother in confusion. Did you say something to Yong? "
Ji's Mother frowned in displeasure, "What else can I say? I just want him to leave and tell him not to contact you again!"
Ji Sixi was startled, "Mom ??"
"Ji's Mother caressed both of Ji Sixi's arms. Daughter, do you intend to continue walking with him? "
"This is not a question of whether I'm willing to follow him down or not. It's a promise we've given him." Ji Sixi said calmly.
Ji's Mother was startled.
Ji Sixi helped his mother to sit on the bed in front of the study window and continued to speak softly, "Mom, you can let me handle the matter between Yong and myself ??"
Ji's Mother looked at Ji Sixi with a pained expression, and said with a slightly chatty voice. "But Mom doesn't want to let you down ??"
Ji Sixi chuckled, "Mom, what are you saying? I've really enjoyed this half a year with Yong... So when I said that to Yong, I was just angry that he lied to me, but I knew he didn't want to lose me ?? Even though I am very angry right now, I will not separate from him because of this. Moreover, marrying him is also a promise that we made to him in the past. "
Ji's Mother shook her head lightly as she choked with emotions and said, "Sixi, if Xin Yue knew that we made you feel wronged like this, she would definitely die from heartache ??"
Ji Sixi squatted in front of his mother, revealed a relaxed smile, and tightly held onto his mother's hand. Mom, what are you saying? Do you think I'm pretending because I have such a good relationship with Yong over the past six months? "
"Ji's Mother teared up as she stared at Ji Sixi in grief. "Silly daughter, do you think mom doesn't know that you haven't been happy at all during this half year with Yong ??"
"Not really."
Ji Sixi shook her head and tried to explain, but before she could finish, Ji's Mother's voice interrupted him, "You don't have to lie to your mother. You don't like Satan at all. "Afraid of our guilt and self-blame, you pretend to be happy with Satan, but in truth, you aren't happy at all ??"
"Mom ??"
Ji Sixi's words were once again cut off by the Ji's Mother, "You are my daughter, how can I not tell whether you are happy or not? When you were with Lu Jingzhi in the past, the smile on your face never appeared to be forced. Sometimes, when you were alone, I could see you secretly smiling, and every time you wanted to go see Lu Jingzhi, you would dress yourself up with great care. But when you were with Satan, the smile on your face was always deliberate, and when you went to see Satan, you had never dressed yourself with great care ?? "
At this moment, Ji Sixi finally quieted down and did not refute any further. Her eyes gradually fell on her mother's knee, and the bottom of her eyes were dim.
Ji's Mother took Ji Sixi's hands, "Sixi..."
Ji Sixi slowly raised her head, the forced smile on her delicate face was no longer there. "Mom."
The Ji's Mother said hoarsely, "That person is not worth your nostalgia, why do you still have such an unforgettable memory?"
Ji Sixi's eyes were covered by a thin layer of mist, her gaze was sluggish, and she remembered the scene of him hitting the gun in her hand in the nick of time today.
"I don't know if he ever had any real commitment to my feelings, but I can't forget every moment we met and fell in love... "Even if he uses me and hurts me, I still won't be able to forget what happened in the past ??"
"Idiot ??" You have to let it go even if you can't let it go. Do you really hope to have the chance to be with him again in this lifetime? " The Ji's Mother asked with a pained expression.
The mist in Ji Sixi's eyes gradually seeped out, and even though she tried her best to widen her eyes, tears still flowed down from the corners of her eyes. I know I'll never be with him again, but, Mom... You teach me a way to forget the past, so that I can forget this person completely... Do you have a way? "
When Ji's Mother heard this, his tears streamed down. Stupid girl, he has never loved you before, why are you still so preoccupied with him? "
Ji Sixi took a deep breath, held back the lump in her throat and said, "Mom, regardless of whether you believe it or not, I still feel that he doesn't have any feelings for me, she cares about me, just like how I threatened him with my life today, he finally compromised and let Qin Housheng go ?? ?? She couldn't accept that the person she loves is the daughter of her enemy, and furthermore, he must avenge his parents. That way, he will be the enemy that killed my father ?? So he told me long ago that it was impossible for us to be together. "
She still hadn't forgotten that when he said 'destined', she was sitting on his thigh, and his head was resting lightly on his shoulder. At that time, they were still very much in love, but at that time, she already had an ominous premonition, and could feel the sorrow in his heart ??
"Since you know him, you must forget him even more because the two of you are destined to be unable to be together. Unless the hatred between the two of you from your past lives is put down ??" The Ji's Mother spoke faintly.
Ji Sixi suddenly laughed idiotically at this moment, and then said, "Mom, do you think I ever thought about being with him? No, after separating from him, I never thought about it again ?? Now, I don't think about it at all. "
"You said that Chen Quan was the murderer of Xin Yue, but you're still not sure ?? "What does that mean?" The Ji's Mother suddenly raised this issue.
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